She didn't know what would become of her if he really thought of her as one of those women? Is it that after tasting a trace of happiness, he becomes more and more greedy, and then falls into an abyss from which he will never recover.

"Su Mohan... If I had returned to China to look for you a few years earlier, would the person you love be me? Lu Jing spoke softly, her eyes refracted with a faint light of water.

Su Mohan, who had been silent, finally spoke up and said softly, "No." ”

A teardrop slipped from Lu Jing's eyes, and she lowered her eyes and said softly, "Do you know? In fact, I've always been very unconvinced, why we met earlier, but the person you love is not me... I've been wondering if I hadn't been so conceited, conceited that you'd come back to me, conceited that I'm the only one who is best for you, I wouldn't have missed you like this. ”

"In love, we have never met, why miss it?" Su Mohan opened his mouth lightly, indifferent to make people feel that he was too ruthless.

Lu Jing was a little distracted, and her clenched fists finally let go little by little......

yes, it's always been wishful thinking on her part.

It's that she's too conceited, thinking they're each other's other half, but she doesn't want to, and from the beginning, the journey doesn't go in one direction.

Su Mohan looked at the shadow reflected in the window, lowered his eyes and continued: "Let's go, go abroad, you will still meet love, and we don't want to see each other again." ”

The tears in Lu Jing's eyes flowed down all of a sudden, and he was as ruthless as ever.

However, why is he so ruthless that he still cares about Concubine Ye for three whole years, so that he is still unwilling to let go?

"After I'm gone... What about you? Just keep Concubine Ye for the rest of your life? Don't you feel pain? ”

Su Mohan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Pain? Pain at least proves that I'm alive, that I'm not a walking corpse? Even if she and I hate each other and torture each other, I will hurt when I see her crying, I will be happy when I see her laughing, and I will be jealous when I see her with other men, but after so many years, maybe I will get used to it after the pain......"

Lu Jing was dumbfounded for a while, raised her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes: "Mo Han, I will tell myself that you don't love me not because I'm not good enough, just because I don't love me." ”

Su Mohan looked at the traffic outside the window a little lonely, and didn't respond to Lu Jing again, he just thought of Concubine Ye, remembered her smile, remembered her charm, and remembered her bits and pieces.

Before he met her, he hadn't thought about love, but when she appeared, he finally knew that this was the love he wanted.

Lu Jing wiped away her tears, cleared her throat and said, "Su Mohan, in fact, she loves you very much. ”

Su Mohan still stood in front of the window without the slightest reaction, and Lu Jing continued: "Because of my selfishness and my despicability, I have been hiding from you for three years, and I have been burdened with guilt and self-blame every day for the past three years, but I greedily think that maybe you can forget her......

Su Mohan was slightly stunned, and finally turned around, looked at the woman in front of him, and pursed his lips without saying a word.

What was she hiding from him?

Why three years?

Su Mohan's hand couldn't help but tighten, firmly locking Lu Jing in front of him.

Lu Jing laughed self-deprecatingly, in the past three years, he had never looked at her so attentively and seriously, but he didn't want this scene to happen at such a moment.