Chapter 12: A Magical Song
The night comes silently, time engulfs it, and the feeling of love between intentional and unintentional is lingering, heh! This indescribable regret is the struggle of fate!
My relationship with him is growing every day, getting more and more familiar with each other, and I can't tell whether I appreciate him or like him or whether I really love him.
I remember one afternoon it suddenly rained heavily, it came very quickly, he and I were both drenched in the rain, because there were no people on the mountain road, he rode fast, as if he was running in the light clouds, wet answer I had to stick to his back, he suddenly smiled and said to me, "Hey, please don't sexually harass me!" I quickly replied to him: "Hey, hey, it's all so fast on your motorcycle, and you said!"
On the winding mountain road to Tamsui at Linkou, when I hugged him from behind, I felt a very safe and warm feeling, I felt the sound of his breathing heartbeat, I felt that I was one with him and the motorcycle, I felt that the whole mountain road was one with us, I felt that I wanted time to stand still forever.
This feeling is very gentle and wonderful, so close to the beautiful state of mind that would rather die and have absolutely no regrets, this should be related to my final awakening, return to the City of Roses and officially become the queen of roses, and each other have the experience of leading the way and parting with each other, two completely different joys and tastes of enlightenment!
The romantic summer was particularly dormant that year, and I hope not to wake up too soon, the gentle wind blowing on his cheeks as it passes over mine, the bright sunshine. The sound of the treetops was sighing! The speeding motorcycles were ringing with each other, and my hands were holding me tightly and gently, and I thought that there was no way to find such a two-hearted relationship, the simplest love, the simplest happiness, the simplest love in the whole world, was sublimated here, and it was also like the enlightenment of Bodhi in the words of the Buddha! Full of spiritual soul. After leaving Gu Huaxia, I have a deeper experience, just as occasionally I think of him, it is just a "pleasant and pleasant" accidental thought, Tian Tian is faint and sweet and soft. This should be the thoughts that transcend the sour thoughts. Like the sweet taste of lemon.
I remembered the words of a poet he liked in ancient China: "Between heaven and earth, everything has its own master." I don't have it, but I don't take anything. But the breeze on the river, and the bright moon in the mountains. Ears are heard. The color of the sight. Take it without prohibitions. Inexhaustible. It is the infinite treasure of the Creator. 》Former Chibi Fu - Su Dongpo.
In the vicinity of Bitan, which used to be in the lake and mountains, there is a quiet swallow lake in the hillside forest, where some butterflies are flying and dragonflies are shuttling on the green leaves of the lake. There are also filamentous insects singing and birds singing, but I seem to hear the sound of the autumn wind blowing the fallen leaves and sweeping the earth, the cicadas are singing, the wind is rising, as if it is time to leave each other, so natural, separated, does not express regret, break up, does not mean that it is not a friend, separate, does not mean unhappy, separation is not necessarily wrong, in this world, we once loved together! Love is endless, taking a step back is the sea and the sky, but the authorities are confused, and there is no need to solve all the doubts in the life that involves feelings, and there is no need to solve all the doubts, and enjoy it to let the emotions be liberated because love is freedom!
I was wearing pajamas, the sun peeping out of the window, from the window I could see the world of the world, the sky was blue, drinking his favorite coffee, I didn't learn his love of smoking, coffee and cigarettes have always been one of his favorites in the morning. He was carefree in the world of love, and from his heart, I seemed to really hear the music he composed. Ode to Black: The Piano Extinction, Chapter 1 - Extinction of Love. In his world of music and the world of words and language, almost all of them point to a kind of [state of mind], on the path of life and existence that he desires, in a world of absolute self, without rules, without restrictions, without absolute purpose, it is a metaphysical realm, and this realm can only be understood forever.
One day he broke into my dream to build a dream, engraved the word "fate" on my right shoulder, drew the word "fate" on my left shoulder, and split out a "Great Wall" in the middle, and suddenly appeared under the city Countless corpses that had been piled up, only a very small number of human races crossed the wall, I saw him transform into a shadow like a demon head, and his consciousness transmitted to me to tell me that his name was Wang Feng!
