Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian and did not answer immediately.

After her mother left, she did not come back to Los Angeles, and took a car directly from Yuncheng and started a solo trip......

She has been to the plateau, to the deep mountains, to the beautiful rape fields, and also on the stilted building, leaning against the window and listening to the gurgling water, enjoying the early morning mist under the swallows chirping in the mountains and forests.

For a few months, she traveled while earning money......

A teacher once said when she quit her job: The world is so big, she wants to see it!

Zhang Nian was very envious of such "willfulness", and when he finally could do the same, he realized that the original life was arbitrarily precipitated and full of unknown expectations.

It's just that the teacher found his other half on the journey.

One person's journey becomes a two-person journey.

And she......

Zhang Nian suddenly laughed, different from the shyness under the hesitation and the bitterness that he couldn't let go of when he liked Chu Zixiao before.

is also different from the helplessness and gratitude when facing Qiao Jinnian's help before.

Changing home is different from ...... In the face of the sudden change in the Zhang family, the sadness of the father and mother when they left one after another for a few months.

Now Zhang Nian has found his position again during the journey, and he knows more about what he wants.

Life, perhaps, after losing everything, can be obligated without hesitation.

"Senior, you want to be with me...... Zhang Nian asked, "Can you tell me what I think I'm like?" ”

Qiao Jinnian smiled, "Quiet but smart, generous but reserved, filial piety and tenacity...... Come out with clean hands. ”

Hearing Qiao Jinnian praise himself a lot, Zhang Nian laughed.

No one doesn't like to be praised, but when there is a lot of praise, it will feel a little unreal.

"Senior, in your eyes...... Am I not a little bad? Zhang Nian asked calmly.

Qiao Jinnian was stunned for a moment, and then said: "There is a Xi Shi in the eyes of the lover...... I've tolerated all the bad things about you, haven't I? His eyes burned, "Besides, what would a girl like you make me feel bad?" ”

"And what if I tell you that I'm not as clean as you see myself?" Zhang Nian ignored Qiao Jinnian's slightly frowning appearance, but just retracted his gaze and looked ahead, "Senior, I'm not a ...... I'm not as good as you think. ”

"Xiao Nian ......" Qiao Jinnian was already frowning deeply when Zhang Nian said that he was not in the place.

He didn't like her to say that about herself.

"I didn't lie to you." Zhang Nian turned his head to look at Qiao Jinnian, "I'm not as good as you think, although I'm not prodigal, but the first time I'm gone, don't you mind?" ”

"I don't mind!" Qiao Jinnian hurriedly said with a little rough breath.

Zhang Nian smiled faintly, "No, you care!" ”

"I don't care!" Qiao Jinnian's voice was hurried without the slightest consideration, as if he was afraid that if he thought about it, there would be a different answer.

"But, I care!" Zhang Nian smiled very indifferently, "Senior, my heart was given to Chu Zixiao, and my body was also given to him...... However, because of the Zhang family, I can't be with him anymore. ”

Qiao Jinnian's breathing began to become rapid, and an indescribable feeling gradually spread in his heart.

"Senior, such a woman who doesn't belong to you physically and mentally, are you sure you want it?" Zhang Nian asked.

"I want it!" Qiao Jinnian hurriedly said.

However, as he said this, there was an indescribable emotion circulating in his eyes, and even though he was trying his best to hide and suppress it, it still leaked out.

"Senior, why deceive yourself?" Zhang Nian ruthlessly pierced the deep things in Qiao Jinnian's heart, "You are clean and self-conscious, so you ask your other half to do the same, there is no problem with this...... The problem is that I knew Chu Zixiao before you, and I couldn't help but have a relationship with him...... It was an accident, but I was happy. Because it was the best night of my life. ”

was finally able to face the events of that night, and even, Zhang Nian became very calm at this time.

Whether it is talking about Chu Zixiao or thinking of the departure of his parents, the Zhang family is downcast...... She can treat it calmly.

"Everyone has their own life, and parents naturally hope that their children can have a significant other half and not be alone, so ...... When you are dying, you want to entrust me to you. Zhang Nian said calmly, "You are a good person, but sometimes, it is not good...... Not together. ”

Qiao Jinnian's heart seemed to be torn open by Zhang Nian's calmness, he wanted to say something, but found that he was powerless to say anything?!

"The life of two people is not bad, but the life of one person is not necessarily ......bad," Zhang Nian smiled, smiling very quietly, "Whether it is Chu Zixiao or you, I don't want it." Because, whether it is him or you, there are things between me that cannot be dissolved and cannot be ignored. ”

Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinhou again, and then retracted his gaze, "I'm fine now...... For the time being, I want to live a life as I want, and I don't need to think about what others think, as long as I am happy. Her gaze gradually became profound, revealing a hint of secrecy, "Maybe, in the future, I can meet my final him, maybe, I will be such a person in my life...... In fact, no matter what, Zifei knows the joy of fish?! ”

"Xiao Nian ......"

"Senior!" Zhang Nian interrupted what Qiao Jinnian was about to say and smiled at him, "Today I promised you to come out for dinner and even come here for a walk...... I know you're definitely going to bring things together again, so I'm here. I'm here because I'm going to tell you, so be it...... If my friend can do it, I can do it, but if I can't, I will treat it as if I don't know each other in the future. ”

"Don't!" Qiao Jinnian was anxious now, "Xiao Nian, I really don't care about your first time, you can't veto and my future ...... because of the past."

"Then you should be selfish for me!" Zhang Nian obviously didn't have any room for maneuver and said, "I'm just making it clear to you today, we're ...... No way! ”

After the words fell, she looked at Qiao Jinhou deeply and got up.

Without saying anything more, he turned around and went up the steps beside him......

"Xiao Nian ......"

Qiao Jinnian's voice came from behind, but Zhang Nian didn't stop.

Today, Qiao Jinnian may need to consider and digest.

However, she is not in this situation, and for a person who is clean and self-conscious, even if he can forgive, it will become a wound in their later life.

She didn't want each other to be sharp because of this matter, so she wasn't afraid of what Qiao Jinnian would think of her, and told her what happened that night tonight......

It's just that she didn't say that it was because of her father's design, but made him think that she climbed into Chu Zixiao's bed!

Suddenly, Zhang Nian stopped......

The eyes fell on the person who had just gotten out of the car parked on the side of the road, and for a moment, forgot to react.