Chapter 1026: Self-blame
When Ji Mochen took Ning Lengzhi and Bai Rui back home, it was already dark, because it was dinner, so the family didn't feel hungry, Ning Lengzhi took Bai Rui back to the room to take a bath and sleep, because today's things are really dangerous, so Ning Lengzhi is worried that Bai Rui will be scared and leave a shadow, so he still needs to have a good chat, at least he can know what his son thinks.
And Ji Mochen watched the mother and son go upstairs with a smile, paused at the door, Ji Mochen changed his shoes, and went back to the room to take a bath.
Ning Lengzhi helped Bai Rui dry his hair, and then carried him to the bed, while he sat on the edge of the bed, Ning Lengzhi sat cross-legged, and then looked at Bai Rui, who was waiting for Ning Lengzhi to tell a story with an expectant face, and said seriously:
"Xiao Rui, Mommy wants to talk to you, is it okay?"
Because it seemed that he hadn't seen Ning Lengzhi's expression for a long time, Bai Rui also became serious, nodded and said seriously: "Well, Mommy, you can say it." ”
Ning Lengzhi touched his son's cheek, and then asked gently: "Xiao Rui, Mommy asks you questions, you must answer Mommy honestly."
"Hmm." Bai Rui nodded again.
"Mommy asked you, when you were talking to the bad guys there today, were you scared, did you blame Mommy and Daddy for not being by your side?" Ning Lengzhi looked at Bai Rui's little face, for fear of missing any of his subtle expressions.
Bai Rui originally wanted to shake his head like he did during the day and say that he was not afraid, but looking at Ning Lengzhi's expression, he knew that Mommy knew him best, and knew that he couldn't lie anymore, so Mommy would be very worried, so Bai Rui nodded and said, "Well, I'm scared, I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, I'll never see Mommy and Daddy again."
Ning Leng took his son into his arms in distress, and then said: "It's really hard for my precious son, Xiao Rui is very brave and smart today, and Mommy is also sad that she didn't stay by your side at such a dangerous time, I'm sorry."
Ning Lengzhi actually really blamed herself, when she had no way to come to Bai Rui's side today, she had no choice but to sit down and wait for the news in a hurry, she kept thinking about whether she was a very incompetent mother, who didn't even have a way to protect him when she was in danger, or encouraged him to cheer him on, and the sad thing was that now her son would encounter unknown dangers, all of which were caused by them, and she fell into self-condemnation in her heart and couldn't disappear.
She was thinking at that time, if Bai Rui could come back safely, then she would definitely apologize to him, and she would never let her child take such a risk again, no matter what, there could be other ways, even let her take risks, she would not let her children take risks again, if ...... If Bai Rui was injured and had an accident this time, a devastating despair swept through Ning Lengzhi's entire heart, then she would definitely be desperate to accompany her son......
Bai Rui also hugged Ning Lengzhi tightly, then shook his head and said: "Mommy, I know that this is a battle we have to fight together, I know that Mommy and Daddy are also working very hard, and Mommy is also fighting with Daddy against bad guys, so although I am scared, I am not afraid when I think of Daddy and Mommy being together with me, so Mommy, you don't have to apologize."
Ning Lengzhi hugged Bai Rui tightly, and then said with a smile: "Well, Mommy's baby is the most sensible."
"Also, Aunt Rong Rong also protected me at that time, and Uncle He was also talking to me to tell me not to be afraid, so I was just a little scared, and I wasn't afraid after seeing Mommy and Daddy, really!" Bai Rui loudly emphasized that he was neither scared nor angry.
Ning Lengzhi was amused by his son's cute expression, then pinched his son's nose and said, "Okay, Mommy believes in you, but no matter what you think in the future, whether you are scared or something else, you can tell Daddy Mommy, Daddy Mommy will not laugh at you, because you are our little baby, so no matter if you are sad or scared in the future, you are not allowed to hold it in your heart, you know?" It's not good for your psyche, you have to trust Mommy. ”
"yes, I see." Bai Rui lowered his head a little embarrassed, today he was really afraid that Daddy Mommy would think he was timid, so he didn't say that he was afraid, it turned out that Mommy could see it.
The mother and son were talking, and there was a knock on the door outside, very rhythmic, three or four times, and then Ji Mochen's voice came from outside the door, he said, "Is my big baby and little baby asleep?" I'm here to bring you milk. ”
Hearing this gentle voice, Ning Lengzhi and Bai Rui both laughed, and then Bai Rui's crisp voice smiled and said, "I didn't sleep, Daddy come in."
Sure enough, Ji Mochen opened the door with one hand, and there were two glasses of milk on the plate in the other, Ji Mochen walked in with a smile, handed the milk to Ning Lengzhi and Bai Rui, and then sat next to him and asked with a smile, "What did you all say?"
"Secret, don't tell Daddy-" After Bai Rui finished speaking, he made a grimace at Ji Mochen, which made Ning Lengzhi and Ji Mochen laugh.
Ji Mochen touched Bai Rui's head with a smile and said, "People are big ghosts, hurry up and finish the milk and go to bed early, the little hero who behaved very bravely today!"
"Hmm." Nodding, Bai Rui continued to drink milk obediently, and soon, a glass of milk bottomed out.
Ji Mochen helped him put the empty cup on the table, then picked Bai Rui over and sat on his lap and said, "I'm sorry today, Daddy didn't come to save you in time, put you in danger, and made you afraid, it's Daddy's fault, Daddy will never let you be scared again in the future." Although his tone was light and gentle, Ning Lengzhi and Bai Rui could hear his guilt and chagrin.
Bai Rui hugged Ji Mochen's neck and said: "I don't blame Daddy, and I not only fight with bad guys today, I also learned what to do when I meet bad guys, how to protect myself, and Daddy is very brave and smart, of course I have to be like Daddy, although I was a little scared at that time, but I won't blame Daddy and Mommy, so Daddy shouldn't be sad."
Ji Mochen hugged his son and smiled, lowered his head and rubbed Bai Rui's forehead with his forehead, and then said with a smile: "Well, very brave and smart."
Bai Rui enjoyed the intimacy with his father very much, so he hugged Ji Mochen and didn't come down, after a while, Bai Rui couldn't help but yawn, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, the pitiful appearance was very cute, Bai Rui was really tired today, yawning one after another.