However, just as Ning Lengzhi was pondering, George spoke again: "It's not early today, Leng Zhi, you've also been working all day, hurry up and rest!" ”

"Alas......" Ning Lengzhi looked at George like this, and really didn't know what to say.

Ning Lengzhi felt that maybe George scolded her, or even beat her, it was better than this, which made her feel better! Such a George makes Ning Lengzhi feel distressed in addition to being distressed!

George didn't pay too much attention to Ning Lengzhi's emotions anymore, he just wanted to turn around and leave now.

Because, in fact, George's casualness at this moment is all pretended! George loves Ning Leng so much, how can he not be heartbroken in the face of such a scene?

However, George thought to himself - as long as Ning Lengzhi can be happy and happy, he can do anything!

At this time, George just wanted to leave quickly, because he was really afraid that his own disguise would not last long, after all, he was facing Ning Lengzhi!

So, George didn't bother to observe Ning Lengzhi, and after saying goodbye to Ning Lengzhi simply and politely, George hurriedly turned around and left.

Ning Lengzhi looked up at George's departing back, with mixed feelings in his heart, and continued to choke up: "George, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" ”

George's departing footsteps paused for a moment, and George deliberately pretended not to care and said: "It's okay, as long as one day, you want to come back, remember-I'm waiting for you, it's okay, Leng Zhi." ”

However, George's disguise was really too unclever, and in an instant, Ning Lengzhi had already seen through it. However, Ning Lengzhi didn't know how to comfort George.

After all, Ning Lengzhi also knew that the damage to George was caused by his own hands!

George turned and sped away.

Ning Lengzhi looked at George's back, and suddenly couldn't help himself.

……

For a long time, Ning Lengzhi squatted on the floor of the living room alone, and finally, Ning Lengzhi felt that his legs were numb, so he stood up slowly and staggeringly.

"Alas!" Ning Lengzhi sighed deeply.

Then, Ning Lengzhi glanced at the classical clock hanging on the wall of the living room, it was almost early in the morning.

So, Ning Lengzhi walked to his bedroom slowly. After all, Ning Lengzhi also knows that he has to go to work tomorrow!

No matter how sad you are this night, so sad that you can't help yourself, but tomorrow will still come, you still have to cheer up and continue to live!

Moreover, Ning Lengzhi felt that he had finally taken the first step!

I have been an ostrich myself, and before I know it, I have been doing it for many years, and now, I finally have the courage! Although this beginning hurt a kind person, Ning Lengzhi still admired himself a little.

"Huh......" Ning Leng took a deep breath as he slowly approached his room.

Then, Ning Lengzhi quickly washed up and lay down on his comfortable big bed.

Actually, all day today, Ning Lengzhi really did a lot of things, he was really tired, logically speaking, he should fall asleep quickly, but at this moment, lying on the bed, Ning Lengzhi couldn't sleep.

Ning Lengzhi felt that his body was really tired and tired, but his mind seemed to be getting more and more sober.

——In Ning Lengzhi's mind, pictures about Ji Mochen were projected for a while, bits and pieces about George were projected for a while, and Ji Mochen and George were pulling and pulling as if they were fighting, and they were ...... for a while

"Ahh Ning Lengzhi felt like he was about to explode.

Ning Lengzhi found that in fact, he understands the truth, but sometimes, he just can't live this life! Moreover, there are some things that you can easily convince others, but the difficult thing is how to convince yourself!

……

I have to say that this night, Ning Lengzhi tossed and turned, but Ning Lengzhi really thought a lot.

Gradually, Ning Lengzhi went from being irritable at the beginning to becoming clear later!

Because Ning Lengzhi finally knew what he wanted! What do you want to pursue in this life? ……

Once, Ning Lengzhi thought that he had to work hard and work hard to support the Ning family, after all, he was the eldest daughter! The Ning family needs themselves!

Later, Ning Lengzhi had Xiao Bai Rui, and Ning Lengzhi told himself that in this life, he could endure any hardships, but he must raise Xiao Bai Rui as an adult and cultivate him into a talent.

However, Ning Lengzhi suddenly realized now that it seems that the first half of his life has been living for others, and he is very free, free, and decisive on the surface!

But, in reality, I've been stuck all the time – all sorts of things!

At this moment, Ning Lengzhi silently asked himself in his heart: "So, in this case, can I live for myself in the future?" ”

……

At this moment, although Ning Lengzhi slowly felt guilty and indebted to George, Ning Lengzhi was like a phoenix in flames, and finally reborn, and this time, the phoenix's feathers were even more dazzling.

"Hmm!" Ning Lengzhi muttered to himself, "If you have a chance, you must compensate George, George, I'm sorry." ”

Ning Lengzhi still hasn't forgotten - George's kindness to himself and Xiao Bairui, and his cruelty to George, so, just when Ning Lengzhi was about to fall asleep, Ning Lengzhi was also talking in a daze.

Finally, when the sky was about to rise brightly, Ning Lengzhi fell into a moment of sleep in a hazy state.

No one knows what happened to Ning Lengzhi this night. At the same time, no one knows - this night, the old Ning Lengzhi has died, and this Ning Lengzhi is new!

Soon after, the sky was completely clear, and Ning Lengzhi's alarm clock also rang, "Get up, Lai Worm is up!" Cuckoo...... Get up, get up! Coo-goo......".

Ning Lengzhi stretched out his hand to turn off the alarm clock and rubbed his somewhat aching head, because he really slept too late last night, and at this moment, Ning Lengzhi, who had to get up early, felt dizzy!

Then, Ning Lengzhi walked into the bathroom and began to wash.

Ning Lengzhi looked at the woman in the mirror with bloodshot eyes, messy hair, huge bags under her eyes, and heavy dark circles, and couldn't believe it - it was herself!

So, Ning Lengzhi shook his head and thought to himself - next time I won't stay up late, if I am really old, think about how many nights I stayed up back then, but how could it be like this?

"Time is not forgiving!" Ning Leng couldn't help but sigh.