Author's Preface 9
From the first day I was in the virtual world, I was already destined to continue the entry of the demons in my heart, and fought with the god of time, three hundred and sixty-five days have passed in the blink of an eye, and my world has stopped after the day I lost you, and I have been chasing you! Chasing you who love like a meteor! Constantly falling, falling into the time tunnel, the cycle of laughter and tears, joy and sorrow - do you hear it? Ode to the Night: The Eclipsed Song, Chapter 2, Forgetting the World
That's the scenery of the lake and the mountains. There is a swallow lake in the hillside forest near Xindian Bitan, where you can see butterflies flying, dragonflies shuttling, and insects singing birds!
"If you don't plan to marry me, I will go back to the United States to continue my studies, or you may settle in the United States, I, I don't know your true heart, you are innocent and mature, arrogant and free-spirited, rebellious and genius, such a man, I am relieved and worried, but time does not wait for me, I have my plans and dreams, if you can't marry me, I will go to achieve my life goals." I didn't particularly listen to what she was saying, I knew what she was talking about, but I seemed to hear the autumn wind blowing and the leaves sweeping, the cicadas chirping, the wind rising, as if it was time to leave
"I, I never thought about getting married, maybe I was too young and I just turned twenty, maybe I wasn't that early in the first place, all my male friends envy me for having a very good girlfriend, but the feeling of being too beautiful and happy makes me want to escape, I don't have the vicissitudes of life, I don't have the breakthrough of enlightenment, I don't have philosophy, history, music, the rushing struggle of human nature is not enough, not enough, I am not qualified enough to get married", "Lan! let me think again".
Separation, does not mean regret, breaking up, does not mean that it is not friends, separation, does not mean unhappy, separation is not necessarily wrong, in this world, we once loved!
Love is endless, take a step back, the sea and the sky, but, the authorities are confused, the life involving feelings is unsolvable, and there is no need to solve all the doubts, enjoy it, let the emotions be free, because love is free!
(Wearing pajamas, the sun peeps out of the window, the sky is blue, drinking your favorite coffee, you haven't learned your love of smoking, coffee and cigarettes have always been your favorite in the morning, yes, month! I think of you, do you think of me at this time?) Before I went to the United States to study for a doctorate, I traveled to Venice and Greece, and you didn't go to the airport to see me off, I was sad that I couldn't think of why you, in fact, you were carefree in the world of love, so I left and you didn't feel sad, why are you so contradictory and so sensible? Raising the sails in the port of Venice but not raising your shadow in my heart, wandering freely on the shore of the Greek love sea but not forgetting the quiet in your eyebrows, the moon! Are you really not afraid in your heart that I will never go back and say goodbye? I remember that you can ride a bicycle and lie down on my arms, I said that you are not afraid of death, but don't pull me to see Hades together! I remember you smiled very happily and said that if you give me to Hades, Hades will die happily, and if Hades dies, we will be free, in fact, I think Hades may call you big brother when he sees you)
Separation, who is not sentimental? I just cover it up better, the more I separate from the people I care more about, the more sentimental it is, to a certain extent, I can only vent one-ten-thousandth of it in my music, I can't say the strong sentimentality
- At the end of the land of ice and snow is the snowy peak, and beyond the snowy peak is the ancient mysterious realm of the Ten Thousand Heavens, the realm of the world where mortals cannot advance, until that day and night, my heart hurts beyond the limit, that is, the day and night when I became a demon, I am no longer just a mortal, I have a transcendent and demonic heart, and I have a glimpse of this isolated Ten Thousand Heavens. My body can't enter the Ten Thousand Heavens, but what has entered the Ten Thousand Heavens is my consciousness, and there is an unprecedented world realm in front of me
Engraved at the bottom of Lan's neck, there is a banner at the end of the banner that reads [Cosmic Heavenly Realm], there are two colossal statues like gods, one whose name is good and the other whose name is evil, good smiled when he saw me, evil trembled when he saw me, and a pair of smooth and shiny hands suddenly appeared from the void, grabbing the two colossus statues like a toy, and it was she who stretched out her hand at both ends of the scale that was placed in the Snow Peak Valley across the sky, and I couldn't help but be sleepy: Isn't this the introduction to the cosmic war chronicle? How could Pei Shan, dressed in a yellow dress, appear in front of me? And is this girl Lan real or my dream? Is the woman next to me you or her? Ahhh
If your eyes look so sad, why don't you throw them at me. I was afraid that I would be so shaken that I forgot my sorrowful feelings. Then, when I turn into the autumn wind, you also turn into the autumn wind. When I become a love song, you also become a love song. I overlook all living beings and sit on the top of the world, and you look down on the universe and slowly stand on the top of heaven and earth. I picked up the Sword of Ten Thousand Battles and slashed at the Bell of Destiny, and you picked up the Sword of Ten Thousand Battles and stabbed it at the Lock of Time. I laughed wildly at every day of the years, and you indulged every moment of your time. Roaming in the drizzle, I'm too lazy to hold an umbrella, you're too lazy to hold an umbrella.
