Chapter 12: The Sorrow of the Way

Turn-change.

There is no hustle and bustle on the outside, the inside is cloudy and rainy, there is nothing to do in the world, nothing to do in the world, nothing to do but I don't want to be light, still light, not clear, and at ease!

In fact, there is not much sadness, but a little sadness is sadness! At first, there was no sadness, but as I roamed, the sense of time increased, and I heard that sadness started in solitary travel.

What does this feel like? Happy and lonely, relaxed and sad, go there if you can, I can't forget me in the world, I can't find a way, full of feelings, but too diverse, not simple, all kinds of uncomfortable, too much to see in the present, just waiting for myself to savor.

Don't you have pressure? Crow, crow, I've heard it, I haven't seen it, don't you travel to decompress? What pressure is pressed, I'm afraid that there is no girl, then what are you sad about? Sadness is just sadness, sadness can't be? I don't want to be sad, sadness comes naturally!

Yes, there should be, there are too many reasons, but they can't be stopped. Isn't your state of mind transformed? Don't you? Of course you will, but why should I turn around? If I turn around, and I can go there, wouldn't it be better if I didn't grieve forever? Definitely not!

I walked step by step, I was counting the time, the train waits for no one, the next station, I have to go back and continue, can I get there? I walked for more than two hours at a time, except for the march, I have not walked so long in my life. And sitting, too, except for being a soldier, has not taken a train for more than 12 hours.

And I didn't walk alone for a long time, even if I was alone for a long time, the difference was that I told her. I brought a book to accompany me, and it seemed like I wanted to learn from her, but this book of hers was actually very disdainful to me, as rambling as I was! The difference is that she is a doctor of literature, so the text and content are ten thousand times better than me, the problem is that she has no ideas in my eyes.

Even if she thinks she has, to complicate things, to refine them, to organize them. Literary. The things that are scoffed at are exactly the same as the law of law, which is obviously simpler without the ability to say, but it is like an academic tower, and you have to be professional to understand what a group of miscellaneous people are doing. Philosophy and medicine are even more. All the houses are.

But if you don't, you're not human. You can't blame them, after all, they are ordinary people, after all, they are human beings. Who would look at them as if they weren't human? Suspicious! In this way, I also complicated myself, so that there was more content and more words. You don't see that the language of the law is all neurotic, rigorous and hypocritical, they are all very messy but they think they are humble and a little learned, they often have faith! This is the world of words, and the power of earnest admonition has unconsciously played a role, so she is a professor, I can't say her name because I forgot, but the book worthy of my companionship is not, it is I who I want to take with me, she is the flight of desire, fly there, the flower of Hualien.

There is a window in the Eslite bookstore in Taitung, the view is very good, so good that I don't want to go to the book and just want to watch the window outside, maybe it's not the best, it's what I thought so much at the time, and I left, when I left, I remember to buy Lin Xi and Chen Lerong's book, Chen Lerong's book I didn't want to buy, I saw it in the Dunnan store before, but it didn't have a trial book, that is, it was wrapped, I hate the book that is wrapped up and not let people read, it is not worth reading enough, I have no confidence, I'm afraid to read it, fewer people buy it, Chen Lerong's book in Taitung Eslite store has a slightly cracked, I opened it slightly, there are lyric writers I admired, so buy it๏ผ

I also walked in Taitung for about two or three hours, and this time I didn't count the time, because I had to stay from three o'clock to ten o'clock, and I couldn't go all the way to ten o'clock, so I looked at the people here, at least it was more comfortable. I should live here, Hualien can too, but I can't, at least not now, not necessarily in the future, the world can't be expected, maybe this reluctance is also my pressure, it's so big! No hatred is considered contentment, and love is more winter than Taitung!

I bought some lottery tickets on the unknown road street in Hualien, Hualien didn't bring me good luck, I often want to get things for nothing, everyone knows that the road is very cool, the prince of the king, the rich and rich, it's too tiring, no wonder Xiaomo and Xiaoma want to love, but everyone is more stupid, because who can be eternal and forever young, no wonder learning is born like this, the rules and fantasy games of small groups of people and small rubbing people, when the time is full, it will be a problem, and the problem is a problem.

I kept finding that little bit of sadness in my heart and looking at her squarely, and sadness was just sadness, that sadness. The photo is Hualien, Hualien is a fierce sadness, but it is my great attachment. Coming here, the taste is different again and again, and it changes with age.

It was my other land, even if it was a little damaged, at least it was still there, where it was feared, where it was loved, when both bodies and minds were equally experienced, there was a feeling, and this feeling was mine, just as my words were supposed to belong to me.

For many years, I was as free and at ease as the blue sky. It's easy and light, but no, I shouldn't just be like this forever, I should be sad, no matter how depressed or depressed, how can I only be so sad?

I enjoy the sad me, I don't appreciate the open-minded me, the one I am too absolute, just as I should be more absolute, right, I don't care, what I want is not kindness and compassion, I want real sadness that belongs to me, not mundane sadness.

You don't understand sadness, it's not crying, it's not pressure, it's not ruthless, it's not natural and man-made disasters, it's not seven emotions and six desires, it's not life and death, joys and sorrows, it's not, it's not lamenting the changeability of the world, the vast sea of people, the vast world, the passing of time and time, sadness doesn't need answers, I know the way.

I'm looking for the sorrow of the broken void in my heart, whether it's nothingness or the sorrow of the Tao! I grasp Him, I feel, it's hard to grasp it, it's very firm, I don't want to grieve because I want to be invincible or to be a warrior, or even a wise man, wisdom is useless to me in this world.

Distant mountains, green trees, good scenery. The world looks at how leisurely I am, and how lonely I look at the void. How can it be compared? The boring world, the ups and downs of the mood, the tendency to continue to degenerate, fall into the realm of carefree and indisputable, listen to a song of the defeated general, the same proud laughter!

When I went to the High Court on Bo'ai Road in the morning, I was summoned as a witness to find out that the incident happened in 102 years, and what kind of airplane was there? Who would remember what was done there one day many years ago? In vain, I think there is a female judge who is quite smart, but they are too ignorant of sociology and waste time.

However, it is also a new thing to me, and I think that if I can have a wife who is a judge, I think I will have a chance to say something dialectical! But I think she may be angry with me, how can there really be such a guy in the world!

For example, the tree in front of the door, inconspicuous, but very important, the important thing is not the existence on the road, it is only the tree in my eyes, the world of me today, and the world world world every time I smoke, which means monotonous and simple.

The happiest thing at 10 o'clock tonight is to buy a book called Piao Miao Journey, and read it quietly for ten minutes, the night god, and it is midnight again, if there is a proposition that everything that can be thought of must exist, and everything that must be necessary is nothing strange, and the word strange will disappear from the world.

Time has been played away, and I haven't played anything, it's not that I haven't played with you, how can I have a lot of fun?

I can't find any excuse, and I bury myself in the sound and light virtual world of tens of millions of people fighting and adventuring, because I question that this world is too lackluster, so I don't care about how much the world is, in vain, in a flash, and ten years are gone! (To be continued......)

PS: It seems to say something, and I forgot what I just wanted to say, so I had to say thank you to my friends who voted for the monthly ticket, although the dragon Yin Yue voted the most, but one person hit the world, a few friends helped to fight, although they can't beat the sky, the courage of the horseman is better than the coward!