1195 Out of Control (1)
The pain in his eyes made Song Zhixing think it was his own delusion for a moment.
From childhood to adulthood, in her eyes, or rather, in anyone's eyes, Tang Yu has always been high and indestructible like a god.
He's like an iron man who can't be knocked down and can't be hurt. Just like last time, so many shards of glass were stuck in his palm, but he could not even snort, as if the suffering of mortals was nothing to him.
Therefore, at this moment, seeing a deep pain converging in his eyes, Song Zhixing was puzzled and shocked, but also felt that such a Tang Yu was unfamiliar to her. It was as if all of a sudden, like all of them, had flesh and blood.
The anger gradually subsided, and she suddenly regretted it, regretting that she had just said nothing. The lip fluttered, and he wanted to say something. However, in the next moment, I saw Tang Yu slowly getting up, supporting her with one hand, and coldly peeling off the buttons of his shirt with the other hand, staring at her eyes, a little more evil and possessive.
In that way, it was so dangerous that Song Zhixing was frightened.
The regret just now was swept away. She vigilantly hugged the other pillow on the bed, between them, as if it were a shield to protect her, "You...... What are you doing? ”
Tang Yu took the pillow away with one hand, his expression gloomy, "Since you don't want me to be your guardian so much, and you think I'm a perverted beast, then, from tonight onwards, I will no longer be your guardian, nor will I be your elder-"
He paused, staring at her with heavy eyes. Song Zhixing trembled, she shook her head indiscriminately and violently, don't listen! She didn't want to listen to what he said next!
However, Tang Yu didn't give her any possibility of dodging, and her thin lips lifted, "Song Zhixing, what I want to do is your man!" ”
It's a proclamation. But it's a ridiculous statement.
As soon as these words came out, Song Zhixing was devastated, as if someone had slapped her hard, and she was almost fainted.
"Nope! I don't want it! You are my second uncle! You're not a man! She began to weep bitterly, and she let her tears flow uncontrollably.
When one of the most fearful things in my heart is confirmed to be true, it is a fatal, devastating blow. His last words of proclamation destroyed all her three views with the power of devastating and decaying.
She collapsed on the bed as she could not bear it.
The hair was completely disheveled, and tears were wetting the cheeks. She was overblown, and her slender body shook violently, like a child drowning and dying, gasping for breath......
Tang Yu looked at her like this, and his heart seemed to be pulled out of countless wounds. Her disgust and disgust were not concealed at all, and they were so clearly expressed. Like a sharp blade, stabbing him.
Hate to the extreme, and pain to the extreme, Tang Yu pinched her chin and kissed her deeply again. This time, she resisted more fiercely than ever, as if he were really a beast, and she sat up, slapped him with a pillow in anger, and bit him with her mouth.
Tang Yu clasped her hands, and when she wanted to go further, he found that her little face was pale and she had difficulty breathing.
My heart tightened.
Drunk, immediately dispersed without a trace.
As soon as he let go of her, she curled up in pain, and the fragile appearance of tears making Tang Yu's throat tighten and his chest heavy. A wave of self-loathing grabbed him hard.
He's so impulsive!
The conflict of anger and alcohol made him completely lose his mind, and he didn't care about her fragile mind.
"Star ......," he half-hugged her trembling body. There was a dullness in his voice.
"Don't touch me......" She had an asthma attack, so painful that she couldn't breathe, but she still stubbornly wanted to avoid him. One can imagine how disgusted and panicked she was with him in her heart.
Tang Yu pulled the drawer open, poured out the pills, and brought them to her lips.
"I don't want to take medicine...... I don't want you to leave me ......," Song Zhixing slapped his hand away with all his strength.
Just thinking about Tang Yu's words just now, Song Zhixing felt extremely ashamed. It was as if all that awaited her ahead was the abyss and darkness.
pills, falling on white sheets. Tang Yu's eyes were deep and complex, containing many, many feelings. Eventually, he picked up the pills one by one, took the water at the bedside, and took a sip with his head up. Then, without waiting for Song Zhixing to react, he resolutely put the pills and water into her mouth.
"Hmm~"
Song Zhixing wanted to resist. However, Tang Yu grabbed her neck with one hand, so that she didn't even have room to struggle.
She was forced to swallow the pill, struggling so hard that her fingertips made blood marks on his chest.
Originally, he thought that Tang Yu would violate her again, but after feeding the medicine, he didn't linger between her lips and teeth for a moment, and immediately withdrew away.
The cup was placed heavily on the head of the bed, and he sat on the edge of the bed with a gloomy expression.
When he came to his senses, even he felt that everything just now was too ridiculous.
Almost......
If it hadn't been for the sudden onset of her illness, maybe he would have ......
Song Zhixing was still frightened, hugged the quilt, and hid in the corner. It was as if he was a beast of prey, and he didn't even dare to look at her.
The girl's aggrieved and frightened sobs rang muffled through the room, upsetting him.
Half-night......
He moved and buttoned his shirt back one by one.
"Don't cry." Tang Yu whispered.
"......" Song Zhixing's condition has calmed down a little, but the resistance to him in his heart has not eased at all. Hearing his words, he squeezed the head of the bed again.
"Tonight, I drank too much. ...... later"
"No more!" Song Zhixing took his words, his voice was sharp, but he was still trembling, "I will tell Grandpa that I don't want to live here anymore...... I won't stay with you again......"
Before this, Tang Yu had never thought of letting her go.
At one point she wanted to go to live in school. Almost half of the students in the class, including Chen Cheng, live in the school, and she is ready to move to the school without him. He was originally abroad, but he flew back that night and took her out of school directly.
Even if the dormitory conditions are good, they are not as good as the family. He was worried that she couldn't stand the crowding and humidity of the dormitory, that her occasional wayward temper would not be able to handle the interpersonal relationships in the dormitory, and that she was even more worried about her condition.
However, at this moment......
He might be changing his mind......
"Whether you live in the future or not, tonight, you have to live here." Tang Yu turned around, picked up the pillow that was thrown on the ground, and set it at the head of the bed. "Come and sleep!"
"I don't want you to care about ......" Song Zhixing's voice was still crying. His command, always on top, made her feel resistant.
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