Chapter 1013: Before the Reversal (Part 4)
Chen Rong didn't fail to see the helplessness and struggle in He Yi's eyes after he was silent, but she didn't want to divert the topic quickly, because if the two of them were really together, it was an inevitable problem, yes, she was tempted by He Yi, and even had the idea of agreeing to him, but this didn't mean that she could agree to He Yi casually because of this.
She is no longer the little girl she was back then, because of the pampering and arrogance of her parents, she can do anything boldly and not care about the consequences, because at that time she knew that her parents were her strongest and backing, and she could not be afraid of anything at will, but as she grew older and experienced a lot of things, she now has to grow up and become the support of her parents.
Casual Chen Rong needs to think carefully about whether she wants to be with a policeman, not that Chen Rong looks down on this profession or anything, in fact, she respects the profession of the police very much, and she also sees the power of justice in He Yi, but because of He Yi's profession, he needs to bear a lot of himself, and as his partner, he also has to bear a lot.
Chen Rong hasn't figured out whether she can bear these responsibilities, when her husband is often away from home to perform dangerous tasks, she has no resentment or complaint, she will always encounter some bad things when he is away, she needs to face and bear it alone, and she doesn't dare to guarantee that the grievances and helplessness at this time will not turn into anger, in that case, it will hurt the families of the two people and hurt the originally beautiful love.
Chen Rong is just not ready to accept and bear this, because when the pressure in life is too much, it will slowly make the two of them very tired, and gradually they will be disgusted that each other no longer has the same beauty as they used to be, and the final result is just that both of them are bruised all over their bodies, and then hurt their families, Chen Rong doesn't want her parents to worry about these things for themselves.
Therefore, the real problem in front of the two people, if they have not been discussed and adjusted well before they are together, the outbreak will be more intense in the future, Chen Rong doesn't want her and He Yi to hate each other and complain about each other and go to the end, so if there is no way, Chen Rong feels that it is better to retreat to the original position with He Yi, which is good for each other.
"I'm just thinking about how I can really be like other girls, accept a man who may go on dangerous missions at any time, often absent from home, to be honest, I'm a very willful person, Dad dotes on me too much, in the hearts of Dad and Mom, I'm their princess, they are all centered on me."
"So I thought, can you put up with my vexatious and tempered, I'm also afraid that I will have resentment or other bad emotions when you are often absent and I can't find you, in that case I may argue with you hysterically, when you are tired, I have no way to understand and understand you, and in the end we will both be hurt, can you accept it?" Chen Rong still couldn't bear to see him so embarrassed, so she had to say her thoughts first.
He Yi listened to her words, only to know that she was already thinking about what happened after they were together, indeed her worries were very reasonable, he himself knew that when he had a case in hand or a mission, he really couldn't take care of anything, where would he think of her girl's careful thinking and little temper, and when she was helpless and wronged, she was not around, just thinking about him felt very distressed, not to mention a woman who was pampered by her family?
He Yi didn't speak, but got up from his position, and then sat next to Chen Rong opposite, Chen Rong subconsciously sat in it a little, not knowing what he wanted to do, but He Yi also moved in her direction, the two of them sat next to each other closely, He Yi picked up a red rose in the vase, put it on the tip of his nose and smelled it, and then handed it to Chen Rong, put it on the tip of her nose, and said, "It's very fragrant, right?" ”
Chen Rong didn't understand his intentions, but he still obediently sniffed the rose, took a deep breath, and sure enough, he smelled the rich fragrance of roses, Chen Rong tilted his head to look at him, his face was in front of her eyes, he only had to bow his head slightly, he could kiss her forehead, this distance made Chen Rong's heartbeat speed up a little.
He Yi played with the rose and said, "Although the rose is very fragrant, it is covered with thorns, right?" Sometimes it stabs people and makes you bleed, but there are still people who persistently want to pick this dangerous flower, and even if they get hurt, they don't care because of its fragrance. Speaking of this, He Yi looked down at Chen Rong's good-looking eyes and smiled.
He Yi continued: "For us, our beginning is like the process of picking roses, along the way we must prepare how to make ourselves not hurt, and not hurt each other, and then set off in the fog, there will be a lot of ups and downs along the way, and we will want to give up, and we will want to leave......"
"But we always want to see the beauty and fragrance of the rose, so we will persevere, but even if we are prepared a lot, we will inevitably be stabbed by the rose, but just when we see the rose and smell the fragrance of the rose, we are already very satisfied, isn't it?"
He Yi put the roses back in the vase, then grabbed Chen Rong's hand and put it on his chest and said: "For me, being with you, until we get married, until we get gray, I have been preparing for more than ten years, and now is the time to prepare to go, I think, as long as you want, we have to set off first, and the ups and downs can be solved, as long as we are together." ”
"You're afraid that I won't have time to accompany you, then as long as I have time to rest, I'll leave it all to you to control, you can go wherever you want, do whatever you want, you say that you are treated as a princess at home, then I will do my best to treat you as a princess, in order to see the roses in full bloom, these are nothing, I am willing to respect you to the greatest extent and accommodate you to make up for you, but I hope you can also be a little considerate of me and don't leave me."
Chen Rong thought for a while, then looked at him and said, "Are you playing a trap for me......"
He Yi smiled and hugged Chen Rong's shoulder, then turned to face the night scene outside the window, the sea of lights made the darkness seem so little, the stars twinkled in the night sky, He Yi hugged her waist tightly, put his chin on her shoulder, looked outside and said, "Shhh, let's enjoy the beautiful night view......"