It's best not to look at the lonely messy notes of the stream of consciousness
Brother Long's stream of consciousness notes!
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After the melodious classical music washes my heart, why do you want to awaken my name?
You are called the goddess of war. There is only one god of war, and when she saw flowers and butterflies flying in front of her, the overture began when she opened her mouth to say that there is love in the world.
The legendary beauty is not my red color, there is no material collapse and there is no entanglement in the lust, the mythical jade girl is not my confidant, let the flood attack every surrounding month, cry!
I stepped into the city of immortals just to find the fairy of this life, he laughed, he laughed, he laughed, you laughed, in the smoke and clouds, I pulled out of this earthly world, and beat the first drum of heaven!
The wind was phaseless, the clouds were uncertain, and they came slowly, so I saw the earth-shattering daughter.
She was naked, a human body, moving, moving, heaven and earth seemed to stop in my eyes, stopped, did not move, and in that moment, I met the god of depression, death, and love at the same time.
When it is extremely affectionate, it is only this God, and when it is ruthless, it is only this God.
The heart is like a dead heart, like a heartless person, he can't laugh, let alone crying, he doesn't even have tears, he is watching and waiting for this life and this situation.
No wonder every time I watch him turn from a man to a beast, and a beast to a man, he always has a little more sadness when he comes and goes, and the high and low tones always wander in the ups and downs of the mood, and the illusion that can't be seen through gives way to the sky!
Oh my God, how long do you have to wait?
It's so amorous, so I don't dare to stay longer, leave immediately, an amorous heart, because it's amorous, so ruthless, who to say?
Relax and have a pot of tea, drink it gently, and drink it gently, but who do you say affectionately?
Two beasts that hissed. Spit out the loneliness of heaven and earth. Tomorrow there is no more to see, the face of the worry is different, this taste is debauched and indulgent, it is better to be presumptuous. Came and went.
That commotion of the body, a bamboo piano, the gentle wind, swaying. She said that it is better to kiss nine minutes and nine seconds ago! The spring in her hand, the moment of condensation, with the beautiful scenery of the distant green, dance a piece of nature!
She can't restrain her desires, and the atmosphere cultivated in this city. Kissing her own hand, her left finger, her saliva, slightly wet.
I think about it, I think about it, wow! I can only imagine what you look like, bright, beautiful, superficial, smart, seductive, seductive. Spring. It's a fierce day, a short day.
It's so amorous. So stay longer, it's hard to leave, an amorous heart. Because he is amorous, he pretends to be ruthless and tells whom?
Come and relax a pot of wine, drink it strongly, heavily! but who do you say affectionately?
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I haven't finished reading a book for a month, I can't bear to read it and it will end, and my casual life has become like an art, and I don't know what to do.
A life that is too serious makes people withered and frightened, and a life that is too easy and simple makes people feel like they are spending years of Zen.
The beautiful ones are not like words! Helplessly, the flowers fell, and the familiar swallow returned, but it was just that! At that time, the bright moon was there, and the clouds returned. It's just day after day.
Please give me a real sorrow so that I can still have the motivation to open my eyes, close my eyes and where are you?
Looking at the flowers in the fog seems to be drunk, who are you waiting for?
A: Hey, hey!
I can't understand your thoughts, your poems are imprinted in my heart, so the color of the wind can't be seen, your worries lock the face, deep into a prison, I can't escape in the prison, call!
One day, on a serious 800-day day, in a quiet land, in the usual lanes and alleys, I asked myself, suddenly, I asked myself, if there is no you, if you exist in this world at the same time
Living in a dream is a bit like a spring dream of an ideal country, and after the dream is even more desolate, in the dream you are you are always happy and beautiful fairy.
Who wants to wait like this? Everyone in the world is waiting, you and I are waiting, waiting is already happiness and happiness, conquering happiness! Being able to think of a girl's face is happiness!
Let it go! Happiness since ancient times. But what can I say?
How many tastes are buried in the heart, gradually forgotten and gradually precipitated as the sun rises and the moon rises, grabbing whose hand to move forward, letting that come and go, in and out, all in emptiness, although laughing out loud can't hide the spaciousness of the heart!
If this is such a good weather, I don't know how the road will become like this, they say that if you make a mistake, you will lose the whole game, I don't know where the wrong step is? If a flower blooms on the battlefield, it is more dangerous than a flower on a cliff!
When everyone wants to be happy, it's not happiness, I shouldn't expose your inner illusion, such sweetness and bitterness are pain, in June, my heart has lost its tenderness, I get wandering and old age, I can't hear loneliness and the crowd, what season is this, the slight heart is cold, you are colder.
