Chapter Forty-Nine: The Bodhisattva Fears the Cause, the Ordinary Man Fears the Fruit, and the King is Fearless II

Because I had to be a soldier, the tape albums on the ground were flooded, the windows of the room were not closed and there was a typhoon, and later, there were too many things, and at the age of 30, I threw away all my collections, except for my family, the only witness was my first girlfriend, she looked at me with a surprised face, how to collect countless music albums, I was very proud! Later, I felt that I was an idiot, music is for listening, feeling, not for watching.

I want to get married, I have lived alone for a long time, and King Xiaoyao can't keep doing it, and if I go down again, I have a premonition, which is self-destruction.

I'm not afraid at all, but I'm afraid that you'll be unhappy, if you're unhappy, that's my sin, if you're not happy, my life will be meaningless, so I have to dedicate the rest of my life to small Taiwan, if you don't love me.

Company A oppressed Company B in my name, and I was already very annoyed by the boss of Company B, and I was a standard adulterer, so I didn't object to Company A's unauthorized decision to cause Company B to hate me, and I don't care, after all, I am a person with a clear personality, even if I often have no quarrel with the world, and then Company A and Company B cooperated, I didn't say anything, after all, cockroach-like businessmen exist. In the morning, I was called up again to ask to go to the suburbs for dinner, but I declined.

To crack it, to dismantle, the best way is to encounter a more profound and beautiful memory to accumulate again, or to make the feelings of this old memory detached, it is easy to say, it is difficult to do, stay, she has stayed, and in less than twenty years, it is meaningless to correct the intersecting memories, because each feeling is only its own.

I received a call from Caimin, wondering how he found me, he said that he would find it by searching on the Internet, and it turned out that my name and mobile phone number were arbitrarily disclosed, hehe, it may be time for me to hang. No matter what, when it comes to Caimin, he is full of bittersweet and bitter memories, he was my friend when I was a soldier in Hualien. Because he was a nervous person, we were often punished collectively, and the army demanded a joint sitting method, and he called me to tell me that he was getting married.

It was slow at first. With a reluctant attitude, he learned all kinds of combat skills and all kinds of blasting, building bridges, and mines quickly accepted his fate. began to show another physiognomy, the physiognomy of the water, the ugly self is called the magic moon, and the good one is called the master moon, and the strong style rises, and only the strong can be free in the army, and then continue to be yourself. Remember that I learned that I can sleep anywhere, that I can survive anywhere, and that I learned this useless, useful is spiritual.

There is a side of consciousness that I am arrogant. Coupled with the baptism of the army, more proud of the existence of everything, people who come out of hell, the vision is different, I believe that people who are the same body as the universe are absolutely not afraid of everything, cold-blooded and hot-blooded are of the same origin, and the other means that the good is more good, and the evil is more evil, philosophy has a concept, the more high-end must come from the lower end of existence, which means that there is the most beautiful existence or art must appear on the other side, coexisting in one world, 23-year-old I didn't say much.

This turning point is 23 or 24 years old, I still don't understand what it means at that time, the products of the times, the products of China, in an environment only seek the greatest freedom, only the strong have more freedom, the soft always comfort the soul freedom is freedom, are all contempt for the cognition, and when the cognition of God or everything is just like this, the human standard disappears, at this time it is a foundation, the idea of breaking the void begins to grow, when the mind is only like this, the realm of breaking the Tao appears.

At present, the biggest turning point appears at the age of 28, the death of a confidant, the abandonment of the outside, the emptiness of the inside, I am nothing, there is no self, there is no self, everyone is me, I am also everyone, I do not exist, I only exist in the cognition of human beings, I do not exist, because I disappear with my confidant, martyrdom, confidant's feelings, all the way wild, no quarrel with the world, invincible realm, infinite, lawless, heavenless, infinite, boundless, until the reinterpretation of the King of Ease, from then on I am the master of the time I want.

When you meet me at the age of 10, you wonder, oh my God, how can there be such a child in the world?

When you meet me at the age of nineteen, you meet me who is the most rebellious of me who is persistent and innocent.

When you meet me at the age of twenty-eight, you will meet me who is the most restrained and fearless.

Fortunately, it is also unfortunate that you meet me now, now me, I don't know what the Tao is me, knowing the Tao is also equivalent to not knowing the Tao, the ever-changing heart, the only constant is not change, but always the same, the heart is like stopping water, the realm of the peak, and the creation is by me.

The complete [Music Love Letter] must be integrated into Luo Xiaoyun's private message, because writing will be happy, so I wrote, of course, I think it's not good, but I can't stop writing because it's not good, daring to write is one of my styles.

Admittedly, everything is written as I want, I can't write seriously, serious, it will make me extremely thin, that's why I can't challenge the 19-year-old me, the one who wrote the first love letter is too persistent, too good, too bad, even if it's natural.

Noisy Friday, the company had a meeting did not enter, drink coffee outside the door, take two photos, good weather, entered the company only to know that the laptop was closed yesterday, the base is hot, the song is not my mood, put on headphones, is not to listen to the voice of colleagues, often wear headphones, if you often listen to loud rock music, it may be easy to cause heavy hearing, fortunately, in recent years, there is no good rock song to listen to.

I found that my colleague Xiao Luo also has a file, and he seems to have come to watch me play, but he is often looking for opportunities to sell the house he is responsible for, unlike me who never talks about business, which he admires me, which is also why I am never famous for making the most money at work, and it rains heavily in Taipei at night!

SKY is sunny and sunny: [Photography appreciation] Every girl's growth begins with a cry, and then understands the true face behind the rose veil. Picture BY Lens in the Black and White World Realm.

