1249 Humble Love
The latest chapter of "Military Makeup"...
"I know, of course I know what I'm talking about." Wang Yan grabbed Luo Ye's wrist anxiously, "Please participate, okay?" ”
Frowning, Luo Ye looked at Wang Yan with a serious expression: "Let me ask you, until now, have you liked Feng Tianzhi a little?" ”
"Absolutely!" Wang Yan nodded affirmatively, her eyes brightened, "I don't just like him, I also worship him, I never thought that there would be such a powerful man in this world, and I didn't expect that such a man would choose me as his wife."
Moreover, I know very well that I am not worthy of him, if he is not a very single-minded person, and he does not want to make it difficult for you, I believe that he would not have chosen me.
So, I won't be like other women, dreaming of getting his heart, dreaming that he will fall in love with me, dreaming that he is only good to me, what I want to do is to make him happy, to make him happy as much as possible. ”
"Do you think he'll be happy if I go?" Luo Ye looked at her with a black line, should she say that she was generous, or should she say that she had low self-esteem, or was it because she was so unconfident because of her ex-boyfriend?
Guan Jing and Xing Lane were half-open, speechless. In their opinion, it is normal for Wang Yan to be jealous of Luo Ye; Wang Yan's rejection of Luo Ye is also normal; It's so abnormal to be the only one now.
It's not generosity at all, it's a problem with the brain!
Looking at everyone's expressions, Wang Yan also guessed what she was doing, which was incomprehensible, so she smiled bitterly: "I am a normal person, of course, I also hope to have a man who really likes me, but I am self-aware, and there are some things that do not belong to me, and excessive demands will only make myself sad and make others sad." The end result is likely to be unsatisfactory.
I admit that my current approach has an element of repaying gratitude, a proud woman like you probably can't experience some of the troubles of people like us, my father's relatives are relatively simple, only he and my aunt, but my mother's relatives are more complicated.
My mother has three sisters and two uncles, and every Chinese New Year, the brothers and sisters always bring their children together for reunion. This was the hardest time for my parents.
My three aunts and two aunts are children who praise themselves in different ways. belittled me, and laughed at my parents for giving birth to a money-losing product, spending all the money on me, but not getting anything in return, and living a miserable life haha.
Especially these two years. As long as we get together, it's to discuss my life's work, and if they really care, it's just that, obviously, they're just trying to use me to show off how capable their daughter is.
This said that the in-laws married to their daughters are rich. bought something for his mother's family, and the father who said that his daughter married was an official, and he didn't just give things. Also helped arrange a stable job.
In short, every time we meet, my parents go happily and come back with a puff, no matter how good their temper is. I can't stand the fact that others always use their daughters as negative teaching materials.
Most importantly, Zhao Jian's family is rural. I don't have a house, I'm with him, and it takes the two of us to work together to get a foothold in this city, but under such conditions, he dumped me, and you can imagine what I mean in the eyes of my relatives.
It's not that I haven't been on a blind date, but it's true, it's all Tai Chi, and my parents don't want me to get married because of marriage, to be honest, Feng Tianzhi proposed on the plane that day, and I agreed so happily, the main reason is that his appearance is my dish.
Women, it's always like this, even if it's improvised, it must fit your eyes, not the kind that you want to vomit when you look at it, otherwise, you can make do with it, but when it comes to moving seriously, you generally retreat.
At that time, I really didn't expect Feng Tianzhi's conditions to be so good, and when he talked to me on the plane, he said that he had a girl he liked in his heart, and he might never forget it, and he was willing to marry me, just to make the girl he liked better, and as for his family, they couldn't interfere with him in this regard.
His request was that if I could accept a marriage that was entirely transactional, then I would promise him that he would give me enough support financially and face-savingly.
At that time, I happened to be worried about the blind date and the humiliation of my parents, so as soon as he said this, I felt that this was a really good idea.
For me, what I want is such a marriage that does not interfere with each other, and at the same time, can stop the mouths of those who are messy and not make my parents sad.
Therefore, I agreed to him very happily, and explained to him that even if we got married, we would live in separate rooms, and he agreed without thinking about it at that time.
It was a good deal for both parties, but after the next few days of contact and getting to know his world, I really felt like I was hit by a big pie.
