Tsutsuki, I don't know much about Yukio Yamashima's saying, "I think that's how human beings are: if you study the question of beauty carefully, you will unconsciously encounter the darkest thoughts in the world. How do you interpret that?

Answer: It may be that at that moment, he thought about the problem of thinking, after all, he was only a Japanese writer, and although he was highly regarded in the field of literature in Japan or the East, he was not very ideologically high.

There is also another explanation, which is that the higher the spiritual level, the more the pleasure of sinking! Just like the more temperamental girls tend to be more attractive if they are debauched!

I guess that in order to break through the limits of the writer's life, he was unconscious or deliberate, so he could not have happy emotions, so when he realized the extreme of beauty, it was also the most unbeautiful moment in the world, and it can be said that he experienced the extreme.

Imperfect perfection is perfect, if it is completely perfect, it is meaningless, for example, if there is a person who is forever young and beautiful, this perfection loses its meaning, because this person is different.

Any problem that can only be felt is explained by oneself, there is no right or wrong, of course, so what he said belongs to him alone, just like stinky tofu Some people think it is delicious, some people are not good, some people are okay, and some people are reluctant.

Because he has a higher level of understanding than ordinary people, some of his levels are not understandable to the general public, that is to say, although what he is saying in words at the moment is not logical, it is in line with his mind.

Ordinary people don't think much about this! Finally, you can use the law of contradiction to interpret what he says, and the most beautiful can only be completely set off by the other side! Therefore, the most beautiful thoughts come from the darkest thoughts!

Forget about that year. What is determined is the first strategic master to start.

Since I have no sense of accomplishment in the real estate I work in, I feel that it is too simple, and I spend my time in the online game Century Empire, and the opponent is a human for the first time, which feels particularly exciting and fresh!

In order to become a master, sacrifice all your time to play, and after a year, after feeling that you have almost reached the highest level, you will play casually, and the world and feelings of the game are very complex and subtle, and only those who transcend the heart of victory and defeat can truly enjoy the fun of the game. Otherwise, it is easy to fall into the vision of just addiction and narrow-mindedness.

Century Empire I use the most commonly used anonymous called Guang March. Occasionally, the moon is unparalleled in the world.

The game has real-time strategy, and the Century Empire belongs to this kind of game, and when it's over, it's gone, and you have to start over. There is also a role-playing. The Silk Road and the War Spirit are both.

The Silk Road pictures and character shapes were quite beautiful at that time. Killing the king monster will also leave a name, and all players who are on the Internet will see it! The disputes between the knights and thieves of the merchants and the protectors, and the hardships of the process of finding the king. At that time, I was fascinated! I accidentally became the leader of the alliance, so I had to fight!

Silk Road is more beautiful because the female character is more beautiful, so the name is Jing Tong, and the name was not chosen by me.

War Spirit is a game that breaks through the levels, for me, the most adventurous unknown level! often sleepless for breaking records, War Spirit and Silk Road are very simple, simple, there are complementary deficiencies (Silk Road is like the Eastern World, War Spirit is the Western World), but unfortunately there is no perfect game in the world, and there is no need to be demanding.

The magician of the war spirit is very good-looking, and the two female names of Silk Road are not taken by me, but they have been carried forward by me later.

If you have leisure and money, you can become the strongest, and of course, you must have good connections or popularity! However, the most important thing is to be happy and happy, otherwise the game will lose its meaning and value.

Later, I also improved my realm, and returned to the real estate industry again, and now I also work as I want, because I understand the ability to lead and master, and the insight into human nature is so, everything is naturally smiling! Although I miss the old days of online games very much, but time will not wait forever, I still go to complete some of my dreams first, after all, I have evolved.

Being able to write a few words on the Internet, listen to headphone music quietly, drink a cup of fragrant hot tea, and take a cigarette is a kind of happiness for me!

Time and money are enough, just the feeling of being in the world, as if the feeling of being indisputable with the world, enjoy every moment of the moment, one of the highest realms of life!

Once upon a time, I would go back to reading a book or watching a movie, and I would fall asleep comfortably and sleep until dawn. The morning sun stayed with me in advance, went to work lightly, and worked with a smile, even if there was no ambition at all.

