Waiting, what are you waiting for? （1）

After dinner, Shu Nian went home with Ye Yan.

She was still worried about Ming Wanjun's condition, but it took time to check all the medical records, and there was no news from Tang Jifeng's side, so she could only wait patiently.

Ye Yan was working in the study, Shu Nian accompanied her, holding the computer and nesting in the sofa to read some medical materials, and when she looked at it, she saw the information of IVF. On the screen, a photo of the baby is extremely cute. Shu Nian was a little distracted.

When Ye Yan closed the file, she was looking at the computer blankly, with a complicated expression. He muttered for a moment and called to her, "Nian Nian." ”

"Hmm." Shu Nian came back to his senses at this time, afraid that he would find out, so he hurriedly closed the webpage. Ye Yan beckoned to her, and she put down her computer and walked over to him. Ye Yan reached out and hugged her, asked her to spread her legs, and sat face to face with him. He clasped her chin with one hand, lifted her depressed little face, and met his eyes, "What were you looking at just now?" ”

"Nothing."

Ye Yan's eyes were deeper, and those eyes looked at her so straight, as if they wanted to see through all her thoughts. Shu Nian knew that he couldn't hide it, so he bit his lip and said cautiously and honestly, "I'm looking at IVF." ”

"Nope."

When Ye Yan heard the word IVF, he refused without hesitation. His face was a little stiff. The tone is even more indisputable.

Shu Nian hugged him, "Why not?" Yeyan, let's give it a try, okay? Even if you don't care, you should consider your parents. They'll care. ”

"It's not that we can't give birth, it's that I don't work hard enough." Ye Yan held Shu Nian's buttocks and picked her up, "In the future, I will work hard and I will get pregnant one day." However, the doctor also said that this kind of thing is not urgent. At the very least, you should calm your emotions a little bit. ”

Ye Yan carried her to the bedroom.

Although he said that he didn't work hard enough, Shu Nian also knew that these were just comforting himself.

"If you don't agree to IVF, you have to at least give me a reason." Shu Nian looked at him stubbornly, "Are you biased against IVF?" However, now that medicine is so advanced, there is no difference between IVF children and normal children. ”

"Ye Yan, will you promise me? Good no good? ”

"If you don't want to go to the hospital, I can ask the doctor from the hospital to come over and check you out."

"Moreover, you only need to take it once, and it will be my business in the future, and it has nothing to do with you."

Shu Nian kept babbling, trying to convince him. However, Ye Yan not only showed no signs of being convinced, but his face became more and more tense. Entering the room, she was pressed on the bed by Ye Yan, his eyes were deep and he looked down at her from top to bottom, his face was never more serious, "Shu Nian, you are a doctor, you know better than me, how painful it is when the bone marrow puncture is used to retrieve eggs!" ”

Originally......

He disagreed because he didn't want her to be hurt......

Realizing this, Shu Nian's heart crossed a trace of warmth and affection. But because of this, she wanted his child even more......

"Ye Yan, I don't care."

But he cares!

I care a lot!

"You also know the survival rate of IVF. Once you have a miscarriage, it hurts not only your body but also your heart. I wouldn't agree with you taking such a risk. ”

Shu Nian's eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, "No matter what you have to go through, as long as you are by my side, I am not afraid." And...... As long as I can give birth to a child for you, I can bear any pain. ”

"I can't!" Ye Yan's tone was also resolute, he looked at Shu Nian, a touch of pain crossed his eyes, and then he spoke, his voice was a little hoarse, "Nian Nian, I have already made you miserable like that once, if I inflict pain on you again because of giving birth, I am not worthy of being your husband." Therefore, don't mention this matter again in the future, I will never agree! ”

The tip of Shu Nian's nose was hot, and the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing.

She half-prostrated herself and hugged Ye Yan tightly. Ye Yan's heart hurt and sulked, and kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "If you really like children, let's adopt one, okay?" Well? You can have a boy or a girl, or I don't have a problem with a boy or a girl. ”

Shu Nian shook his head, his face buried deep in his shoulder, "I don't blame you for the previous things......"

“…… I know. However, he could not forgive himself. He picked her up, and the two of them leaned against the head of the bed, and he wrapped his big palm around the back of her head, repeating, "I know ......"

"The adopted child did not shed the blood of both of us." Shu Nian's voice was still choked, "Ye Yan, you promise me, okay?" Even if it's to fulfill my wishes...... I just want a child that really belongs to both of us, and I can promise you that only once, if it doesn't work out once, I will never do it a second time. Good no good? ”

Children are the crystallization of deep love for each other. All she wants is the kind of bond that can't be dissolved. With children, two people will sublimate from lovers to relatives, and integrate into each other's blood and bones......

The meaning of that is completely different.

Ye Yan couldn't bear to nod and say yes, but she couldn't bear to say that she was rejected. Holding her face and kissing her lips deeply, "I can promise you, but every year, you have to promise me...... Let's not be in a hurry, give each other some more time. We are all young and have opportunities. ”

Shu Nian knew that this was Ye Yan's last concession. She nodded, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed her back.

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In the bedroom, there is a beautiful warmth.

For a long time, the breathing of men and women echoed. Ye Yan picked up Shu Nian and took a bath before putting him back on the bed. After a day of work, she had two surgeries today, and she was obviously tired after a high degree of concentration, and after the baptism of sex just now, she was already a little sleepy when she got into bed.

Ye Yan covered her with the quilt and kissed her on the shoulder. The mobile phone placed on the bedside suddenly vibrated at this moment. The words 'Ji Feng' flashed on the screen.

Ye Yan was afraid of making noise to Shu Nian, so he connected the phone, but walked to the terrace outside to put the phone to his ear.

"How?"

"Found it. There are some problems with the heart. This time I have been in the hospital for more than a month. ”

"Seriously?"

"You know, I'm an amateur, how can I understand those things? I've sent you an email, you can see for yourself. ”

"Okay." Ye Yan nodded.

Tang Jifeng seemed to have something to say over there, but before he could speak, he wanted to speak and stopped.

"Say whatever you want, I didn't think you liked to spit out before." Ye Yan naturally understands him. Tang Jifeng also asked directly, "If you get married, will Yelan come back?" ”

"You didn't ask her yourself?"

Tang Jifeng was silent for a moment, and then said a little stupidly: "You also know that we haven't been in touch for a long time. ”