Chapter 1088: Suicide Note

Dear comrades-in-arms,

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At the first all-company meeting of the special service company, the first thing Company Commander Shi Lei told us was to write a suicide note, and then keep it like our personal belongings in case of emergency. Comrades-in-arms, you know that I have no culture, unlike you, your lowest education is also a high school graduate.

How to write a suicide note, I haven't learned, and I'm not embarrassed to ask you, my old Li is a face-dropping person. But I've learned to write letters, and I write them as letters, so there's something wrong with me, right?

I feel like I'm probably going to die soon.

If this is not the case, why did Company Commander Shi Lei ask us to write a suicide note? It should be said that we may die soon.

I'm not afraid of death.

I can also see that my comrades-in-arms are not afraid of death. Xiao Hua may be afraid of death, because he said that he wants a hundred women, what a hundred people to behead, anyway, I don't understand what he said, he always said that I am from Mars, and I also want to say that he is from Mars. The mind is full of women, and this soul is faint and doesn't want to get down to business all day.

However, as my observer, Xiao Hua's soul is qualified, no, excellent. If it weren't for him, I might not have been able to fight. Eighteen thousand seven thousand sniper rifle rounds were used in training, but only three rounds were used in the mission.

I don't know if Company Commander Shi Lei will tell me or not, anyway, I was already dead when you read this letter, and dead people are not afraid of anything. So I quietly tell you that Xiao Hua and I have participated in three actual combat missions, and each mission only fired one shot, three bullets, and three targets, and all successfully completed the sniping.

Envy, right?

I don't know what to say, but Company Commander Shi Lei said that I have to write longer, how long and how long I write, I have to say something.

Say something good to pinch?

I have nothing to explain.

When my parents died, I was in elementary school. Before I was born, my grandparents were dead. They all died on the front lines. Uncle Zhan said that my father died on the front line of border defense, and in order to save the innocent people and drug dealers, he blew up and only found the August 1 military emblem. Uncle Ann said that my mother died in a foreign country, and my mother participated in peacekeeping and died in an attack. Grandpa Glory said: My grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents died one after another in the self-defense counterattack against India and the counterattack against Vietnam. I've only seen pictures of them.

I have no other relatives, my parents are only children, and my grandparents' brothers and sisters have all died in the wars of the Republic. Later, I probably learned that Grandpa Guangrong, Uncle Zhan, Uncle An, Uncle Zhang Ning, and many grandparents, uncles, and uncles, took good care of me because my relatives died.

Dear comrades-in-arms, I feel bad, you know?

I really don't want to be treated as an outlier by them, I'm an ordinary kid, and I want to be treated fairly. I don't know how to talk to them, they'll never understand me anyway. I have a temper, and I must come to the border to be a soldier.

I really want to know how my mom and dad came to be. I made a plan for myself to serve on the border for a few years, and then I would get the opportunity to go to peacekeeping, to go to the Congo, to go to the place where my mother used to fight.

I really want that.

I finally got my wish.

So, I'm not afraid of death. After making this decision, I knew that I could die at any time. But I am not afraid, nor do I regret it, because my parents are not afraid, nor do I regret it. I know they don't regret it.

So, I don't have much to explain.

It seems that there is something to explain.

There are a few books in my personal belongings, which my parents left for me, Xiao Hua knows, he has been greedy for a long time, and I want to leave these books to him. There are still two cigarettes hidden in my package, and Xiao Hua won't give him the book when he gets it. Company Commander Shi Lei likes to smoke, and I want to leave it to him. There is also one more important thing, the bracelet that my mother left for me. Uncle Gun, who has been taking care of me, said that I will marry a wife in the future, and the bracelet will be given to my wife, which is my mother's last words. I'm sure I don't have a wife, please help me give it to Company Commander Sun Lulu, I like her very much, I hope she can accept it.

That's about it.

If the state has money for me, I want to leave it to the teacher. Shizuo is a person who died in the eyes of money, anyway, if he dies, I'm not afraid that he will lock me up, I'm not afraid. You don't know, the division often calls the head of the headquarters to ask for money. Why do you think he wants so much money? Anyway, he's probably really short of money, so leave the money to him. After all, no matter what, he is my teacher, and I still like him, but I like the stinky problem of money, which is really unacceptable.

Comrades-in-arms, please don't be sad about my death, this is the best destination for soldiers, isn't it? Anyway, you will die sooner or later.

Grandparents, I lost my grandparents and gained a lot of grandparents, please don't be sad because of my death, isn't this the final outcome of your lifelong struggle but never stops, but I may have walked two steps faster.

Uncles and uncles, when I grew up, I learned that you are all very big officials, but please don't be sad about my death. If my death allows more people to survive, I will be very longing. Isn't that what you're teaching me?

Brothers and sisters, thank you for taking care of you over the years, you are always biased towards me, no matter how much I toss you, you are always not angry. When you left the compound, you still thought about me. I was fighting with the guys in the Air Force compound, and you guys came back to help me. Please don't be sad about my death, my best time, I'm happy to have you.

Dear comrades-in-arms, I am very proud of those of us. Do you still remember, when we came back from the exercise and saw the Young Pioneers saluting us on both sides of the road, we all cried in the Dongfeng big card, right?

I have no regrets, and you certainly think it's worth it.

Anyway, I didn't embarrass my parents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents,

I suddenly missed my mom and dad, and I remember that they were very young. If they were still alive, they might be about the same age as Political Commissar Wen Chaoyang, a little younger than Uncle Zhang Ning. If I had to say that I had regrets, it might be that I didn't have the opportunity to meet them at this age.

I just counted, and it's two thousand words. Company Commander Shi Lei glanced at it and finally nodded with satisfaction. I breathed a sigh of relief and whispered, our company commander Shi Lei is really ugly, I have never seen such an ugly cadre. I don't know how Company Commander Shi Lei blinded the recruiting cadres back then, haha!

Dear comrades-in-arms, I am gone, please don't miss, please don't be sad, I will eventually walk towards death with the posture of a Chinese military master, calmly, fearlessly, and without hesitation.

In the next life, we will still be brothers.

Sincerely

salute

Li Zewen

XXXX YEAR X MONTH XX DAY

Zhang Ning tried his best to restrain himself, tried his best to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, and finished reading Li Zewen's suicide note in a choked voice.

The auditorium, weeping was low and depressed.

Li Mu walked to the coffin with difficulty, raised his right arm, which seemed to be poured into Qianjun, and saluted the remains of the martyrs.

Outside, the wind was blowing and the rain was pouring down.