Forty-six, a love letter from a female book friend?
They all say that I have to bear the price for writing it, and a certain part of my book is a true record, and I dare to keep it if I dare to write it.
What is life? I don't care much about anybody's statement.
What is life? Be happy and grasp every time you exist.
Knowing more and knowing less is all yourself.
I read the following, I received a book friend, and she kept it privately, maybe one day everything will disappear, you don't have to remember that you liked me, and it is enough to remember that you have loved and hated in this world, and it is worthy of life to exist once.
There are some deletions, harmless, bright and open!
You can take away my invincible heart, my heart is many, the heart of optimism, the heart of wisdom, the heart of leisure, the heart of pride, the heart of cowardice, the heart of open-mindedness, the heart of freedom, even if you want to take away the heart of depravity, it does not hurt, after the abyss is the heart of rushing
No matter what kind of emotion Brother Long has, he has a vigorous vitality in him.
Brother Long, you understand everything, you are lazy and unwilling to work hard to improve. Even if you are the king, you need to keep going. I'm not as good as you, one thing: I'm braver than you, don't you admit it?
Brother Long, happy to see the words, the busy Brother Long is more energetic, listen to songs and read books quietly at midnight, and then sleep and squint, I can't go up at midnight.
Mobile phone Internet access, Brother Long will type so fast?
Don't joke with Brother Long, when you are concentrating on something, you have strong input, and if you add a little control, it will be even better.
What you like is a comfortable life: music, reading, traveling, beauty and love. In the world, if they can't be related to work, they can only be done in leisure, and they have to rely on lucrative jobs to support these hobbies.
It seems like a good idea to earn enough money for a lifetime in a few years, and then manage your money to make money, and then rely on these to live a middle-class life in the future.
However, social turmoil and rapid change are too fast, and high-yield investment is like gambling, and it is good to win or lose, and the guaranteed financial income cannot keep up with the speed of currency depreciation.
Before Brother Long finds a career that he likes and can make money for himself, real estate, even if he doesn't like it, is a realistic pillar of making ends meet, and it needs to be taken seriously, Brother Long began to return to the workplace, maybe there is a process of adaptation, after all, it has been lost for too long.
But I believe in Brother Long's courage and wisdom, which I have always admired. So in order to have more freedom to do what you like, and to do what you don't like, it's quite motivating. You have to pay to get it, don't you?
You take love as the first, Jin Yong said that love is sex and jealousy, although it is one-sided, but most people practice it. Suppose the women you have loved do not have beautiful appearances, do you still love them? Your love is based on vulgar love, and then requires spiritual elevation, since it is the foundation of vulgar love, you need to be a layman and have it.
In the spiritual world where there are many grains of sand, it is rare to encounter pearls.
When I was questioning the cold world and searching for a new path, your appearance was like a pearl, penetrating the light, and I couldn't help but admire.
I once cultivated to the realm of ruthlessness and desirelessness, and gained incredible energy, which made me believe in the existence of cultivating immortals. However, I am faintly afraid of this ruthless and desireless realm, maybe unwilling, you are a lover, and so am I, too rich in emotion, easy to be moved and desperately invested. It's just that no matter what, you are obsessed with spreading and keeping it, while I have been trying to keep it forbidden, and in the end I will destroy it.
From your love, I learned that I can't extinguish love, my heart has a deep tenderness for you that I have never had, I finally experienced the taste of love, and then produced a strong lust.
Your free and free thoughts have aroused the resonance and further awakening of my thoughts, making me understand: after pretending to be for a long time, free and free has quietly passed away.
My music and books are enriched by your erudition and understanding, and small worlds are formed in my mind, and I experience them, but I transcend them, and I give birth to and destroy new worlds at will, ten thousand laws and ten thousand worlds.
Your kindness, tolerance and truthfulness remind me of the first beauty that bloomed in heaven and earth, I don't agree with excessive kindness and innocence, this is no longer the beginning of heaven and earth, this is a society with extreme material expansion, that will only hurt myself, and sometimes it will unintentionally bring harm to others, but I cherish it and feel distressed.
I discovered that pearls were not beautiful enough and were eager to remove them in order to see a more beautiful glow, but I forgot that eagerness hurts.
I see that you are divided into two worlds: the God of the soul and the demon of the human heart, the God who contains and transcends all things in heaven and earth, and the demon who likes to walk on earth.
What you really love is the woman who has formed since you in the spiritual world, her beautiful spiritual world is as rich and transcendent as you, you are in harmony with her spiritual world and are no longer lonely, and you embrace and possess her beautiful body with your demonic body and are no longer lonely.
The "gentleness" in your heart is not an ordinary "gentleness", but a kind of strength, a gentle force, which comes from the heaven and earth contained and continues to generate itself, and constantly exudes the power to return to all things, forming a yin and yang cycle, like Tai Chi.
The women you meet (past and present) who are loved by the gods or demons that attract you because they fit a certain part are true love, but not true love.
I walked out of my personal love, planted my love in heaven and earth, and walked the path of the world that I determined, which is the meaning of my existence. The conflict between your rich spiritual world and the constraints of reality has caused you distress, and I hope that one day you will find your own path to the world. (To be continued......)