1374 Song Zhixing, You Win! (1)
As soon as he thought of this possibility, the dark tide in his eyes surged, and a gloom rushed out, looking particularly terrifying, "In order not to be with me, you don't even want your life?" ”
Every word was bitten out of the teeth, as cold and hard as a stone.
"Not ......"
Song Zhixing shook his head with difficulty. I don't know if I was afraid of Tang Yu like this, or because it was too painful, the cold sweat on my forehead broke out more.
"And what are you doing here?" Tang Yu approached and grabbed her hand with one hand. The bruises on his face collapsed, and he clasped her hand even harder, as if he hated to crush her, "Tell me, if it's not suicide, what are you doing here?" ”
There was ice in his every word, and the look in his eyes almost knocked her out. After asking, he snatched the medicine bottle away, because it was too hard, the remaining pills were shaken out and bounced into the faces of the two, he didn't even dodge, his eyes stared at her with burning eyes. It seemed that as long as she made a mistake, he would break her into pieces.
Song Zhixing gasped hard, barely able to stand. Licking his lips weakly, under his aggressive eyes, he closed his eyes and said, "These...... Not an asthma medication. ”
"What is this?" Tang Yu held the bottle tightly.
Song Zhixing's fingers almost pinched into the wall, and his face was turned away, not daring to meet his gaze. Tang Yu grabbed her and made her turn her face, "I'm asking you, what the hell is this?" ”
"Birth control pills!" Song Zhixing let out a low roar. As if if she didn't say it in one breath, she would immediately lose her courage, she closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at him, "This is a contraceptive pill!" ”
Tang Yu breathed heavily, as if he couldn't believe it, and as if he was too seriously injured, his eyes stared at her for a long time. The breath that sprayed on her face was trembling.
“…… You...... You don't want to have a baby for me? His breath was unsteady, and he didn't even break a sentence twice before he could finish speaking.
Song Zhixing's eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, she glanced at him, and quickly turned her eyes away. Tang Yu grabbed her chin, and his movements were almost rough, "Song Zhixing, didn't you say you love me?" This is what you call 'love', so much so that you don't even want to give me a baby, right? ”
"Yes, I don't want to, I don't want children, and I can't convince myself to give birth to a grandchild for my father-killer ......" Song Zhixing clasped his hand. Facing his questioning, the cramping pain in his chest was much more intense than just now, "Didn't you also say that you love me?" Your love is also to force me to have a child when you know that I don't want to. Isn't it? ”
Tang Yu was speechless by her question.
Their love for each other is unquestionable. However, they all love themselves too much. I also learned not to give enough space to the other party.
"Okay, you don't want to give birth...... You don't want to be ......," Tang Yu muttered, his hands trembling. The medicine bottle was clenched in his hand and shattered with a 'snap'. Song Zhixing trembled, and in the next moment, his hand was released. Unable to hold her back, her legs went limp, and she fell to the ground along the wall. The cramping in her chest made her shrink into a ball.
She raised her eyelids uncomfortably, only to see that Tang Yu had already slammed the door and walked out, leaving her with a cold and stiff back.
She felt more and more pain, and wanted to ask him for help, but before she could say a word, his figure had disappeared.
Tang Yu......
I hurt so much......
Song Zhixing's face was pressed against the cold wall, and his lips became whiter and whiter, and gradually no blood was gone.
She lay on the ground in pain, and gradually, even her eyelids became heavier and heavier. Everything in front of me became blurred, like a hazy shadow.
She's going to die......
Perhaps, today in a foreign land......
With Tang Yu's disgust and anger towards himself, he passed away like this.
"Where's your medicine?!"
Just as she was thinking wildly, Tang Yu's voice suddenly sounded. He strode over and picked her up from the floor. As he walked into the room, he asked, "Song Zhixing, where is your medicine?" Where did you put your asthma medication? ”
He didn't really leave, didn't really leave her, but looked for medicine in the room.
The room, which has been turned into a mess, has not had a place to stay. However, her medicine was nowhere to be found.
Song Zhixing was confused and couldn't hear it clearly. Tang Yu lifted her face and asked again, "Tell me, where did you put the medicine!" ”
He was already quite emotionally unstable. Especially, watching her look like she was about to lose her breath in her arms.
"No ......" Song Zhixing's lips trembled, and only then did he overflow two words.
"What do you mean no?" He had already used 120,000 points of patience to talk to her.
“…… I didn't bring any medicine. ”
Tang Yu's eyebrows jumped, and he felt the urge to pinch her to death at the moment.
At that time, he stared at her and came over with the medicine in the box, and the medicine he usually carried with him had expired because it was rarely used at all, so he ......
It's that he takes it too lightly!
"Why don't you bring your medicine?" Tang Yu asked through gritted teeth.
Song Zhixing said honestly, "You are such a shrewd person...... If...... If I bring two bottles of medicine, you will definitely find ......"
originally thought that if he said this, he would be furious.
But......
After listening to her, Tang Yu was stunned for a long time, and then smiled.
The smile was desolate and full of sarcasm.
"Song Zhixing, you are so good!" He was laughing, but it was making her feel creepy. "In order not to give me a baby...... You're gambling with your life! Well? ”
"You don't take your life in your eyes so much, you say, ......" Tang Yu's fingers hooked her sweat-soaked messy hair, her movements were extremely gentle, but it was terrifying, "You say, what do I still cherish your life so much?" I should ...... Should watch you die, right? ”
In the end, his voice was dumb. The tone changed dramatically.
Such a Tang Yu made her feel quite unfamiliar. The bottom of her eyes became blurry, and gradually, she couldn't even see Tang Yu's face clearly.
Eventually, he heard Tang Yu's voice, "Song Zhixing, you won!" ”
Song Zhixing's eyelashes trembled, and a tear slipped down his eyes.
She won......
Did she win?
But why is it that at this moment, she is more heartbroken than ever?
He said she won, and what did he win?
In his mind, there was chaos, and Song Zhixing finally closed his eyes heavily, unable to think about anything. However, even after falling asleep, the pain in my chest was still so clear.
tormented her, Ling Chi her.
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[There is an update later, and I'm still writing, so you can sleep if you can't wait.] Today, the manuscript was changed during the day, and I delayed writing today's update. 】
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