September 17th.

It may not be changed in the evening, and I want to drink some wine, I hope you can understand.

I want to use the bitterness, a touch of rice-flavored alcohol, to simply paralyze the brain, not the kind that wants to get drunk, or the kind of building that will shake in front of me, the best.

But before I go out, I want to talk to everyone, my most loyal readers.

Do the math, I have written a book for two years, there are quite a few people who have stayed, writing a book is really boring, I can only support it with your support, I bow here first, thank you.

Now, the shallow body is not good, and the whole body is sick, but I think it's more powerful after the recent update.

Let's steal it today.

I haven't been drunk for a few days, two years ago I seemed to be in a state of getting drunk every day, at that time it was really decadent, that is, unkempt, no vitality at all, at that time I was myself, very lonely, very lonely, there was no one who wanted to talk, but after drinking too much, I was wrapped in the quilt and cried secretly.

But the most ridiculous thing is that I was only in my third year of high school that year, and I should be the sunniest age to bask in the morning sun.

At this time of that year, when the third year of high school had just started, I felt suffocated for the first time because of the oppression of money, feeling helpless, helpless and pathetic, it was the feeling of being by reality, and I was physically and mentally exhausted.

Those who have read the first book know that there is a heroine named Ji Ni in it, this heroine is a character I created by her, a girl who has a very important influence on me and can't be hated, and she also has a Ni in her name.

On September 17, to the shallow, it was really special.

On September 17, 09, I still remember the first semester of the third year of junior high school, when the school first started, it should be five years ago, I was with her for the second time, and that was the day that changed the trajectory of my life, which was originally a straight line but is now chaotic.

I remember, she was very young at the time, I was ignorant and immature, the two of them looked at each other for a long time, but neither dared to take the initiative to talk to anyone, as if they left each other's phone calls in the end, and they were contacted by text messages.

Two years ago, on September 17th, when I was in Mudanjiang, I remember that I lit fireworks and prepared a lot of things, but it was that day that I realized that these romances can only be the innocence of youth, who the cares in reality?

She said this to me when we were separated.

One year in high school, four years in college, two years of work, seven years, before she could stabilize her, she couldn't afford to wait for me, hehe, that time, it was the first time I felt funny, I didn't say anything to her, I left.

After I left, I sank for a long time, I was unwilling and I wanted to stand up, and then I began to choose to write a book, at first I was writing romance, not the kind of pure female romance, the president goddess or the like, it was the kind of story full of negativity, quite sadistic and sad, I just wanted to express it.

Later, a 17-year-old online editor asked me to come to 17 to write a book, I wrote it in my third year of junior high school, a manuscript of hundreds of thousands of words of fiction, which was my first book, and I took 17 to start publishing.

But what is quite worthy of myself is that the first book was in my senior year of high school, and I didn't have it at once, and then I started the second book, and now the third book.

I think that the evil king is not the peak, I believe that the next book will be better, but the evil king I really care, I know that my readers are relatively young, and they sometimes feel heavy when they watch the evil king, not the heavy kind of wind god, the ear root god, their writing is very deep, shallow and shallow.

But my heaviness is relatively abusive, which may have something to do with the experience, and the first way I wrote it.

The evil monarch is a small white market text, but I added some things to the evil monarch, some things are personal concepts, good and evil human nature, and a lot of things, I believe that when it is finished, I should be very disappointed, and even crazy for a while, I can't stop, I can't get rid of it.

I think that among the authors, I should be considered a relatively unreliable, younger, not calm enough, no sophisticated writing, but I will work harder, I often communicate with readers, communicate very seriously, talk some, read more, learn more, to arm myself.

After two years, on September 17 again, my writing has become much more earthy, no longer as floating and flashy as it used to be.

In the past two years, I have watched a lot, learned a lot, and found it a lot more ridiculous.

I used to read an article, which was a relatively old writer, saying that the young people in the 90s were moaning without disease, I thought it was quite right at the time, I think about it now, yes, who can sue me, how can the post-90s be disease-free? Isn't the disease all forced out, infected by the virus? Where did the virus come from? Isn't it the atmosphere of this society?

A while ago, there was a friend holding a bouquet of flowers, to be precise, it should not be a flower, it was a paper flower that fell out of tens of thousands of dollars, she smiled very sweetly and happily, but my heart was quite sour.

At that time, I wanted to ask her, what are flowers for? Can flowers be replaced by money, why do flowers still grow? Why do flower shops keep them? Is money everything?

A few days ago, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, there were a lot of pictures in the space, and there was one that I remember vividly, this picture is a box of moon cakes, there is only one moon cake in the moon cake box, and the rest of the place is covered by Grandpa Mao, I laughed at the time.

In the last few paragraphs, it can be regarded as spitting out the groove, and the dirty words are directly skipped, let me be angry, but I am really uncomfortable, I want to say, what is wrong with this world?

At that time, I asked a few friends from the bottom of my heart, I said at that time, what is wrong with the world?

Those friends told me that it was because you didn't have money, so you didn't know, the pleasure of having money and the importance of money, I lowered my head and didn't speak, I was like this.

But I think that even in a few years, if I had money, I would not choose this flashy thing, isn't the Golden Autumn Festival a family reunion with prominent family affection? Can money buy life and death? I think companionship is more important than money, it's true.

I know that my readers are relatively young, and I also write Xiaobaiwen, and in my junior year of high school, because of the ridiculousness of money, I experienced a bloody plot that can only happen in idol dramas, and my heart of cherishing and commemorating feelings was torn to pieces.

At that time, I wrote a short article, and there was a sentence in it, which said that the deep-rooted feelings on campus are nothing more than a few sports cars and a few bungalows, which are too unstable, and I have actually deviated a little bit over the years, but I think it is very important not to forget my heart, everyone will have a difficult time, and it will not be bitter after this time.

At least, I feel much more relaxed when I talk about it now, because I know that you guys have my back.

Let's go, let's go together, we are in the same boat through thick and thin, until we reach the end of the evil king, step by step with me, we take the same steps, step on the road pushed by every handwriting of the evil king, until we pull up the flag that hangs the book and wave it, that is, let us look back, take a look at the road we have come, that is, maybe someone graduated, that is, maybe someone got married, too many maybe, but, I know, at that time, we must be there!

My shallow army, we are in this boat through thick and thin.

If you see it, let's take a look at it, and let me see the strength of the Asa Army. WAP readers,Leave a top when you see it.,I'll get up tomorrow morning and count.,If the top of the main station and WAP's message,Add together more than 20,Tomorrow's small shallow explosion 5 more——

Shallow.