Shu Nian originally thought that Ye Yan would take him to a bar or something, but in the end, Ye Yan just went to the commissary to buy a dozen beers and parked the car directly by the river.

It's going to be autumn, and now the evening breeze has dissipated the heat of the heat, with a hint of coolness.

Shu Nian sat on the edge of the river, looking at the lights on the river in confusion, and the depression in her heart was so heavy that she couldn't breathe. Yeyan opened a bottle of wine for her, handed it to her, and asked, "How much do you drink?" ”

“…… I haven't drunk much before, and I probably got drunk with a bottle. She took a sip, and the cold liquid slid down her throat, making her feel cold.

"If you drink beer like you do, you can drink it until dawn with one bottle." Ye Yan said, raised his head, and poured a whole bottle in a big gulp. Shu Nian smiled, "I can see it." You drink a lot, and your stomach makes you drink so badly, right? ”

"Really." Ye Yan squinted his eyes, glanced at her, and turned his head to look at the river view opposite, "In the past, a large group of us liked to come here in the middle of the night to drag race. After the car, I sat here and drank. After drinking, they were carried back by their group of girls. The next day, he was severely reprimanded by the elders of the family. ”

"It's Mr. Tang and Dr. Fu?"

"Hmm. And a whole bunch of people. If you introduce it carefully, I'm afraid it will take half a day. Ye Yan glanced at her, "Next time, I'll take you to meet them." ”

Shu Nian smiled, "You guys, the girls are all so beautiful, you haven't had a girlfriend?" ”

When she asked about this, Ye Yan was right. After a while, "Shu Nian, five years ago, I said that I wanted to bring you over, and I was sincere." ”

Shu Nian smiled slightly. Ye Yan had said this before, but she never took it seriously. Listening to him now, she already knew that he wasn't lying to herself.

"Five years ago, why did you want me to go with you?" Shu Nian looked at him, the evening breeze blew through the messy hair on her cheeks, and she raised her hand to comb it behind her ears. It was only now that the redness on his cheeks slowly subsided. "Didn't we know each other before?"

Moreover, they don't like each other.

Uncooked?

There were many rich and complex feelings in Ye Yan's eyes, and Shu Nian wanted to understand it, but he couldn't see through it. In the end, Ye Yan didn't say anything, only raised his head and took a big sip of wine.

Shu Nian didn't ask any more.

The two of them were blowing the evening breeze, drinking and chatting at the same time. Listening to Ye Yan talk about his once lively and rebellious youthful past, Shu Nian was envious. Compared to him, his life is much paler.

But......

In the future......

It's going to be fine!

Her life will gradually become a little more colorful. Without Xiang Muyang and Yeyan, everything will be completely different......

Shu Nian looked forward to it silently. Before he knew it, he had already drunk a lot of wine, and the person was already dizzy, lying crooked on Ye Yan's lap.

Ye Yan hugged her, full of softness and fragrance, which made his heart soft. Looking down at her through the moonlight and the street lamp, I saw that her face was red and fluttering, and she looked drunk and cute. She didn't fall asleep, she just looked at him with her eyes open, and her eyes were a little misty.

"Yeyan, I still want to drink ......" In her voice, it was sweet and soft, as if it had been stained with honey. is so coquettish, people have almost no ability to refuse.

But......

"Don't drink it." Ye Yan picked her up, "Go back." You'll have to go to the hospital tomorrow. ”

Shu Nian's wine was very good, and he didn't cry anymore, just let him pick it up and put it in the car.

Ye Yan drank alcohol, didn't drive, and found a substitute driver to drive the car. The whole time, Shu Nian leaned on his chest. The chest was very cold, and by the time Ye Yan found out, it was already wet. Looking at Shu Nian again, she was closing her eyes, but she was also in tears.

Ye Yan sighed and hugged her tighter.

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After a while, the car drove directly to the garage of the Water Pavilion Cloud Garden.

After the substitute driver left, Ye Yan helped Shu Nian up from the car. Shu Nian stepped on high heels and couldn't step steadily, Ye Yan was afraid that she would stumble on her feet, squatted down, took off her shoes for her, and threw them in the car. Then, I'm going to go to the trunk and bring the pair of flats I bought for her last time to change them into.

However, before he got up, his hand was suddenly held by Shu Nian.

"You don't want to go ......"

Shu Nian looked up at him as if he was afraid that he would leave, with flickering tears in his eyes, with a little pitiful pleading, "Don't leave me ......"

Ye Yan's heart was suffocating.

She is like a child. A child who is insecure, afraid that others will leave her at any time, will abandon her.

He folded back and lovingly wiped the tears from her face, "I'm not going anywhere." ”

I don't want any shoes!

He turned around and turned his back to her, "Come on, I'll carry you home." ”

Shu Nian looked at the back in a daze, and when he heard the word 'home', his heart was bubbling with acid bubbles. She obediently leaned on his back, and suddenly, sighed softly: "I don't have a home anymore......"

Ye Yan's heart hurt.

Looking at her slightly, all I could see was her moist eyelashes.

"Ye Yan, let's go out for a walk, okay?"

“…… Good. ”

Ye Yan carried her on his back and walked out of the garage. It was late at night and the neighborhood was quiet. Ye Yan carried Shu Nian on his back, step by step, walking in the community.

"I used to like to lie on my dad's back like this, and he would carry me to many, many places. Every time I lay on his back, I felt that I had no worries and was not afraid of anything. In the middle of the night, her voice was muffled and trilled.

Speaking of which, she was silent for a moment. When he spoke again, his tone was gloomy, "But, not anymore......"

"Now there's me." Ye Yan turned his face to look at her slightly, "As long as you like it, I can carry you like this all the time." ”

"All the time?" Shu Nian sighed with a trembling voice, as if he was not sure, "Will you really be all the time?" ”

"All the time." Ye Yan's tone was firm, he paused, and added: "As long as you don't drive me away, I will always be there." ”

"Before, my mom also said...... will always be ......" mentioning this, Shu Nian lost his voice and choked up, "But, later, when I opened my eyes, I couldn't find her anymore...... My dad and I were abandoned by her...... She doesn't want us anymore......"

Yeyan's chest was swollen and painful. Obviously, she had experienced all this, but he seemed to empathize. I was so depressed that I couldn't say a word.

All comfort, at this moment, is pale.

"Yeyan ......," Shu Nian suddenly called him.

"Huh?"

"Actually, I'm so jealous of her...... I'm really jealous, I'm so jealous......"

"She?"

"Misty ......"

Ye Yan stiffened, and his breathing became much heavier.