But the fragrance of flowers falls all over the ground, and love is lost, or is it fluttering in the wind? You say that I have never been really lonely, so I can't really love you, lonely! Lonely? What is loneliness? What is loneliness? He said it was meaningless.
I, I, I didn't say it, I couldn't say it, the crowd was so noisy! At this moment, I thought of you, so I was lonely without you, hehe! You must have laughed, laughed! You are in my heart, you are in my heart, I am not in your heart, I am really lonely.
Stretching my waist, I can't even look at it, you ask me what I'm pursuing? Is it you? Of course not, not only, what I pursue is not just leisure, no, not just, not appropriate, no quarrel with the world, yes, no quarrel with the world!
It doesn't matter to me whether it's easy or very difficult, as long as you live with that passion forever, and there is no one like yours in beauty. Every beauty is incomparable!
When I am lost, it is like being in the abyss, and your indifference is like falling into the abyss.
It's such a simple truth, you are so pure and beautiful, ah! how extravagant it is, you can only kiss Fangze in a dream, so I would rather live in a dream if I can choose.
Thinking about it day and dreaming at night, why can't you be together, hug the air, you in the air, love for a long time, fall in love with the air, fall in love with you in your dreams!
Tell me, what kind of world is this, why can't you do anything, tell me, what kind of feeling is this, why is it so empty?
Once upon a time, I didn't like to dream, and I didn't mind having a sweet dream? Perhaps, what could not be done in reality, only in dreams came true. Is life really like a dream and a game?
Love─Love─Dream─
I don't love anymore. Why do you still come? You say that you love Xicheng, the west is the hometown of longing, and people are in the west. I am in the east, on the edge of the eastern wilderness, and banished in the east.
Holding hands and taking a walk, you know it's hard. The difficulty lies in the fit of the heart, who doesn't crave orgasm? Who remembers when he's low? Not a beauty loves a hero, not a hero also loves a beauty, and if you don't love it anymore, why do you still come?
Why do you say you don't love when you still love it? Still can't figure out love? Can't tell if it's just a temporary dislove? Actually, it's love, it's love. Love love is love, love for eternity.
It's obviously a good weather, why can't you go out for a walk? And if you don't have to go, if you go, it's better not to go, it's okay, it's up to now. It's all the spring breeze in the ears. It doesn't matter, there's nothing new under the sun!
No distress is distress. Maybe you lack your lingering attachment, wandering consciousness! The sky is just black and white, I don't care, time is so bright, I don't care, I can't breathe for loneliness, please leave, what's the use of being good?
How to indulge? How to indulge, how strange is that there is no dialogue with you, I just want to hug you, strong, lonely realization, summer is not only, I'm sorry you said that lonely tears are superfluous emotions, I am bad, I can't understand the wandering heart and the heart of Anlai.
The sky is about to see the light again, and the splendid you are about to replace the charming you, and it is another day, a beautiful day, is it going to be ruined? In every moment when I don't meet you and see you, there will always be a lack of a point, a point, a point.
After a period of confusion that seems to have been lived, who has not fallen into the grasp of the god of fate, let me concentrate on thinking about you in three minutes, my friend, my baby, live with me, laugh!
I'm going to Hsinchu tomorrow for a wedding ceremony.
And I seem to be living in a dream, in the dream I thought I was awake, only to wake up and find that I was still in a dream, there was no you in the dream, I was living in a dream.
Lala!
Time waits for no one, I wait for time, time escapes faster than anyone else, I want to be sad, I should be sad without you, but I am very happy, I will always be happy without you? I hate myself like this. I shouldn't be happy without you, I shouldn't think that you're still so happy but without you!
How could this be? After staying up for many years and nights, the enthusiasm is not extinguished, so gentle, gentle, you have such an ultimate look!
Dong, who I haven't seen for a long time, will go with him tomorrow, and I am very happy!
Some people say that there is a kind of true love, called the true love of freedom, which does not have to be together, and because there is each other in the heart, everything is fine, and it is said that this kind of love is selfless love.
I don't understand why I still want to have you, and whether I have you or not doesn't affect my happiness, the only thing that is certain is that I miss you very much, I think about you happily, and I hope that the next time I think of you, I will be sad, because there is no you.
There is no rain during the day, and it is quite good to have rain at night. Diluting the heat of the day, the atmosphere of the day's excitement, a case that is being discussed is handled by a colleague, the mood is up and down, and the head is still hesitating whether to deal with it in person? Even when I get home, I still think about this matter, and it is really leisurely.
I haven't been in the company at night for a long time, and if a single person doesn't have one thing to do for a long time, there is really a lot more time, and there are more things to do. I don't want to learn more from others or from others, I always spend my time listening to the rain, listening to music, watching movies, reading books, surfing the Internet, no one can prescribe how to live, how to live, just like it, as long as you have the ability, make your own decisions.
