She remained silent.

Seeing this, Hong Zhixuan poured a cup of tea and let her drink it.

"Let's take our time, just when we get to know each other again, I will pursue you again, this time, you will have a more stable sense in your own time and space. ”

His voice pulled her thoughts back to her, and she leaned back and lay down on the couch.

Hong Zhixuan also lay down and looked at her with concern.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"I'm a little tired, I need to get some sleep. ”

Yan Shunhua put his hand across his forehead and didn't want to pay attention to it.

Hong Zhixuan found a blanket to help her cover it, found the key and tiptoed out.

As soon as the door closed, Yan Shunhua opened his eyes.

"I disappeared a year ago, was it from your eyes, or in plain sight, or quietly?

Who is it, what about Yan Xiaoya's body? I am now myself as it is. Or does Yan Xiaoya look exactly like me, so I can't tell if I'm not myself?"

Speaking of the back, she also felt embarrassed.

"Count it all. I got out of the carriage and walked away for a while, and when I came back, you were gone, and you disappeared out of thin air.

At that time, there were all our people within a radius of ten miles, and no one could break through the siege and take you away without alarming us, so I know that the best possibility for you is to go back to your original time and space.

At the beginning, fate brought you to Daqing regardless of your wishes, and this time it once again ignored your and my intentions and forcibly took you away.

You don't know, I wanted to go crazy at the time, but in the end, I thought that I still had to do it in advance, and only by getting things done in the past can you return in the future. ”

Still palpitating when he thought about it, he paused after speaking.

Yan Shunhua took over the conversation, "How can you get married?"

"You forgot, Disguise. Jia Yi is good at it, he found someone who looks like you, disguised himself as a bride, and completed the wedding ceremony with my stand-in. After I got married, I declared that my body needed to recuperate, and I closed my door. ”

Yan Shunhua didn't fully believe what he said.

"Even if you deal with it this way, it was indeed successful at the time, but the person who should have come out to entertain guests and friends has never shown up, and everyone will have doubts.

It's not a day or two, it's a whole year. If outsiders can hide it, won't the rest of the Yan family find out about the abnormality?"

"Heh, it's still the same uncompromising.

The Shen family is in the north, the Yan family is in the south, and they haven't even returned to the door of the three dynasties, so how can they see each other in a year? For the time being, we only need to deal with outsiders.

If you don't return to your position in the past two years, I can only ask for orders to go to the battlefield to meet the enemy, claiming that I have brought you over as well, in order to try to spread the branches. In this way, it should be possible to deal with it for three or five years. If there are frequent wars, ten years will be fine. ”

He was full of confidence, but Yan Shunhua pursed his lips and said nothing.

Decade. This man has already planned it. Not to mention that the void lasts forever, let's just say that he has thought about it for at least ten years, and he is sincere enough to think about it.

Seeing that she didn't reply for a long time, he said again, "If you are worried about the child's problem, please rest assured, it's a big deal to get a fake acting to plug the mouths of outsiders." ”

"What is fake is always false. It's easy to deal with outsiders, but what about yourself? What if I can't go back?

Even if I go back now, I am not the original person, I don't have such a deep affection for you, and I also have no sense of belonging to the Yan family. ”

Yan Shunhua turned over, and he didn't know why, he felt a deep sense of frustration.

He was very firm, "I said, no matter what happens, I will not let go." You have amnesia, but you haven't completely forgotten me. Take your time, we're not in a hurry, I'll wait for you until the day you come back to me. ”

"It's not a question of waiting to be solved at all.

If we're in the same world, I can fly over to you or you come to me, and we're talking about how to solve the problem, but we're not on the same plane at all, okay?

You're getting older, and thinking about having children in your time is a very big problem for you, and it needs to be solved urgently. I'm also getting older, I'm about to be thirty years old, even if I can really go back to Daqing in a few years, but my body can't give birth to a child smoothly.

For you, it's more important to have a son-in-law, a child born to a wife, isn't it? For me, I can't accept sharing a man with someone else, just like a toothbrush can't be shared, I feel dirty.

That way, even if we were able to come together, we wouldn't have children. Because I can't give birth, I won't allow others to give birth to you, you won't have your own children in your life, and your bloodline can't reproduce at all, is that okay?

Even if you can accept it, will your family be able to accept it?"

Yan Shunhua's face was ugly, and his tone was really bad.

"We've talked about these issues before, but you've probably forgotten about them.

In fact, even if you are on the same plane, it is not easy for you to accept me.

You yourself said that in fact, I don't meet your mate selection conditions at all, but it just shows how deep your feelings are for me. If it's not deep enough to let go, you simply won't make a decision that goes against your sanity.

There's a reason why you'll fall in love with me, because I'm worthy of you being such a moth to the fire, that's why you're in love with me. There is a reason why I am willing to wait for you, and I am willing to guard you alone for the rest of my life, because you deserve to be so devoted to me, so as long as you are determined, other problems will not be a problem.

If you don't come back, then that's just something I'll have to deal with. If you come back and that happens, we can try to solve it, and if we can't, we can solve it, and if we can't solve it, we will leave it to time and fate.

It may seem a bit pessimistic, as if we are so unfortunate, but you don't know, I already feel very lucky to be able to reconnect with you. If you can come back to me, I'll be completely satisfied.

