Chapter Twenty-Five: Forever, Fighting with Time
This is my textual world, the garden. We can come and go as we please, like it or not, I like it freely, I like everything freely!
The strongest apprentice Kai who followed me for ten years, is about to leave the real estate industry, a policy has changed his future, remembering that he came with a debt, and I left him to fend for himself in the law of the jungle forest, only to tell him that this forest can survive, and then I ran to the lake to settle down, and he also followed, and since then he has started his ten years of ups and downs, ruthless and weak I have no expression, strong I am very sentimental, sometimes ruthless is not really ruthless but too affectionate.
In fact, I don't know how the love of the road is - heaven - long - earth - long.
At that time, I was not yet eighteen years old, and at the age of fifteen, I took the bus to school, listened to pop music with my head down, looked at the crowd, and thought that I would never be crowded in the crowd in the future, so I got up at 4 o'clock in the morning (in fact, I didn't sleep) and went home later after class.
Since then, I have decided to take all things in the universe as my teacher, and every being is my teacher and not my teacher, I have become a seeker in life, and those complicated human rules are really like floating clouds to me, and I can dismantle the rules, truths, and laws like stars, and walk out of a different and identical life.
It didn't go so well, I was tired of debating with the teachers all day long, my thinking was not as good as mine, I was too conformist, and then I learned smartly, and I became friends with the teachers, and I didn't think much of it between my friends, and I learned a lesson after being withdrawn from several schools, and I went to the school on Sheyang Gang to settle down to be eighteen years old. I don't want to do anything, what is schoolwork! I have learned to pursue myself, just like riding a motorcycle and starting to run. It turned out to be a taste of falling in love with breathing freely.
The only drawback of this photo is that it is almost impossible to find the shortcomings, everything feels very good, I have to find it, I can only say that it is in a foreign land? It's also troublesome to fly, and you can't go often, and it's not fun to go often. Travel doesn't need meaning, just as people live sometimes as long as they live happily, happiness first, nihilism, existential philosophy are all put aside, as long as you are happy and happy everything becomes very simple, however. Just for what is not everyone's happy.
Looking back at my own words, sometimes I smirk, damn, how could I have said something that I can't say now or can't bother to say anymore, maybe it's all nonsense. What is the difference between this me and the current me? How much is the difference in each other's emotions? The evidence is there, unless it is deleted, okay! Continue to laugh proudly, laugh stupidly, smile even if you don't have the ability, arrogant and arrogant.
Everyone is not unique, unique but everyone thinks that they are unique, unique is unique, your sorrow, happiness, pride, gentleness, that unique you, unique you are no longer unique in my mind.
I listened attentively to what you said about the pleasure of traveling, and you said you didn't have to listen carefully, just listen and it will pass. I carefully look at every expression you speak, every expression represents a journey, you say forget it! Simple things can be said inexplicably, inexplicably like to watch you talk, inexplicably very happy, you say what others think is someone else's business, you like to be yourself, I am not just myself, since I have known you.
If you don't want to wake up in a dream, it's too beautiful in a dream, don't wake up, the weak need to wander in the unrealizable beauty of the dream in the world, and then give a saying, there is a dream is the most beautiful, hope is with you, a dream is better than a dreamless person, self-comfort, do not fight for the day, do not seek the future, earn a smile from you at the moment, enough to win eternal loneliness and not be afraid of loneliness, life will eventually dissipate with everything.
In the evening, the customer asked for help to find the owner of a house on Lishan Street, so they ran to see if they liked that one, and when they were looking left and right, passer-by A asked me what I was looking for? Maybe I was wearing a suit and looked like a real estate agent, I handed over my business card, he glanced at it, and suddenly said: Wow! You are the legendary agent strange person. He said that he had worked in a certain large construction company, and their boss had mentioned me more than once, and it turned out that it was so convenient to be famous.
Any person with a strong sense of self is particularly unwilling to die after all, some burn themselves and work hard, some look at the Qin Emperor coldly and look at the Han Wu with a smile, and some wholeheartedly pursue the Tao, this is not the point, the scenery of my hometown has changed greatly, confusing my memory, the barrenness since ancient times, what is good? I swayed left and right, indulged in a leap into the red dust, the red dust was disordered, disturbed, polished my eyes, watched the trajectory of survival, jumped away from the role of people, fought in the other world, and looked at everything like a ferryman.
