287. Chapter 2 of the Covenant
287. Chapter 2 of the Covenant
Sudden quarrels. It makes both of them feel sulky, especially since they have no experience in arguing with others, this feeling of sulking is too uncomfortable.
However, the space of this hill dòng is large, and you can occupy one head and not be able to stand by, and you can't find anything to do.
It didn't take long for Qin Xi to regret it, why did he bother to expand the mountain just now? If it's still like the original, he just needs to be cheeky and get past it, maybe it will be fine. But now he can't stand it, and he can't pull his face.
He had never done such a thing, and he didn't know how to get along with a woman, he just felt that she was like this for a while, and like that for a while, and he didn't listen to anything, which was really ...... He really didn't know what to do.
But he didn't feel like he was wrong. How many people are double cultivators in this world? How is it possible that every pair of dual cultivation partners is of equal strength? There are always before and after, what's wrong with relying on your partner?
Thinking so, he forgot that he had hurt his self-esteem that had been bad for decades because of the word furnace.
Mo Tiange kept her back to him, very calmly cleaning up the yào bottle, and she didn't know where she got so many things to clean up, and she finished collecting one after another.
Until another demonic aura floated outside, blocking the entrance to the light.
"I'm sorry."
Qin Xi was stunned for a moment.
Mo Tiange coughed. Leaning on the darkness and turning his back to him, he plucked up courage: "I know you mean well, but, but...... Some things are not so simple, maybe you think it's nothing, but it's important to me. ”
“……”
After a while, there was no response. She couldn't help but feel annoyed, she was not good at arguing with this kind of thing, and she felt even more unhappy.
So this annoyance was brought into her words: "Of course, if you feel that all your thoughts are right, and you have to do everything you say, then I have nothing to say." ”
There was a sound of wind behind her, and she was just about to turn her head when she was hugged from behind.
"I'm sorry." His voice was low, but clear.
With just three words, I felt that all my previous anger had vanished.
The two of them sat in front of each other, one after the other.
"I know I was too impulsive just now and shouldn't have given you time to think about it." He said.
"It doesn't have to be like this." She whispered, pulled his hand away, turned around, looked into his eyes in the dark, and said seriously, "What happened just now, I apologize for my attitude, I am also impulsive. Still, things have to be made clear, do you agree? ”
"Hmm."
"I ......" Mo Tiange thought for a while. I don't know where to start, so I just started from the beginning, "I was born in the world, although I am just an ordinary village girl, but I have a mother's surname, from the clan, and my mother raised me like a boy from the beginning." When I was a kid, I was going to read like the boys, and I was going to read better than them. My mother always said that my father said that whether male or female, his children must be well educated, so she will give me what she can give me, and I must do my best to do what I can. ”
“…… Later, my mother left, I embarked on the road of cultivating immortals, arrived in Kunwu, and met my second uncle. The second uncle said that maybe other female cultivators could slack off. But I can't, my constitution is capital and a talisman, so I have to work harder than most of the female cultivators, not only ...... better than the female cultivators."
After talking so much for a long time, she almost forgot what she was going to say. There are some things that she rarely recalls, because every time she recalls, she is just one person. But now there is someone listening, so she can't help but talk about the joys and sorrows she has experienced with her second uncle in the past ten years.
“…… I've gotten used to this kind of life, and it's become my own belief. It's not that I don't trust you, or don't want to listen to you, but ...... It's against what I've believed for so many years. The second uncle said that affection and weakness are the great enemies of female cultivators, so he has always asked me to be self-reliant and self-reliant, not to rely on anyone, even if one day I find someone who can accompany me down. She looked up and met his gaze, "If I really don't have to do anything in the future, it will be tantamount to denying my previous life of more than eighty years." ”
“……”
The demonic aura floated away, and the stone dòng lit up.
Qin Xi didn't speak for a long time, but he didn't let go of her.
These recollections reminded him of the three years of the Cloud Sect. During those three years, he was indifferent at first, then discovered her secrets, and finally became interested.
When I first learned her secret. He was a little sleepy, because she was different from the women he looked down upon. Then I thought, maybe she is the kind he admires, like Uncle Miaoyi, Senior Sister Pixel. Later, I felt that she was tenacious and diligent, and that a monk with such qualities could achieve something if he had enough chance and luck. The next few decades watched her grow step by step......
I used to think that it was really good that she could have such a strong xìng character, these are all qualities he admires, at least she won't become a woman he hates. But now, now that their relationship is different, he doesn't think that's the case anymore.
Even if you rely on him? What's the point of being with him if nothing can be brought to her? He felt sleepy, so he said the same.
Mo Tiange's eyes widened, and he turned to stare at him: "Do you think that what you bring to me is meaningful to me?" ”
Qin Xi also opened his eyes: "Isn't it?" ”
"......" Mo Tiange was speechless for a while. She's only now finding out. Communication between them is problematic.
