Chapter 124: Go see him
readx;? In the end, I didn't know how many times I was beaten by him, and there was salty blood coming out of my mouth, but I didn't even have the strength to wipe it. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Zhang Yan, do you think you can make up for the damage I have suffered in this way? Tell you, that is impossible, you have to remember that what you owe me will never be repaid!"
Maybe it's finally because I'm tired of fighting, or maybe it's not interesting to fight someone who won't fight back, so the other party stops.
But the words he left in my ears had become a curse.
By the time I was finally able to get up, it was almost dawn.
If it weren't for the injuries on my body that reminded me, I would have thought it was all just a dream.
I dragged my tired body and knocked on my door.
My mother was shocked when she saw me like this.
He nervously asked me, "Yanzi, what's wrong with you, who beat you like this?"
After my mother finished speaking, she was about to rush outside to avenge me.
I took my mother's hand and shook my head at her, how could I tell her that all this was the price I should pay?
Compared to my brother, all this I endured was nothing at all.
When I woke up from a night's sleep, I saw Mengchen sitting on the side.
For a moment, I thought I was back where we we'd live.
"Are you finally awake, tell me what happened!" Feeling my waking breath, Mengchen turned around directly, looked at me, and asked very seriously.
I was silent because these things were a process that I hadn't thought through yet.
I'll need a little time to think about it, too.
Mengchen saw that I didn't speak, nor did I urge, but just walked out of the door by myself.
I overheard him talking to my mother and said I was fine.
Then, I heard my mother's words: "Yanzi, your father is gone, you must be good yourself, you can't have anything, if something happens to you, how can I live!"
My mother's voice was hoarse with crying, which made me feel uncomfortable listening to it.
"Mom, don't worry, I'll be fine!" Yes, I won't be fine, and I can't let myself be fine, because my life is not only my own, but also my brother's.
I haven't forgotten what Granny Zhang said, we are people who live together, as long as I die, then my brother, the one who hides in the shadows and is my shadow, will also die.
It's my promise to my mother, and it's my promise to myself.
Suddenly, I had an impulse to go to my father's grave, I wanted to pay homage to my uncle, and only I knew that under my father's grave, the people buried were my father's brothers, maybe not even a name.
Hey, at this point, I don't know what else I can say but sigh.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm the only one left with you, you must take care of yourself, if, if the curse really comes to you, don't worry, with your mother here, you will never be fine!" my mother hugged me and muttered to herself.
I knew my mother must have known a lot of things, but she wouldn't tell me.
"Mom, what kind of curse, can't you say it?" asked his mother very seriously.
Actually, how much I want to tell my mother, I know your pain, I know that I have an older brother, I know that brother doesn't know for what reason, he can only hide in the shadows for the rest of his life.
I just want my brother to live under the sun, to live really, not to be the shadow of someone who doesn't even have his own name.
"Curse?Yanzi, what are you talking about?Why can't my mother understand?You're still injured, you need a good rest, I'll go and make porridge for you!" Hearing my sudden question, my mother seemed to be frightened, looked away uncertainly, and after saying this to me, she was about to walk out the door.
"Mom, if I said that I already knew about my brother's existence, would you tell me something?"
Mother's footsteps stopped.
"Yanzi, are you crazy? Do you know what you're talking about? What brother, you are an only child, I only gave birth to you one child, where did you come from, brother, mother knows that you are sick and emotionally unstable, you just have a good rest, don't dream nonsense!"
After that, my mother left my room directly.
Looking through the window, I could see my mother lying on the wall to the side and crying.
I knew my mother was crying for someone else, but I didn't even have the power to comfort her.
"How about it, can you tell the news you know this time!" Mengchen walked into the room and said in an indifferent tone.
I was suddenly tired of his attitude, why could he be so calm, couldn't think about it for me, I suddenly knew so many things, and even my own growth began to become doubtful, how could I be calm?
"I don't know anything, don't come to ask me!" said coldly to Mengchen, I just want to calm down by myself now.
It seems that he didn't expect me to have such an attitude, Mengchen was stunned for a moment.
Then he didn't speak again, just sat there.
I rolled over and turned my back to Mengchen.
Sleep, sleep, you don't have to think about so many things when you fall asleep.
I said this to myself in my heart, which can be regarded as hypnotizing myself.
I guess I had a long dream.
I saw that while I was happily playing with my friends, there was another shadow, hiding in a place that we couldn't see, silently watching us.
I didn't know it before, but now I know, it's my brother.
It's just that I just want to know what kind of curse the Zhang family has, and they can't even give birth to twins.
Even if he was born, he was destined to be guarded in the dark forever.
What is the catastrophe that my aunt is talking about?
I wanted to find the answer, but instead of finding the answer, I found more doubts, and I didn't know what to do.
In a daze, I seemed to see the person who looked exactly like me, looking at me in the dark, with a vicious look.
I know, he hates me.
If it were me, I would have lived in the dark for the rest of my life, and I guess I would have hated each other.
There was a loud bang, and I woke up.
"Yueqing has chased out, are you okay?" Mengchen looked at me worriedly and explained.
Instead of answering Mengchen's words, I looked at a dart on the wall.
I know, that's what makes the sound.
"What's written on it?" At this time, Mengchen had already taken the dart down, and there was a small note on it, so I asked.
"I'll be waiting for you at my father's grave tonight!" is a short sentence, but it has already proved what the other party's identity is.
"What does this mean?" Mengchen didn't seem to understand, but looked at me.
I didn't expect that it would be time to officially face it so soon, so I could only smile bitterly.
"Big brother, I didn't catch up with each other!" Yue Qing rushed into the room and said to us with some frustration.
"It's okay, you should not be able to catch up!" I said lightly.
After that, I got out of bed, cleaned myself up a bit, and left the house.
"Yanzi, where are you going, where are you going?" my mother rushed up from behind, hugged me tightly, and shouted loudly.
I could feel cold tears on my heart through my clothes.
"It's okay, Mom, I'm just going to burn some paper for my father, don't worry about me!" I said softly after pulling my mother's hand away.
I can't irritate my mother anymore.
At this moment, we are the closest people, but we can't be honest with each other.
My mother looked at me earnestly, trying to see something in my eyes.
But how could I let my mother see it?
Holding my mother's hand, I was a little coquettish. You know, since I was growing up, I haven't done anything like this.
Mother finally couldn't stand it anymore and nodded.
After sending my mother back to her room, I dropped a piece of rune paper.
Looking at my sleeping mother, I silently said sorry in my heart.
Mom, don't blame me, I just want to actually meet my big brother.
"There's a Ten Peerless Formations there, do you really want to go?" When I walked out of the door, Mengchen appeared at the door and said in a serious tone.
"So what, if it's really him, even if it's my life, give it to him, it's the same!" I said lightly.
Yes, this is also my sincere words, if it is really my brother, even if he wants my life, I will give it away, because this is what I owe him, and it is also what our Zhang family owes him.
"But—" Mengchen wanted to say something.
I didn't give him a chance to speak, and when I went out, I had already put talismans on my legs in advance, and now it came in handy.
A flying body, I'm already a long way from home.
I know they're all for my good, but there are some things that are best for me to face alone.
If I make it back alive, then I'll say I'm sorry to you, and if not, please help me take care of my mother.