In this world, there is such a powerful man, there is such an excellent man, what is even more strange to me is ....." Wang Yan smiled at Luo Ye embarrassedly, "How can you not like him, is it possible, is the person you married is even better than him?" I can't imagine that.
I found that the more I got to know him, the more I admired him, or to put it bluntly, the more I liked him, but I knew that if I turned this liking into a necessary liking between a man and a woman, he would definitely refuse to marry me.
I'm not afraid of your jokes, but I especially hope to marry him now, and spend a lifetime trying to win his heart, or, when we have gray hair, I can achieve my wish. ”
"No wonder Feng Tianzhi would choose you, his vision is really poisonous enough." Guan Jing stared at Wang Yan with an incredulous expression, "What you said, kill me, I can't do it, really."
I can calmly date Luo Ye now because I have let go of Feng Tianzhi, and the man I am chasing now, if he agrees to be with me and tells me that he will never love me, but will only love Luo Ye, then I will kick him as soon as possible, even if I have spent a lot of effort to catch up, I am not rare.
Are you really not jealous at all, aren't you sad? I want you to be honest. ”
"Not really." Wang Yan smiled, "You and I grew up in a different environment, of course it is impossible to do this, for me, your world is something I can't imagine at all."
I'm just an ordinary girl, as long as my parents are happy, I'm happy, they have face, I have face, whoever can bring me this, I will be very grateful. ”
"Your request is too humble, a man loves a woman, isn't this what she should do? What needs to be grateful? Xing Lang looked incomprehensible, and turned to look at Luo Ye, "Can you understand?" ”
"Yes." Luo Ye nodded, "But, this has nothing to do with family background, the main thing is that she has had a lot of things since she was a child, and her expectations for many things have become lower, to put it bluntly, Wang Yan has never met many good people, so she is more or less pessimistic, so she treats her with an optimistic attitude, so what you see is her now, a little contradictory, but very real." ”
"You're so right." Wang Yan immediately nodded in agreement, "Since I was a child, my parents have taught me to treat others with sincerity, and they themselves do the same, but we are always looked down upon because of our family background.
Over time, I have a little low self-esteem, but I am very active in wanting others to recognize me, so what everyone sees is me with a good temper.
In fact, sometimes just because I'm happy doesn't mean I'm really happy, but this time, I did it because I really didn't mind.
It's not that I'm generous, it's that I know where I am, and I know that I don't mind being indifferent, and he told me that when he chose to marry me.
I also agreed to his marriage proposal in the case of what he said, so I have no right to ask him to love me, or say anything for me.
What I can do is to treat him with sincerity in the days to come, and strive to make him fall in love with me, not asking him to have the most important thing in his heart, but only asking that he will have a little bit of love between men and women for me.
You will think that my request is very humble, but I really feel that this is the goal that I have been striving for all my life, and I suddenly feel that I have found my direction, really. ”
"What's the urgency you're here to find Feng Tianzhi?" Guan Jing asked curiously, "Looking at your appearance, you should be in a hurry, what's the matter?" ”
"The banquet for our engagement was originally set at thirty tables, Feng Tianzhi had a total of twenty-five tables on his side, five tables on my side, and the number on my side was determined after I discussed it with my parents.
At that time, I was thinking, my dad would let my aunt participate, my mom would let my aunt and my uncle participate, and then there would be some good friends from my parents.
It's enough, but yesterday when my aunt took my grandmother out for a walk, she met my grandfather's younger brother, who was my second grandfather.
Before, the two families have broken off contact, the specific is too wordy, I won't say in detail, anyway, it's just chatting, speaking of the children, my grandmother said that I want to get engaged, and when my second grandfather heard it, he said that they would also participate.
After all, it was my grandfather's younger brother, and my grandmother couldn't refute his face, so I had to agree, but since then, our table is not enough, and I can't get through to Feng Tianzhi's phone, so I had no choice but to run over in person. I'm worried that if I set it later, I won't be able to book the table. ”
"Why don't you use looking for the phoenix team, just ....... Luo"
Luo Ye quickly interrupted Xing Lane and smiled at Wang Yan: "Do I want to participate, I'll call you later." ”