2123: How long do I have to wait? (18)
"Look at you, subconsciously it's still so rigorous!" Donald reminded her.
Tang Mei's nerves relaxed, only then did she realize her actions, she laughed self-deprecatingly, in fact, to be honest, she resigned because she suffered from mental illness.
In fact, subconsciously, she still likes the work of the FBI very much, it is her dream, her ambition since childhood.
If it hadn't been for three years ago, she would never have quit that job, even if it was very dangerous, even if she was in danger of dying every day, she would not hesitate!
However, she did not speak, her face was slightly calm, and she kept silent with her eyes down.
"Tang Mei, I know the reason for your resignation back then, I have also read the psychiatrist's assessment report, severe depression, you invested your feelings during the undercover period, and everyone probably didn't think about it, including ......yourself," Donald continued, his tone was almost persuasive, "You have always taken a firm position, although you have undeserved emotions, but fortunately, you didn't let your feelings control you, or you arrested the kite, I'm thinking, maybe you think that if you let her be caught, she can be released from prison before, and there will be no danger to her life, That's why I'm so decisive, am I right? ”
Tang Mei's face was even colder, she slowly raised her head and looked at him in surprise, she didn't expect him to see herself so thoroughly.
The Kite has always been in danger as a killer, and her imprisonment is not the worst outcome, at least she can be released after completing her sentence.
Therefore, she did not hesitate to arrest her at the beginning, and then pretended to save her, hoping that the Stygian Flame Gate would not doubt her identity, so as to dismantle this assassination organization as much as possible.
But no one expected that there was an accident in the middle, and the car of the kite fell to the bottom of the lake, and Tang Mei, who was originally full of confidence and had never been worried, panicked at that moment.
Everything was unexpected, and she didn't even give her time to react, the accident happened, and of course there was self-blame and guilt, so she thought about it day and night, and finally suffered from depression.
"Yes......" she nodded and admitted, without the slightest concealment, "Master, as an undercover agent, I shouldn't have invested a trace of emotion in the mission, whether it is love or friendship, this is my failure, I failed to be cold-hearted and cold-hearted, and regarded the other party as a friend, but I am still sober and understand my duty, arrest the kite, in fact, I also know in my heart that she will be fine, and she will be sentenced to a few years at most, which may not be a good thing for the kite......"
Tang Mei eased her breath, paused, and her eyebrows tightened.
There weren't many days with the kite back then, and when she first went on a mission, she felt that the female killer was not keen on killing, and she even showed boredom in her words.
At that time, the two didn't communicate deeply, and she couldn't ask her what she really thought so casually, but after a few tasks, Tang Mei felt more and more that the kite had burnout, and the whole person was numb like a machine.
Tang Mei could see that she was disgusted with the task, and that kind of emotion could be expressed through her eyes.
That's why she felt that being free through sentencing was not necessarily a bad thing.
Of course, all this is her own thoughts, and she doesn't know if the Stygian Kite wants to exit the Stygian Flame Gate......
"Hmph, so you didn't hesitate to catch her!? Tang Mei ......" Donald's face darkened, and he squinted his eyes and asked.