You have forgotten many things, which is why you are in a hurry to deny everything, but I have not forgotten. All the hardships and hardships we have experienced are engraved in my mind and imprinted in my soul, so don't deny yourself so easily, just deny me, just deny the hard-won feelings between the two of us.

Children need fate, but lovers need fate. Especially the love between the two of us is in the right place at the right time, and it can't be fulfilled without either. ”

Yan Shunhua pinched the bridge of her nose and felt a splitting headache again.

"I didn't think about completely denying your seriousness, nor did I want to completely deny your relationship with me that I used to be. It's just that even if I don't deny it, even if I still have the same feelings for you as before, we won't be able to ignore the reality in the future.

We are not teenagers, we have been adults for many years, and we can't think about problems purely from ourselves. If everything is done from your own point of view, it won't work.

Especially in the time and space where you live, if you don't think about the family, even if the family doesn't abandon you, it will question your ability and intentions, the less dangerous is that you hand over the rights in your hands, and the bigger you may be kicked out of the family, and even cause the family to fall apart because of your stubbornness.

Is that okay?"

Once again, he was categorical.

"It doesn't happen what you imagined. The Shen family doesn't have to be me, and vice versa, I don't have to be the Shen family. The problem we face is more complex than this one, so even if we have a childless problem, I can protect you. ”

Yan Shunhua twisted his eyebrows when he heard this.

"If you say that, it makes people even more confused, and if the problem is more complicated, the previous problem is really a small problem.

For your family, reproduction has always been the most important matter, and there are very few problems that can override it, could it be that the Shen family is now in a difficult situation?

Yan Shunhua's tone was very serious, but it made him feel inexplicably relieved and happy.

"Look, even if you forget the specific thing, you are still worried about me, and you are still worried about the fate of the Shen family. I am so happy. ”

"Is this the time to think about this? What the hell are you thinking?"

She was a little angry, and her voice rose involuntarily, but he laughed, and the laughter came so that she even began to be angry.

"Am I not right? No matter how important the children's personal relationship is, can it be compared to the family? and in our case, you don't have to be me!"

"You've lost your memory, and I don't blame you for saying such things. But it's sad to say such things after I told you. We'll get back in touch when you're calm.

Now I'm angry and refuse to talk to you like that. ”

"What do you mean? I'm just telling the truth, it's really not in the rules of the adult game.

Do you think you're still a child? can you still do whatever you want, think one thing at a time, and think that if you think it's the best, others will obey you?

I'm not a kid, I'm not the person you know, and it's a big mistake to think I'm going to obey you. ”

There was no answer, and she did not give up.

"You speak, I know you're still there, you haven't broken contact with me, I can feel it. Talk, you speak, I'm going to be angry, do you think you're going to be angry and I won't be angry?!

Children have children's play, and adults have adults' rules.

We are all about to be thirty years old, of course we must think about things thoroughly, otherwise we will delay ourselves and hurt others. I'm not alone, I have friends, I have family, and it's not just my own feelings that I need to take care of.

You yourself are the same, in fact more so than I am, and you need to think about it more carefully.

I know you're still listening, and I'm not so angry that I'm losing my mind, no, I'm not angry at all, I'm just a little angry, I just don't think you deserve to. ”

"What should I do?"

In the end, he couldn't ignore her ruthlessly, and in fact, from the moment he was awake, he never wanted to break contact with her again.

She wasn't wrong, he had been listening.

"I don't know. ”

Yan Shunhua rolled over and sat up, scratching her hair in annoyance.

She felt a little messy in her heart, and her head was also a mess.

"You don't look like that kind of irresponsible person, you can do this to an outsider like me, and you should do more to your relatives and clansmen. ”

She tried to explain, but he didn't agree.

"You are my wife, you are not an outsider, if you are injured I will be hurt, and if I am injured, you will be hurt, and since a long time we have shared a common fate.

Moreover, I did not ignore my loved ones. I also have a younger brother, even if I am not in this position, they can share the fate of the Shen family.

They can be justified as long as I want to. So you don't have to worry that there will be no heir.

As I said, the Shen family doesn't have to be me. This is no joke. ”

Yan Shunhua felt that the conversation was back to square one.

"Is this how we used to talk when we used to talk? It takes a lot of effort for the boss to talk together? You just said that you have the wind in your ears, right?

You have always been thinking from your point of view, maybe I am indeed your wife, but from my point of view, you are just a stranger to me, at most a special stranger.

You can take those things for granted, but I can't take them for granted. ”

"It's okay, I can wait forever, which is why I'm not in a hurry to find a way to get you back.

Your heart is unsettled, and you should be able to find something in your hometown that makes you settle down and be sure of your feelings for me. As long as you complete this process, I believe that you will naturally come back to me.

Even if I can't, I don't regret it. Because you've tried, and you've struggled. ”

"How easily would you let me go? For you, it's ten years, and for me, ten months into a relationship can already determine whether to continue or give up. ”

"Oh, once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud. This is the verse you once told me. ”

"It's a poem, it's a fairy tale, it's not real. No one would do this in real life, that's stupid, and the consequences of doing so are not so easy to bear, and it is very likely that you will not be able to eat and walk around. ”

"Then go around, if you can't go, I will carry you, carry you, carry you, lead you, drag you, or be tied up by you and roll forward, I am willing. ”

Yan Shunhua glared, she couldn't believe that he would say such a childish thing, but it made her heart throb.

Is this the person she chose?