Some cracks appeared in the plane, and he vanished. He once said: Time and space are ambushed in some gaps, and some of them are realms that the human race can never reach, and the ancient Chinese people called it the realm of the outer world, which is different from the world realm of the outer heavens, two completely different places, the realm of the outer world is still above the outer heavens, and its rank belongs to the more vast other layer of the world realm
Until now, those who belong to a certain dream realm are those who cannot really know, unless they have a pilgrimage realm, and they do not want to wake up in unconsciousness and happiness, which is a kind of magic that makes the human race boundless and boundless, and falls into a metaphysical otherworld.
In addition, this metaphysical human race world is far inferior to the world where Wang Feng is about to go, thinking for ten thousand years, when fighting with the gods, he understands what it means to "be cold in high places".
The wind of the king belongs to a beautiful and desolate posture of fighting alone, especially in me and the future, she has left one after another, and she is even more lonely for a lifetime, just like the strangulation of solitude seeking defeat!
When he stepped out of the drunken dragon residence under the name of Long Yinyue in ancient Huaxia, the hermit's free years were insulated from him from that moment on, and he finally stepped into the red dust of the world, and decided to start picking up the invincible demon head, that is, the other self with the extreme of good and evil may be that he was destroyed by the demon head.
Use consciousness to write the story of our subordinates in each other's youth in ancient China, sublimate our mutual feelings, and entertain each other's other powerful competitors [Time and Years], he put his lover you (Luo Xiaoyun) in the future, into the thoughts of the love world, beyond the ordinary every day, alluding to you is the moon, he is a dragon, combined with Jackie Chan Yinyue. Then we are happy beings with each other, we are all good, we are holy, we are human beings, we are immortals, we are gods, we are at large, we are free and easy to enter the demons, we are simply called the demon heads, and we are a magical song
I also mistakenly think that you are leaving, desperate for yourself, thicker than the iron wall, I hope to see your warm smile, in the world of the world do not forget to dazzle yourself, not afraid of the world world to make fun of or ridicule!
Create the world that moves you, beauty is a kind of touching in the red dust, the soul makes her extremely tender, with the temperament of the world, the eyebrows naturally exude charm, the charm of the king, the unparalleled readers of the world themselves, there must be disappointment, not too much to care about is free and easy, the right mentality determines a person's bearing and breadth height, the same day is nothing, as long as you don't lose your sincerity and enthusiasm for yourself, never be discouraged, endless desire and failure are nothing, as long as you will not be insatiable, understand the value of existence, even if there is nothing in appearance, I am most afraid that you are just empty and superficial, rushing to your lifeJust like quietly looking at the sea, the soft existence, gently thinking that the world is very beautiful, worthy of deep affection, no regrets!
Go shopping, watch movies, visit music stores, Eslite bookstores, drink coffee, drink afternoon tea, taste life, even if the outside is not free, there is a vast and beautiful world in the heart. Fly all over the sky. Self-love, cherish everything, brilliant, dazzling brilliance, dim and discoloring are the past, as long as the living who has not experienced, no one can forever, quenching out the mature flavor, a kind of freedom!
Insight into the essence of all worldly things, the world's affairs are naturally clear in the heart, evolve, beyond perception, swallow the wisdom of heaven and earth!
"Recently, my mind has been on a case at work, and this case needs time to wait, but if it is negotiated, it will be much more stable. In this way, at least it is happier to write words, even if it is hard-written.
The reason for the embarrassing situation is also caused by my own personality, I originally had savings on hand, and I squandered too much (more than half of them donated to people in need), which is also beyond my means!
Things are done, there is no right or wrong, now is the time to find a way to make yourself at ease, in fact, I am already very at ease, beyond myself! Typhoon day, happy Mid-Autumn Festival holiday with each other! Ha Lu Ha! Smile life! (To be continued......