There are too many things that I don't want to think about, and I don't want to think deeply.

Now, reality is cruel in front of us.

Bloody......

Her word of please, which made Joe's good night on the other side of the line completely collapse......

I couldn't hold back my sobs anymore......

Mu Wange burst into tears......

All he did a few years ago was just to reassure her.

He told her that he also had traces and that his illness had been cured, just to give her peace of mind.

Every once in a while a fixed postcard tells her that he is okay.

But after all these years, he has never appeared in front of her.

Not a single phone call, not a single text message.

She deceived herself and told herself that Nancheng was just because she didn't want to disturb her heart anymore, and she didn't want to see her again to affect his peaceful life.

He has been hiding this from himself for so many years......

Good night knows, Gu Yanshen knows, they all know that he is no longer there, only he has always thought that he is there, and has been living somewhere in this world in his way......

He's gone......

The man who said goodbye to himself, but never to see him again!

……

Mu Wange hugged Gu Yanshen tightly, her crying body trembled, and her tears became more and more......

This kind of guarding, when she knew about it, really couldn't bear it.

If it weren't for the problem of RB nuclear radiation this time, if it wasn't for the good night to RB, if it wasn't for her insistence on wanting to know if he was good, she didn't know how long it would take for her to know that the Nancheng brother who had guarded her for more than ten years was no longer there......

He's gone......

These four words hurt her too much.

She couldn't control her tears......

"Ah Shen ......"

Mu Wange grabbed the clothes on his waist tightly with both hands and squeezed them hard.

Choked up and whispered in his arms: "Good night to lie to me, right......"

"She didn't want Nancheng to think about me anymore, so she deliberately made me think so, right? Actually, he's still there. He is by his side at Goodnight, and he is also in RB, and the two of them are actually living very well and sweetly. ”

"He ......"

Mu Wange said and talked, she couldn't go on, and she couldn't control herself.

How could she accept the fact that he left.

When she knew that he was sick, she persuaded herself every day that she could accept his departure.

Comforting oneself every day, people will experience birth, old age, sickness and death......

Everyone is going to leave this world......

However, he is Xi Nancheng......

It's Nancheng's brother who has guarded him since he was a child......

It's the Nancheng brother who will stand in front of her whenever something happens, and protect her thoroughly.

She couldn't accept it in her heart......

So, how happy she was when she heard Nancheng tell her that he didn't expect him to appear too.

She can't respond to his love, but she can't erase all the kindness and love he gave him in cold blood.

She was really happy to know that he could live well......

It's just that how can she forget that there are so many traces in this world.

She thought that her pregnancy was a trace, and her pregnancy was even more determined.

Heaven favored them, she thought.

She can have it, Nancheng is so good, how can she not be favored by God?

……

"Late ......"

Gu Yan hugged Mu Wange deeply, listening to her self-deceptive whisper, and her heart was very distressed.

He already knew......

On the day Xi Nancheng said that he had found a cure for his illness, he had already secretly investigated.

I knew that he hadn't been treated, and that he had already left.

Over the years, he has cooperated with Xi Nancheng to hide Mu Wange, on the one hand, he wants to fulfill his way of protection, and on the other hand, he really loves his wife Gu too much, he, like Xi Nancheng, doesn't want Mu Wange to be too sad.

This is the best way to do it......