When I see emptiness, this emptiness is not the other emptiness, the emptiness is like air, I become empty, this emptiness is not the other emptiness, the state of mind is empty, the only thing that can break my emptiness is your tender eyes.
When everything is good, say that this is beautiful, where is your beauty? This city and this country, the fly in the ointment is that this world only lacks your love words, and you can't hear it, so you have to continue to work tomorrow, forget about the world, merge yourself with the world, and say that this is beautiful, float away! This will to forget, there is great beauty, too beautiful, forget the world.
What is the feeling of waiting? Hope is disappointment, and enthusiastic optimists are not very disappointed, and if there is, it is only occasional, and you are too.
Some people say that my love writing is very bad, but I am not a writer, I have to work every day, and I don't write to anyone but you. Some people say that I am a master of love letters, my horse! I only use one percent of my thoughts to become a master at work every day! Some people say that it is a waste of time and no nutrition for bad reviews, and some people say that it is good and fun, whether it is good or bad, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I write it very freely!
It's a little foggy, I like this feeling, for the philosophers who feel the existence of the devil, you and I don't care if you're cold, the light will of the god of war can't be stopped by mortals! Leap, just because I want to, dazzling, just to breathe in front of the universe! Powerless, just to write a poem that is not talented, lah! lah! my heart is a mountain, lull! lu! lu! my heart is into a sea of water, intoxicated and enlightened, keep up, beautiful is about to peak madness. Cool!
Character cannot determine fate, but it can determine what kind of person you are and how you live.
Great Lakes Park is nothing to me. When I was a child, I came to fish with my friends, I was too lazy to learn to fish and watch my friends fish, and occasionally I learned to fish but also fished, and for a while electric toy boats were popular for children to play. In the open space grassland next to the hinterland, there are many people flying kites on holidays.
Bihu Park, a place a few meters away from home, has never been elegant, maybe it's nothing. It's quite familiar, sparse memories, vague, intermittent and vague, and the profound is always the flocks of egrets that once flew, which is called the lake and the mountains, and the farce of the water beer house is no longer remembered.
Work really has to be done, and there is always something to be done. Ten years is enough to divide the victory and defeat, and I used the mentality of easy work, one day, one month, one year, two years, three years, and ten years, in addition to the vision and the big picture, I lost to some friends. At a glance set the world, the realm won the skill, won the character, won the self-knowledge, sentenced himself out, the master of the world is outside the world after all, if you don't really enter the WTO, you can't realize your dream, my dream is only my own knowledge, but the years do not leave people.
Zhang Yusheng sang that the sea was not popular at that time, and later returned to Taiwan from the mainland, the sea has always been the sea, some people say that people used to be marine animals so they like the ocean, and people say that they like to fly, like the starry sky so they used to be flying animals, of course, this is far away, the soul is broken at the foot of the Tamsui Guanyin Mountain, ending the short musical journey of self-freedom and rebellion.
Last night, I was lying in bed watching Zheng Feng's thief world, and I fell asleep when I was thinking about who had better writing between her and the drunkard! I was woken up by the sound of rain in the morning, and I had a good time sleeping until dawn, and on a rainy day, I had a reason to be lazy, so I took the opportunity to read a book! I didn't have the habit of reading, and I liked to read it when I was in an elegant mood, but fortunately I didn't have the habit of reading and reading, and the reading habit I developed should be regarded as having a mind to seek knowledge, right?
The gentle eyes of the proud.
On rainy days, birds and beasts scatter crowds and companies, damp, people are also divided into two sides; half is quiet, half is light worry, worrying is that this is against the ruler in power, I hope that this group of people who are in control obediently accept the arrangement and guidance, thank the power for the survival of the crowd, do not challenge the power, obediently live and fight for the economy to the power and then share the sugar cake to the crowd, so happy and happy, isn't it very good? Why bother to destroy such a beautiful world? Why don't a few people understand it?
After being discharged from the army, I rarely drank alcohol, and when I first discharged from the army, I was not used to not drinking for a day, and I used to drink wildly every day in the months when I was about to be discharged, because I was in charge of tobacco and alcohol, so every brother was accompanied by me, and I was a person who slept before dawn for an inexplicable two-year soldier, inexplicably from fear to falling in love with the military, this inexplicable feeling, this combat engineer should be inexplicable, opening roads in the mountains and building bridges in the water, and blasting mines.