"What's wrong? You say! ”
She thought for a moment and asked him, "What if the two of us were replaced?" ”
"Huh?" He didn't understand what that meant.
She added, "What if...... Don't change our xìng, are you a woman? ”
The assumption of "......" made Qin Xi's face darken, "Am I like a woman?" ”
Mo Tiange slapped his hand away, leaned against the rock wall and looked at him: "Actually, you don't look down on women, do you?" ”
“…… Be. Although he knew that it was better to deny it, he still chose to admit it honestly.
"Then you look down on me?"
"Of course not!" He hurriedly explained, "If I looked down on you, I wouldn't have associated with you when I was in the Cloud Sect, I knew you were a woman, but ......"
Look at him like this. Mo Tiange smiled: "What are you anxious about?" I didn't say anything about you. ”
He sighed, feeling as if he couldn't explain.
Mo Tiange looked at him and said, "Look, in fact, you have a certain degree of prejudice against women, just because some people are not motivated, if I am like those unmotivated women, will you still look at me differently?" ”
“…… No. ”
"That's not the end of it." She said briskly, "Isn't the reason why you look at me differently because I'm like this?" If...... If we are together, I will rely on you in the future, and after a long time, maybe you will think I am annoying. ”
“…… How can it be! He intuitively denied it, but he couldn't say a reason for it, "This ......"
"Don't use this or that, I'm not trying to embarrass you." Mo Tiange held his hand and said seriously, "Actually, this time when I came out, I just discovered the other side of you." ”
"What?" He was a little nervous.
"Let's suppose," she pondered her words, "if I were with you, you'd take care of everything, wouldn't you?" ”
“…… Is there anything wrong with that? ”
She didn't answer, and continued: "You do all the things, you take all the responsibilities, you carry them, and you solve all the problems." Could it be so? ”
"......" he couldn't answer.
There was no need to listen to his answer, seeing his weak look, Mo Tiange already knew his answer.
"I'm not saying it's bad for you to do this." She said, "If you're a responsible person from a mortal perspective, you're going to do what you like for someone you like, not what you tell someone else to do." "It's like the village men in Mojia Village who always let their wives revolve around them.
"But we are monks. I'm not a mortal woman. With you like this, I will have no sense of existence. She didn't know what to say, so she asked, "So, do you understand?" ”
"......" Qin Xi was still silent, not knowing what he was thinking.
It wasn't until much later that he said, "I want to ...... I kind of see what you mean. Are you trying to say that I'm going to turn you into the kind of woman who does nothing but relies on others? Just like Uncle Miaoyi and Senior Sister Su Xin, he couldn't have imagined that they would stand behind the man, presumably ...... Tiange can't do it either.
"Almost......" In fact, she wanted to say that his xìng is too strong, but her xìng is also very hard, if they are together like this, there will definitely be contradictions. But if he said that, he would be nervous again, right?
"Okay...... "I'm going to try to change as much as I can, not to do everything, to give you the opportunity to grow, so that you can move forward on your own." So, is it enough? ”
She smiled and didn't say anything, but slowly leaned in, opened her arms, and took the initiative to hug him for the first time.
So he also smiled, but said seriously: "However, I also have requirements for you." ”
"Huh?"
"First ......"
She interrupted: "How many more do you have?" ”
"I'm just starting to say that!" He was dissatisfied.
"Okay, you say it first."
"First, don't think about leaving anything in the future."
“……”
"Say yes or no?" He urged.
"Okay." Mo Tiange didn't hesitate for too long. This is not an over-the-top request, and if we can be together so honestly, of course, there is nothing that cannot be solved.
"Second, you can try to ask a little bit of me."
"Huh?" What are the conditions?
Seeing her suspicions, Qin Xi smiled: "Although I appreciate self-improvement women, but if you are too strong, I will have no sense of existence, so some things that can rely on me will depend on me." ”
“……”
She didn't answer for a while, so he was a little nervous: "Not good? ”
"Okay, take a step back." He can't always ask him to regress on everything, so what's the difference between giving and taking? She's a fair person, "But there's no third, right?" ”
Qin Xi smiled and hugged her tightly: "No." ”
"Well," Mo Tiange said with his fingers crossed, "You have two requirements, and mine can also be changed." Let's have a second chapter of the covenant. ”
"Huh?" This one...... To be the same? That's fair, right?
She ignored it and said to herself: "First, trust me, no matter what the situation, you must believe whatever I say." As long as you can do it, I will trust you in the same way, and I will believe it completely. ”
"Okay." He barely hesitated.
"Second, give me a chance to grow on my own until I can stand side by side with you."
"No problem."
"Third ......"
"Didn't you say the second chapter of the covenant?"
"I'll talk about ...... casually"
Tired, repairing is more difficult than writing, and I found that I wrote a lot of luàn messy sentences in a hurry. Well, I also like to confess, so simply~