The happiness she thought she had in her hands had collapsed into ruins in an instant, and in the end, nothing was left of it.

This feeling is tantamount to being slapped in the face......

It hurts and hurts.

Ye Yan's chest seemed to be torn apart by life.

She was begging him to let go......

You're begging him......

“…… How long will it take you? "He can give her time, but only to give her time. Let him really let go, it will never be possible!

Shu Nian didn't speak, how long? Even she didn't know how long it would take her.

Some scars are not always so easy to heal; And some things are not always so easy to forget.

She only broke Ye Yan's hand, originally thinking that Ye Yan would be entangled, but this time, he suddenly let go. The long fingers slipped from her wrists, leaving only a piece of coolness.

The feeling of emptiness on his wrist made Shu Nian's heart twitch a little, and for a while, he only felt that the air around him was much cooler......

If......

If there is really no more Yeyan in her future life, will her world become as gray and bleak as before?

Will it become a pool of stagnant water again, without causing any ripples?

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Shu Nian took a shower, changed his clothes and came out, his face was not much better than before. She walked out of the room and saw Ye Yan sitting on the sofa in the hall. He was quiet, quiet, and from her point of view, only his profile could be seen, with a heavy haze.

As if sensing that she was coming out, he came back to his senses and raised his eyes to look at her.

Two people, their eyes are facing each other, and Shu Nian's nose is pantothenic. Afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions, she turned her face away and walked over to sort out the books scattered on the sofa.

When it was completely cleaned up, Ye Yan stood up, "I'll send you." ”

It's not retention.

It's a send-off.

In a low tone, there was no negotiation. And, as he spoke, the man had already taken the lead in the entrance and changed into his shoes.

Looking at the back, Shu Nian's lips trembled, and in the end he didn't say anything, just hugged the book and followed quietly.

The rain is still dripping. On such a night, there are basically not many people in and out of the community, and the surrounding atmosphere is particularly quiet and depressing.

Ye Yan held an umbrella, and Shu Nian walked on his right hand.

Two people, separated by a slit. It's only a few centimeters away, but it's like it's across thousands of mountains and rivers, and it's hard to cross.

It's like a heartache......

Once cracked, it is always difficult to close it again.

The rain is getting heavier, and the umbrella is not big. Ye Yan's body is already tall, and an umbrella can only accommodate him alone. Moreover, he deliberately left more than half of the space for Shu Nian, so after not walking a few steps, the shirt on his body was soaked by the rain. As soon as Shu Nian raised his eyes, he noticed it, and for a moment, his body moved out intentionally.

Obviously, he wanted to make more space for him, but such a small act fell in Ye Yan's eyes, but it was like a disgusted evasion.

His eyes darkened, and he raised his hand and grabbed her shoulders and pulled her back.

He has a lot of strength.

Shu Nian could even feel that the big palm that fell on his shoulder seemed to be buckled into her shoulder blades.

"Don't hide in such a hurry!" Ye Yan's voice was cold, it was his weapon after being injured, "...... I'm not going to do anything to you anymore."

With that, he didn't stop and took his hand back. Heavy, clenched into a fist, hanging down at the side, very tight and tight.

Obviously......

He misunderstood.

Shu Nian knows.

His lips fluttered, wanting to explain, but in the end, he stopped talking.

After that, along the way, the two men did not say anything again. It's a short distance, and it's done in a short time. When he arrived at the bottom of the community where Shu Nian lived, Shu Nian still didn't raise his eyes to look at him, "I'll go up first." ”

Shu Nian walked away, not daring to stay longer.

Ye Yan's heavy gaze locked on the figure, watching her get farther and farther away from him, watching her become more and more unclear in his eyes, he suddenly threw away the umbrella and stepped forward a few steps.

Shu Nian faintly heard footsteps behind him follow, and it became more and more urgent and heavier.

Is that him?

Instinctively turning around, Ye Yan's slender figure suddenly shrouded in. The next moment, before he could come back to his senses, he had already wrapped one hand around the back of her head, and the other hand around her waist, not giving her any chance to move, and the feverish, suppressed, and painful kiss was like a storm, approaching.

Shu Nian's mind was blank, and his breath was full of the crisp taste of his body, with the saltiness of rain.

His lips were swollen and painful from his kiss.

She struggled in pain, but he didn't seem to feel her resistance at all, as if only deeper kisses and stronger demands could slightly alleviate the strong feeling of powerlessness in his heart.

"Yeyan ......" When Shu Nian was kissed so much that he couldn't breathe, he finally seized the opportunity to break away an inch and called him, his voice was broken.

Ye Yan stepped back from her lips. There was a layer of scarlet in his eyes, as if he was trying his best to restrain himself, so he didn't continue.

"It's only a week!" Ye Yan's thumb rubbed lightly on her cheek, but the words she said were heavy, too heavy to be refuted, "After a week, whether you are calm or not, you must come back." Come back to me! ”

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Shu Nian lay on the bed all night.

The next day, when I woke up, it was still dark. She touched her phone and glanced at it, only to remember that the phone had long since run out of battery. plugged in the phone, the phone lit up, she leaned on the head of the bed blankly, staring out the window and waiting.

After the mobile phone is automatically turned on, there is constantly information rushing in.

She took it and looked at it, most of them were reminders of missed calls. There is also some information about Xiong Wanting. She obviously forced the details from Hu Yang, and every message was worried.

Shu Nian looked at those words of comfort and remembered that he had been lying in a pool of blood in despair so helplessly, and was so helplessly pushed into the emergency room......

In the end, he was forced to choose to remove the fallopian tubes......

At that time, she was only 18 years old. The ridicule of her classmates and teachers, the tragedy of her family, and the hopelessness of the road ahead will force her to a dead end almost at any time.

The source of the tragedy of all this comes from Hu Yang.

And Ye Yan ......

Yeyan is actually one of them......

Shu Nian felt that he might just have a dream, a nightmare. She wished that when she woke up, everything would go back to the way it was. However, the reality is cruel after all. It's like when she was on the operating table that year, hoping that everything was a dream, the cold scalpel had already awakened her - all this, not only was it not a dream, but it was ...... There will never be a going back......