The mediocrity of this world can't stop me from being cheerful, I won't listen to anyone, the road is my walking, no one has walked, I can't look down on anyone, I name this road the road the road of the sky.

That's right, I bet with Tianhao, bet that one day, come to a regret (shake) the love of the sky, before the day, I did not spurn the life of the camp, because I didn't put it in my heart at all, and I didn't say bad, just the position I stood, I like to step on the sky!

So the person I like must be a fairy, at least a fairy who descends from the sky to the red dust, so the knowledge I like must be called Tianxue, learn from heaven, my future girlfriend must also be called Tiannu, and all my knowledge is called Tianxue!

I really don't want to perfunctory the words in the diary, but I still make do with a few words, oops! I force myself, haha! Because tonight I have no desire to speak, tonight is very peaceful! Quiet and warm night.

A while ago, a friend made a deal to invite me to dinner, and today I also invited him back, the sparse crowd on the third floor of Miramar, it feels very good, the ice cream shop in B1 has a long queue, I really admire the people in line, and I have been waiting in line for so long to eat.

I bought a CD, an electric razor, Eslite to see if there is no book I want to buy, my friend bought a copy, the restaurant on the fifth floor except for the Huayang Hotel, the other guests are pitiful, unless the rent is super cheap or the price is greatly reduced, I think the store is about to collapse.

My sister's baby son was sick with a cold, which really distressed and anxious the whole family, and I hoped to be healthy and lively soon, and when I went home at 11 o'clock in the evening, my mother and sister were still taking care of him, and I didn't know how to help. I gave my mother some more money, which made her happy in her heart, and she said that I don't save it? I said no, there will be money tomorrow, and tomorrow's money will be given to my father, and I said I don't need it. When I was about to go upstairs, my mother said to smoke less, and my clothes smelled of smoke, and I replied that I smoked less.

I'm so sorry for my parents, they gave birth to me. Growing up, there was no desire to make money. But my parents want me to be healthy and happy, or at least happy, even though they want me to get married, and I can't be the ruler of the family. I was left to do whatever I wanted.

Recently, there have been more people who come out to see houses with low interest rates. Resulting in appointments in the morning. Yankees don't lose again, lose again tomorrow morning, and I will lose half of my pocket money. Just win two points, come on, Yankees, come on! Passionate life!

So I'm away from desire and close to desire, I'm just round, not confused, very clear, just balance the feeling, it's not a day or two to complete.

Having money and leisure is cruel to me, indulging desires and temperance desires desperately tug-of-war! A little carelessness fell into the abyss, by material desires and spiritual desires to invade my thoughts, I don't know the way I actually have no interest in life at all, all the existing caused by people, is really lovely and sad!

A day has passed quickly, and I suddenly hate the so-called saying that I live to learn all the time, and I can die at night, how wide the universe is, and whether there is an end to heaven and earth, maybe the biggest mistake of people is to think, so I have to follow the wrong to the end, because there is no right!

Billions of years of light, countless times, running in front of my eyes, and I have you in my heart, but there is no you beside me, ironic enough, of course I am not an infatuated person, I know that I can't do anything, I will never do it, but every friend who knows me thinks that I want to find a partner is very simple, but it is too difficult to find a person who matches my personality!

Is that so? Like you, I don't fully understand myself, and my confidant Seon-min who knows me best is gone, and I miss him, and it's no wonder that I have to die without regrets! Am I so blessed? My other confidant, Isen, is now living an ordinary and happy life.

You are really my biggest rival, I know that I will lose to you, I am so reluctant to lose, unless I have a girlfriend, I will laugh at my life in front of you!

I hope that this absurd thing will not happen again in the future, and I have been running between Taipei and Yilan overnight, and I am still in good spirits, weird! When everything is good, we should cherish this feeling.

I should have more time at work, there are always a bunch of movies and books waiting for me to watch, all of them are interests, but people can't be separated.

I heard that some strange friends are doing work that is not in their hearts to make ends meet, and they can only help with it.

