Fate likes to give you a moment when you are trying to climb to the highest peak in life, and I have to say that 80% of people will not be able to regain their confidence to continue climbing. I resented this way of playing, but I was powerless to resist, and he was happy to treat every plaything he could with "fairness".

The other students, like me, kept their heads down and looked at the things in their hands without speaking, and the expressions on their faces were also cloudy, and the whole office felt cold in an instant. I don't know what they were thinking, I just felt that my world had collapsed, and that was what sent me to a point of no return.

"It's the school's decision, you can finish this semester and then leave, and take this information back to your parents. The head teacher was the first to speak, breaking the somewhat terrifying silence.

The head teacher said a few more words later, but I was now halfway through the three souls and six spirits, so I didn't listen to a word. The only thought I had now was how to tell Meng Yiting about it, and I stupidly followed them out of the office.

"Brother, tell me which one you want to go to, I'll go with you!" Chen Hao walked over and put his hand on my shoulder, it seemed that this matter was not a big deal for him.

"Oh. I didn't even hear a casual yes.

I walked back to my seat and sat down, still holding the document in my hand, and I didn't speak, just sat in my seat stupidly. Meng Yiting originally saw me coming back and planned to continue tutoring me in my homework, but she couldn't help but feel a little strange when she saw me looking like I was out of my body. I just went to the office and that's it.,I guess I was trained by the head teacher.。

"Zhuo Shengtian, what's wrong with you?" Meng Yiting asked softly.

I didn't answer......

"What's wrong with you?" he shook my shoulder again when he didn't speak.

"Ah?...... I...... I don't have anything to do......" Meng Yiting shook me twice, and I also sobered up a little and said weakly.

"What's wrong with you? Meng Yiting looked at me and asked.

"I ...... I'm really fine. "I avoided her gaze, I didn't want to tell her, I didn't want her to be sad with me.

In this way, I spent the afternoon class in a trance again, and when Meng Yiting asked me again after class, I was vague. It wasn't until after school that Meng Yiting lingered at my desk before leaving, put a note on my desk, I picked up the note and saw Juanxiu's handwriting on it, "If you have something, you can call and tell me, no matter how late I am, I will wait for you." ”。

It was already past six o'clock when I left school with heavy steps, and it was the first time I felt like I didn't want to leave. Winter nights always come so early, and the bright street lamps can shine my shadow but not my heart. I walked slowly on the way home that I had walked so many times, but I realized that today it was so short that I was at the door of the house in a few steps.

"Or ......," I struggled fiercely.

I decided to go around my neighborhood again, and I looked at the document in my hand: this was an application form for a technical school, and the school decided to let the bottom ten students in each class graduate early and enter the technical school in order to ensure its so-called promotion rate. I'd be happy if I didn't meet her, because there was no technical school in my city, in other words, I would have to leave the city no matter which one I chose. Living in a foreign school without being supervised by my parents, my mother would definitely want to send me there. But now if I give the information to my mother, I am destined to leave Meng Yiting forever, and I may never see her again in this life.

After walking around the neighborhood twice, I came to the door again, but I still didn't have the courage to walk into the house and face my parents, so I chose to leave. Walking alone in the bustling streets at night, but without the intention of falling in love with a trace of beauty.

What am I doing now? The crowd of people in a hurry seems to be full but in order to accomplish something I don't like, what about me? Where am I going now, where is my destination? I walked in a confused street with people through, the bright moonlight seemed to have been accompanying me, but I knew that the moon represented illusion and deception in the tarot cards, maybe it felt that I was very similar to it now.

A familiar melody sounded in my ears: "When the train enters this strange city, it is a neon that has never been seen before." When I opened the letter you sent me at parting, I suddenly felt a great sense of longing. In a city where there is no snow and no snow that never sleeps, I hear people cheering and people crying. I'm used to the tempting night, but I can't forget your face. Have you ever told you that I love you, have you ever cried in your diary? Has anyone ever told you that you care a lot, that you care about the distance of the city......"

I don't want to...... I really don't want the scene in the lyrics to happen to me, I can only retreat, I can only choose to escape, escape from everything that belongs to me, I don't want to regret it, so I can only fight.

Time never stops for anyone, but I want time to stay here and there. I sat on the stone steps of the park and watched the sky slowly come to light, and I thought I would have to face it all......

"It's another day. "I walked through the deserted street in the direction of the school.

I don't know why I'm going in that direction, maybe the school is ...... Maybe it's because she's there. I sat on the sidewalk across the street for more than half an hour when I saw a security guard open the school gate, and it seemed like the first time I had come to school so early. The moment I walked into the school, I had a feeling of indescribability, and the security guard looked at me and entered the communication room without saying anything.

In the morning, the campus was so quiet that I could hear my footsteps as I went upstairs clearly, and I looked at the classrooms with no one in the world as if I was in a dream. The back door of the classroom is hidden, and I am afraid that the students who come early will not be able to enter. I walked into the still somewhat dark classroom and sat down in my seat, knowing that this was probably the last time I sat in this seat, whether it was the bold idea in my heart or the reality that I would be leaving tomorrow. I didn't open the window or turn on the light, so I sat in my seat in a daze.

After a while, there was a crisp sound of footsteps, and then I heard the sweet voice of the head teacher......

"How did yesterday's student on duty open the back door!". The head teacher walked into the classroom and turned on the light, probably seeing my back.

"Ahh

Because the head teacher lives in the school's staff dormitory, he is the first to arrive every day, and he is shocked when he sees someone in the classroom. However, the head teacher immediately calmed down and walked over to me.

"Zhuo Shengtian, you came so early today?" asked the head teacher.

"Sorry, I forgot to turn on the lights, I scared you. I said lightly.

"Oh, it's fine. The head teacher replied subconsciously.

"Is that information filled in?". The head teacher just wanted to leave, then turned around and came back and asked.

"I haven't thought about which one to choose, can I give it to you tomorrow?" I heard the two words of information, and my body still shook involuntarily.

"It's okay, it's not in a hurry. Just give it to me by next Monday. The head teacher walked away.

I think just now, there has been a slight change in the feeling in my homeroom teacher's mind. But this world is inherently unfair, and I wouldn't be naïve enough to think that the head teacher would help me because of this little thing. After all, she won't understand what I'm doing now, and I don't want her to break into my life like this. She was the only one who could understand me, and I had decided to tell her what was going to be in my heart. Whether she supports me or not, if she thinks I shouldn't do it, is it worth it......