Time is used by oneself, how to use it is one's own business, and it is not time that controls oneself when you are in charge of time.
Of course, the last thing must be lost to time, but with you living together in this world, I am not afraid at all, I am only afraid that I have not seen you when the time runs out, of course, not only, I am afraid that I will not have the opportunity to kiss you.
I like to kiss you, that's one of the motivations for me to live, kiss you millions of times before I get tired, right?
Listen to the rain and think about you, this is also a lonely romance, but where are you? You are in my heart, but I feel even more lonely, unspeakably lonely you. It's me.
A smile that can't be hidden. The salary of the work is in hand, the heart is mixed with joy and emptiness, the rain is falling in the night, what am I going to realize in the end?
This is what I want, not what I want, success or failure, regardless of the heart, is a cultivated person, not me.
Through your introduction, I said to you in the afternoon that the amount of experience is not absolutely important. The important thing is a person's cultivation and depth, it doesn't matter how many countries you have traveled, what matters is a person's realm and vision, so that our hearts are full of goodwill wisdom!
Obsession is terrible, only oneself can realize it, and no one can change oneself. Unless I want to, just like I like to smoke, I am still obsessed, and the difference between smoking more and smoking less is that I can't stop smoking.
Temptations are everywhere, light and darkness exist at the same time, and it is not easy to control, especially the power of gold and the beauty of the world. Even now. Only you know in your heart, although sometimes it is very difficult to tempt. But most of the time you have to resist temptation, especially when desire triumphs over reason.
Who is not a mortal who will grow old? Who is not an animal that will disappear? True feelings are precious, freedom is hard to find, and human nature is realistic and contradictory, just like Yankee fans, the same person who performs well is applause! Poor performance is booing! If one team wins, the other team loses.
People should either be humble or arrogant, otherwise you can go and you go? You have self-confidence, you invite, people who have no ability and love to criticize the ball game or life will not be able to figure out that it is themselves who have no strength.
It seems to be mentioned, I fantasize a little, smell your hair, not only fluttering, a kind of happiness, a little fantasy, holding your hand, more joyful and happy than in a leisurely life! Mainly to say these two? a little elegant and poetic!
I like to listen to lyrical music, especially majestic and shocking songs, and my mood will be moved by the ups and downs of the melody, but I can't quite describe the feeling, just as I can't describe how attractive you are to me?
Time is a very strange kind of magic, forgetting sadness, remembering joy, remembering troubles, forgetting dangers, indistinguishable and clear, remembering and forgetting, forgetting and remembering, and I can only say that the magic you bring me is not inferior to the influence of time on me, although you have not done or said anything.
It's no wonder I've heard some people say for a long time that to have the most love, to have true love, is to have the whole world. It's no wonder that I feel that you are my whole world at this moment! That's really the extreme, and I only have you in my eyes.
There is only you in my eyes.
But I need to exalt, thunder the spring strike, to scream in the desert, to knock me down on the silent sky!
If you're gone, I'm drunk with the world, happy and lonely, if you're not there, the shining stars are far away, I can't hear, I can't see, the wild moon, but I need to cheer up!
Give me a dance, bring a little cigarette, just a little drunk and emotional, fog also with a little, I know that you dance better than anyone else, a charming pair of eyes, raise the corners of your mouth, for a moment, it is so cute, shameful, proud.
But I need to vibrate, in front of the green grass, drop the music, enlarge your heart, until it is combined with heaven and earth, from extreme stillness to running, shouting and shouting, directly hoarse, again.
Look at this incoherent and ominous love, I know that you have the posture of a queen, looking down on all beings, raising your angelic wings can not meet your arrogant speed, raising your red black wings, and meeting in an instant!
But I need to fly with my wings, and cut through the power of heaven day after day, and accompany your strength to survive.
But I need to vibrate the pen to record, laugh and play with innocence and indisputable signs with the world, and bring your chuckles!
Come on, don't give me a drop of wine. (To be continued.) )
PS: It's best not to look at the lonely and messy notes of the stream of consciousness, they are all written instantly, without thinking about it, just like swordsmen who have made moves with each other, they are already making moves, and there is no time to think about them! The battle of the peak! No move to fight no style! I don't know if there is a writer in this world who is completely unprepared like me? I wrote on the spot, even after thinking about it for 80 days, my friend said that he would also scribble, and anyone would scribble! I said okay, if you like it, go and write! Continue my easy road, people and books are one! Don't you find out? Unless you are a fool! Assuming that you have read my text, then you should know that I am in community with the book, thank you for following you, seeing Tuxue irresponsible, thank you!