SKY Sunny and Sunny: freedom ─BY's brave heart, free, Paganini's 24 violin capriccios, can be said to be his representative works of violin playing art. In particular, its thirteenth Caprice (The Devil's Cry), which Perlman plays.

Caprice 13 (The Devil's Cry)

SKY is sunny and sunny: the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River. Outside, the still water flows deeply.

It's quite charming Gangnam.

I finally had the opportunity to negotiate two cases, and I finally felt the money I earned by my strength, and I had experienced the taste of having no money, and when I made money, I breathed a sigh and said, it's good to be rich.

When there is no money, it is bitter, and Ha and Ha are living by good credit. This time, he quickly defeated his opponent and fastened his heart, and only after getting the most did he know that he was the fastest, even if he didn't make a lot of money. But it's enough, keep up the good work, come on the authority of real estate!

Lao Tzu, I am rich - my friend's verbal Zen, but unfortunately it is all his. It has nothing to do with me.

I don't know if it's good or not, sometimes it's like this, you're welcome. I can take it as much as I can. The other I want to be selfish. One I said that love should be pursued bravely, one I said that what belongs to you is yours, one said that I have absolute wisdom and confidence, one I said that I have the way back, please leave the way back, one said that I have more than enough strength to help others, and one I said that I want to help too much. Fulfill your dreams first.

I forgot how long ago I read the book "Starting from Scratch", the author Thundercloud Storm, the pen name is quite cool, and then I read it on the Internet, and I read the physical book first. Because the author writes too much and is too complicated, I gave up reading, the first time I encountered because there was too much content to parry so I couldn't read, the video game-like epic works in the era of online games, admired him for being able to ignore as if to say: Love to watch or not is your family's business, it doesn't matter if it's good or not, don't bark if you don't understand! Just to write, okay!

I don't know whether this theory is true or not? Because I haven't had a girlfriend for a long time, if I get it, I will definitely cherish this girlfriend very much! Hehe, it has been raining heavily in the middle of the night, and I can still hear the sound of the rain when I put on my headphones, and I want to go out to buy a supper to eat, but I am too lazy to see the rain, and the holiday rooms are full of relatives, so I dare not go downstairs to cook hot food to eat, and I am not the only night owl, so let's wait for the rain to stop!

When the autumn wind rises, I don't care anymore, it's time to fulfill all my wishes.

Jolie Luo Xiaoyun: What you say is what it is, anyway, I don't care.

Autumn to Neihu, by the way to find me for help, in the old business card, saw her surname Liang, all forgot, it doesn't matter, life is always hard for some people, just helped Zijie understand some of the judgment of the importance of work, the time has been quietly one o'clock at midnight, some people's way of survival is always more difficult There is no way, it is unlikely that everyone is at ease, incomparable, I took a look at what I did today, the sun and the moon are free, the sun and the moon are free.

Like a child who is absent from each other, when the computer sister looks at the space like a bright pattern and is annoyed, the last words of the music emperor's brother before his death surfaced, and then when he looks at the space in front of him, he suddenly produces different visions, the pole is fast, the rhythm is like a meteor jumping, countless notes flicker irregularly, the universe Wanyin Hall presents countless planes, music masters from the major galaxies, one after another, just when the interstellar life is disappointed, a shocking dazzling color penetrates.

The computer sister who incarnated as the goddess of the starry sky was surrounded by this color, beautiful and mysterious, as if announcing to the universe that this is the way of the universe, that is, the heart of music, the love of music, a little warm emotion leaked from the stream of consciousness of the computer sister, and an inexplicable sadness rolled out with a gorgeous and proud flutter, the computer sister understood that she did not exist, and the music emperor who topped the list of cosmic music retreated to second place, and a name appeared on it, Dementor Luo.

Just as the computer sister decided to close herself off and was about to disappear, the boring god of the interdimensional plane finally appeared, and the story was over—the music of Sanskrit.

Of course, if you really want to say it, you can't finish it without 10 million words, but you don't want to listen to it, so I have to witness it together with the heaven and earth network, and witness that I wrote you into a music story, haluha! Cosmic music novels are not stories that normal people can easily write and are not easy to imitate, they are just written about me and you, the music Sanskrit in the music love letter.

Hello the god of the night! Hello to the unconquered! Come, see whose will wins?

Who else is on your side?

The Easy King, the Demon Head, the Ten Thousand Battles Army, the Music Emperor, the Evil Leader, and the Crazy Moonless.

What about you?

The hermit, the proud, the Lingdu, the forgetful, the boring god, the depressed emperor, the respect.

That's no need to compare, you win.

If you win, I won, ha, ha, my fate is decided.

Wrong, she came, she lost.

Lose, laugh, you don't feel good about losing, it's like you can win or not.

Indulge in a leap, either ascend to heaven or shatter bones, the external appearance of the world, superficial devotion, the enlightened person is just like this, a hundred years are fleeting, desperately chasing eating, drinking and having fun, self-cultivation is just absurd, the nature of courtship or animal nature, instinctive desire is just a human position to explain everything, you smiled generously and laughed, you put me on the table, I am like an ant looking at the sky, the sky is like the universe, I care about you better than the heavens and the earth, but you said that the sky fell and flashed!

Short-handed, short-sighted, you laughed again.

This weird love letter is well received, forgive me for the weird love letter that only you and I can write, right?

The distant barren space before the eternal, the exploding world, the speechless space, the endless world, the ruthless universe, you give it meaning, and what is the meaning, without you forever, it is really every tomorrow that will be forever extinguished and never exist, to this life. (To be continued.) )