"After they used me, they mercilessly took advantage of me and sent people to hunt me down!! If it weren't for them, you wouldn't have died long to save me, and you even fell in love with Di Yanyi in the end!! Xuyang shouted, staring at her with bare eyes, the pain in those eyes, Cheng Xinyan's heart was also twisted, and her eyes flashed fiercely.

Is it because, like this, did they miss it?

Is it......?

She was also asking herself, but the truth didn't seem to be what he thought......

"I ......"

"Hyunyue." Xuyang suddenly stood up and interrupted her words, Cheng Xinyan looked at him and tightened the hilt of the sword in her hand.

I heard Xuyang slowly speak: "Do you know, over the years, I have never stopped washing away my demonic energy, because I am afraid in my heart, afraid that if you wait for me too long, you will not wait for me......

So, even if the process of getting rid of the demonic qi is arduous and long, I have gritted my teeth and survived, just to be able to see you earlier, and then marry you, we will have many very lovely children......" Speaking of this, Xuyang's expression became a little distant.

"Do you know, when I escaped from the West Heaven to find you that year, it was because I thought that you had suffered a lot as I saw in the illusion, and I desperately wanted to tell you that I was fine, and I wanted you to stop worrying about anything, and I hope you will live well......

But when I felt anxious and painful year after year because I couldn't find you, that year, I saw you in the Cloud Palace.

It's just that at that time, you were half old, and you were already calling for another man to marry you...... You know how I felt? ”

"Hehe......" Xuyang suddenly smiled lowly, the emotions in his eyes were full of sadness, and there was an extremely rich sadness around him.

Cheng Xinyan looked at the frowning of her eyebrows, but she didn't know how to speak for a while......

Her first instinct was to say that she was young and ignorant at that time...... But after coming back to her senses and thinking about it carefully, it seems that she really had secretly promised her feelings to Di Yanyi from that time, right?

So it wasn't until she grew up that such feelings would become so deep-rooted, because loving him had already become a habit in her life......

Even if she saw her mother die in front of her own eyes, she doubted him, and then ran away, while loving him in her heart, she only felt a burst of heartbreak, and even looked at him, because she knew that she still loved him, and she felt that she was so sinful in her heart......

So when he was next to the black hole that year, when he slashed towards Xuyang, and at the same time she was used by Xuyang as a shield, she would not dodge or dodge, and even when Di Yanyi made a move towards Xuyang again, she also blocked Xuyang's body and blocked the sword, and finally chose to let her soul fly away, and she didn't want to face such a sin again, nor did she want to do it to him......

The trick blocked for Xuyang was the last time she wanted to repay him a few times for kindness, now that she thinks about it, she didn't owe him anything at all, if she owes it, it is also Xuyang who owes her.

"Xuyang, there are some things that you said wrong...... Cheng Xinyan paused, and then she took a deep breath: "What happened back then, Hyunyue has already repaid you with her life!" And you, too, killed those people and avenged you! Maybe Hyunyue loved you back then, but in this life, I love Emperor Yanyi!! ”