Recently, I've been reading some new books, and what I see are all vulgar and unbearable views, and the level of thinking is very low-level, and I don't know whether to laugh or sigh! Ha! It turns out that I am even more stunned, and such books are also a waste of time to read!

The night scene was seen from the front of the lower interchange, far from the starlight at the end of the black, and from then on the air was noticeably different, fresher and smellier, and if it weren't for the two cold beers in my heart, everything would have been more perfect.

Of course, the fly in the ointment is that half of my mind is about the presentation work, ha! I completely forgot that you existed for that whole moment, until my words jumped on the page.

It's just been night after day, it seems like a long time, but it seems to be so fast! And the night is too dark, mistaking the mountain city for a farm, this misunderstanding is big, but there is the same memory as if it was determined, so I have to say that everything is fate! The memory is so consistent with the realization, the difference is not in my enjoyment, but enough, the street lamp in the ridiculous night, far, far away!

As a result, I became the company's largest film provider, yes, one of the biggest regrets is that I can't be separated, and I can't do a lot of things. As a result, the Yankees lost four points last night, and this is a big loss, no wonder my friends will play until they disappear if they take two million to play! Most people lose, and the loss is predetermined to be good, and there is no fairness in the world, and after understanding this principle, you should be happy afterwards! I looked ahead, and there was money in front of me, and the sea at the bottom, because I couldn't swim!

Take a boat to the past, it turns out that not far away is a waterfall that falls to the waterfall, damn! Forget it, after looking up at the blue sky, there are dark clouds, and the thunder and lightning are raging, and if you don't go in, you will be gone! As soon as you enter, you realize that there is no hope of turning back, and the people around you pray for the salvation of the miracle God! Later, you will be honored into the kingdom of heaven. Thousands of boats capsized, the sea of people became a tower, and the small group of people at the top said that doing good is the king!

It's really a big joke, I haven't had a chance to say anything, my mouth is closed, and I can't breathe. At this time, I remembered that I could smoke leisurely on the street, and I thought elegantly that you were a luxury of happiness, especially drinking Shi Daba's coffee.

The winners are talking nonsense, and the world is full of separate reprimands and messages, as if everyone is willing to play this money game, if you don't play it, you will finish it, and once you play it, it is the point of no return, and it is a difficult game of life to play!

And the gods and demons just make this game very interesting and meaningful, the so-called value is only in the manifestation of money, no one can escape, obediently enjoy this natural process, the most ugly demon king is not the demon I but the god of death! As a result, on that night, I started a dialogue with the god of death, it was a rainy night or tonight.

The rain, the ticking, the non-stop, the god of death had not yet spoken, I waited quietly, wondering what the god of death was going to say?

Quietly, without expression, without revealing any thoughts, this Grim Reaper fights with me, I don't say it, I listen to the rain quietly.

When the rain finally stops, it does not belong to the sky, it does not belong to the earth, it does not exist in time and space, and the god of death begins to look in my heart, and encounters obstacles, it is the boundless realm of my soul, and the god of death says where is he?

I looked into myself, and found the Grim Reaper observing the distance of Lingdu, and I didn't know where he was, even though I was him, beyond the extreme world, I couldn't see it, there was nothing but emptiness and emptiness, nothing but nothingness.

The Grim Reaper cried, it turned out that the realm of affection was the distance of Lingdu, and the reason for stopping was that the Grim Reaper couldn't feel what love was, and he didn't know what love was, but love and affection could surround the space of the Grim Reaper, and the Grim Reaper smiled!

Leave my heart, the god of death says that the devil is good! You forget yourself, you go to the realm of self-forgetfulness, so you don't know where he is, everyone knows that there is no self, you are not a human being, normal people cannot forget themselves!

I heard him say to the god of death, "How can a little god know, ignorant!"

Death is gone, only to be seen again in a hundred years! I want to meet why we have ever met, why have we met when we have met, this boring Grim Reaper, it is so pitiful! Unique and alone.

Oops! It's time, so there's no more talking. (To be continued......)

PS: After the book, I will write it as a chat! In addition, my friend opened a clothing store in the East District, and was ordered to have a party at night, and he had to eat, trouble, for the sake of the possible trip to Tokyo in October, just go!