Roaming roaming, clenching my fists and sprinting, you stunned to see me rushing towards a certain type of battlefield and saying don't go! I turned around and asked if you want to follow? You asked yourself with a cold, blank expression, what is the meaning of this? I am fighting with the god of time, and I am fighting every second, and I sigh when I am about to fall! What is the joy of life and what is the fear of defeat! I have to fight without company! You say, how can this be like this? This is not the process and result you want, you just want to have peace of mind or happiness and peace! I roared and said that I will change my fate when I choose now! You yelled back and said no, no, don't be lonely! It's too late, each other has already sublimated, and they have elevated their own cognition of the world. ___Alone
I didn't go to Chongqing, but I went to Xi'an first. What difference does it make if a hollow man walks there? The good or bad of this world has nothing to do with me at all, I am so helpless and so light-hearted. Proud, proud! not of the world. Crazy, crazy! Heaven and earth are not tolerated.
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you. You have me in your eyes! In your sad eyes, you have the demeanor of my free life! The wind blows and blows again, people have changed, have you felt it? It seems that it has not changed, it is changing every day, it is changing. Do you feel the wind blowing? The wind blows through your long skirt and swings! Through the rows of buildings, through every sniff, through every rippling mood, through the absurdity that has been blowing through the earth for a long time, and penetrating the hearts of a person after the ascension!
Breathe and breathe in the vast, the sea of people is so vast.
Live in a small town and step on the streets. Often strolling through the endless streets and roads when the sun is rising, walking alone in the barren years, relying on the love of the lone wanderer. Never born but read into the world, in addition to forgetting more personally not lovers and whispering Ha Lu Ha style! Hate dragging mud and water but love long looks! I have no opinion on the world but indulge in breaking the boundary!
Seeing Keats sink into the earth with the regret of love like a nightingale: the pale and terrible emaciation of youth, and then death
Seeing that Davis, who was soft and watery, had two bodies, one was a creature and the other was a soul, and when he saw someone singing the beauty of the world, please stop here, Mephistopheles appeared beside him. Mephistopheles is synonymous: The Devil.
I said don't kneel, I don't want to be the head of all demons, the enthusiasm of the words almost vanished, like a floating light and a flashing image of an Arowana swimming on the wrong shore, spitting foam in his mouth and dying!
I can't see who is in front of the cliffs of the sea in the distance
I can't see your tender eyes
The departure that I had longed for for a long time but couldn't make it happen for a long time gave me an epiphany, and the beginning is the end!
Time goes by and there is no return, leaving sighs in vain
Those familiar protagonists have many opportunities to pass up, and finally choose to go forward
Then they understand that there is a belief in self-righteousness or self-evil
Friends say that since I have known you
Friend: An unruly dragon
A dragon with a pure heart
Silently look at the changes of dynasties in the world for thousands of years
Laughing about the rise and fall of people in the mortal world in the morning and dusk, day and night
However, after all, I can't hide from the soul in my heart, and I am also entangled in love and hatred
A combination of thinking that is the culmination of one
But it is difficult to hide the chivalrous tenderness under the cold coat
Dare to ask Tie Han's slender heart, who will this be for, and for whom will it throb
Let the peak of Gan Mo be sharp, the sword technique to ward off evil spirits is also cut continuously, that thin as silk, as deep as the sea, heavy as the mountain, pure as snow
You-too-the-day, too?
Anfen is stable, really free, steadfast, light, lovely, and confident
Magellan's precipitous adventure
Zheng He's splendid adventure
A gorgeous adventure to sail the seas
ParisMontmartre: Little Hill, London Flying Cabin, High Ferris Wheel, Ireland Skewers, Eland Islands, Switzerland, Secluded Lugarnaau, Who?
Calling me in the headwind? The faint voice slowly faded away, echoing like a flute.
The corners of the mouth are raised
Who is Zhang Piao's long hair? How can she stay in the wind forest? Wandering dreams, dreams, dreams? It turns out that I longed for a lover by my side so much.
She is my lover, and she has never been more hungry for a lover than she is now, and she has grown stronger and more intense!
Is this a man's desire or my desire? All the passions of nature converge into a river and run to the ocean, running wildly! Running wildly! Running wildly!
(You and I have grievances and hatreds, which are difficult to separate, and come and go.)
Let's win with one sword
You don't need to be wordy
Self - Primordial Self - Superego - Selflessness - Self - Common Sense - Insight - Knowledge - Learning - Appreciation - Talent - Consciousness - Laughter and Boredom)