Music also needs to gather talents, when Taiwan refused Wu Qixian's work performance has caused harm, this vote is brainless, does not understand the environment of music, a decree so, stifling the space of music, looking back from now, politics is really the biggest harm to the human race, I can only hope that the future leaders can have more kind wisdom, otherwise they often come and go in harmony, don't you bother!
In 1988, with a strong shout-like love song, with a heavy and light piano sound, he interpreted "Missed Love", telling all the emotions that cannot be recovered, and in 1995, it is still a Yu-style love song, which is no longer as passionate as the missed love, and everything cannot be repeated.
Only for you, I would like to become a shadow and follow you, not an inch, only for you, my heart has become a castle, and my life will be exclusive to you In fact, I have been very careful, ready to love you, until everything is ready in front of me, only for you - Yu Chengqing.
In 1996, I gradually stopped listening to music, first, there was no space for music albums, there was almost no place to sleep, and my mother asked me what I was doing listening to so much music. Comfortable - Yu Chengqing. Free and easy, I chose to become the king of freedom after stepping out of society.
The radio is broadcasting this song, a familiar song, I don't feel it, when I know the meaning of the lyrics, there is no familiar experience, I can only find out the music score that suits me from the melody, a song, a movie, a book, each takes what it needs, it varies from person to person, the same is that the sad time is flying and flying, and the person who dances transforms into a different posture, gradually, gradually, surfaces your face.
From 1970 to 2000, the world world pop music was in its thurging, China was relatively closed and therefore did not fully welcome the event, Taiwan because it had to keep up, so the later Chinese pop music was mainly Taiwan, if there was a participation at that time, the current world world music not to mention at least half of the sky, absolutely wonderful! If you miss it, you can't look back, you can only look forward, Zen has no borders - Zhang Hongliang. Wandering between desire and desire, twisting flowers and smiling, seeing sex and becoming a Buddha.
In 1988, Huang Shujun released a self-created music album, promising to be able to compete with Luo Dayou, time has proved that he can't, but he also added the color of pop music, and his representative works are: non-stop sadness, love syndrome, Weiyang song and later changes 1995, the streets of the future.
The second album was released in 1989, just these two are qualified, and the later works have stopped here, how many high-spirited teenagers have lost between the ideal reality, and they have become devils after saying that they want to be heroes and sages, how many people live in this world but yearn for another world, and how much wisdom can escape from this ancient prophecy. The wild goose crosses the cold pool, the wild goose goes to the pond without taking a photo, and the wild goose crosses the cold pool-Huang Shujun.
In addition to the strong romanticism, it is more important to endow love to overcome everything and surpass the great power of life and death; the reason why the female concubine is used as the beginning and the end is to encourage lovers to pursue their true love regardless of reason or emotion, no matter what kind of contradictions. And, it can bring you unexpected willows.
Tonight's network route is so slow! Go home at night, on the road, ride slowly, think in my mind, what to do, all my friends are married, but there is no unhappy, if there is, at least comfort yourself, the strange thing is that the men are very envious of me for being free and free, and if I want to go, I can go there, I can do whatever I want, alas! I don't want to do this, but what is good? I don't know the way anymore, I want to be extravagant.
I can't stop wandering in the night, thinking about you sleeping in the distance? Is it happiness to love each other like this? It's rare to get together and it's rare to laugh, why do you and I never care about more and less together, it's hard to get together and love and just want to share a future with you, I only insist on one emotion, my hope is so simple, it's hard to get together, love continues, I can understand your heart without saying it. Walking through waiting, you will give me endless love, because of love so wait - Wu Qianlian.
I want to run to you without hesitation, share the true warmth, want to spend this life with you thousands of rivers and mountains, should I fall so deep? I want to open the door of my heart without thinking about it, and go through the bitter and sweet journey, I want to ask you if you know my seriousness? I fall in love with someone, I really have to fall in love with this person. I want to live a life just to impact the almost barren youth, and I always treat you as the person waiting for this life, but reason wants me not to bet too seriously - Wu Qianlian. (To be continued.) )