303: Both of them hurt when they look at each other
Gyeongju, a private room in Rongxing Restaurant.
"Han, I'm afraid I really can't finish what you explained." Although Haoyang has won the top prize in both civil and military affairs, and has entered the court as an official, but in private, Dumpling still does not let him associate with him with the courtesy of a monarch and a minister, in this regard, Haoyang is very moved, "How can you not have confidence in yourself?" Tian Ling raised his eyebrows and said, "I received a letter from you some time ago, saying that you get along very well, why did you come back to participate in a scientific expedition this time, and something happened?" "The little girl must not have anything to do with the south wind again, otherwise, one day in the future, if she is deeply hurt by it again, what should she do?
Haoyang sighed and said, "She seems to have sensed that I have a good impression of her, and when I left Mingcui Mountain, she directly told me not to like her." "She's so beautiful, what man in the world doesn't have a love for her after being with her for a while? He liked her, he liked her kindness, he liked her talent, he liked her delicateness. But he didn't want to burden her and become unhappy because of his love. Her words have come out, as he loves her, he can only bury this feeling in his heart and protect it silently, and he doesn't want to do anything else, and he can't do it again.
Maybe over time, the love he gave birth to her will really slowly transform into a sister-like affection, and maybe it's not true.
"What does my father and mother think about your affairs?"
Ling lowered his eyes and thought for a while, raised his head, and asked Haoyang.
"From the eyes of the Mo Emperor, I can tell that he is happy to see me and Xiaonuo walking together. And the Empress, I can't detect her attitude at all. Haoyang said lightly.
At this time, Ye Lei said: "Brother, otherwise, I think it's better to forget about this matter!" He said this selfishly.
He didn't want Haoyang to be hurt in his relationship, and he didn't want his sister to grow up, because Haoyang had a heart to belong to, and he would be sad and sad for the rest of his life.
The little girl will be small, and she doesn't know what love is, but her stubborn Xingzi is really similar to her fairy-like cousin.
Ling Ling didn't speak, and Ye Lei said again: "Brother, you don't want to see Haoyang hurt by love at the end, right?" Also, there is my Xin'er, she likes Haoyang very much, if Haoyang doesn't marry because of Sister Xiaonuo's sadness for the rest of her life, then my Xin'er won't be an old girl. Poor Baba, with some amusing words, heard that Ling Ling raised his eyes and glanced at him.
Haoyang was handsome and red, clenched his fists to cover his lips and coughed a few times, so as to relieve the embarrassment on his face because of what Ye Lei said at the moment, "Ye Lei, Xin'er is still young, what are you talking about?" Besides, I know my weight. As he spoke, he paused slightly, and after a while, he continued: "If I am lucky enough to be able to get together with Xiaonuo, I will naturally be happy." But, nine times out of ten, I can't do anything with her. I don't want to see her difficult, and I don't want to put her under psychological pressure because of me. As for Xin'er, I've always treated her as a sister. ”
"I don't care what you think. I only know that Xin'er has been in the past six months, but I have been talking about what I like about you with my father and mother from time to time. It seems that she has made up her mind in this life to marry you! Ye Lei leaned back on the chair, spread his hands, and said lazily.
Tilting Ling got up, he didn't take what Ye Lei said seriously at all, he looked at Haoyang who stood up with him, and said, "In front of the courtiers, I will say that you were sent by me to Gyeongju to do business." You will leave to return to Xiaonuo tomorrow and get along with her again, if it really doesn't work, I will think of another idea. Anyway, no matter what, she can't be involved with the Palace Master of the Star Moon Palace anymore. ”
"Han, the master of Nangong is wrong, for more than half a year, he has been silently watching Xiao Nuo in the dark. I think everything is still going smoothly. Otherwise, when the missing part of Xiaonuo's memory is restored, she will definitely be sad and sad. He didn't want to see her sad, and besides, he really admired the man who was as noble as the moon. He didn't think there was anything wrong with what the man did at the beginning, there was something wrong with his uncle marrying a niece, suppressing the truest feelings in his heart and refusing the person he loved to approach, the Nangong Lord must have worked very hard in his heart. At the bottom of the abyss, after Nangong Lord said some amazing words, he was very shocked in his heart, and he thought about persuading his friends in front of him to cancel what they were going to do.
It's not that he's soft-hearted.
But he had ever thought about it, if he were the master of the South Palace, how would he face the unethical relationship between men and women?
Will he be desperate to say his love for the woman he loves?
Will he say loudly and firmly in front of others that he wants to marry the woman he loves and stay with her for a long time?
At the time, he didn't have an immediate answer in his head. This is enough to show that he is also hesitant to break the inherent human ethics because of love.
No one is perfect, and since he knows his mistakes, why not give him a chance?
"I'm doing it for her good." Tilting Ling stood with his hands in his hands, standing in front of the window with his back to Tilting Ling and Ye Lei, a pair of deep eyes, looking fixedly at the moonlight outside the window, for a long time, his voice sounded again: "He knows his mistake, what can he do?" The damage he caused to Xiaonuo is real. Who can guarantee that he will hurt Arnold in other ways in the future? Yu Xiaonuo, I really don't want to see her hurt again. "Xiaonuo, do you really like the south wind? What would you do if your missing memories were recovered? Do you continue to find Nanfeng to confess your admiration, or do you have other plans?
"Well, I'll do my best."
Haoyang responded.
In fact, Haoyang has a love for Yinuo in his heart, but that love has not been particularly strong so far.
On the day he left Mingcui Mountain and returned to Gyeongju, he was disappointed in his heart after listening to what Yinuo said, but more importantly, he was perfected, and she was kind and with her beloved.
Perfecting each other is sometimes a way to love.
He even thought that if Yinuozhen reunited with Nanfeng, he would bless them and bless them from the bottom of his heart.
However, now, when it comes to this, he can only try hard.
According to Tilt Ling's instructions, early the next morning, Haoyang returned to Yunyi and set off for Mingcui Mountain.
When he saw Xiao Nuo again, he instantly noticed that Xiao Nuo's expression was wrong, as if he was full of trouble.
"Xiaonuo, I haven't seen you for a month, and there is nothing wrong with you walking, but this mood looks a little bad?" During the time when Haoyang returned to Gyeongju, Xiaonuo's leg injury had recovered greatly, and he did not have any difficulty walking at all. Standing with Xiaonuo in the fiery maple leaf forest, looking at the wild chrysanthemums blooming by the valley stream, Haoyang asked softly.
Reaching out to catch a red maple leaf, Xiao Nuo pinched it on his fingertips and played with it.
Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced into the depths of the maple forest, and suddenly, the bottom of her eyes was stained with pain.
Here you are, here you are again, the memory is restored, as long as she practices walking outside the house, the countless times she stings her, but she misses it all the time, the person she loves, will hide in an inconspicuous position, watching her from afar.
She waited for him to come closer, said sorry to her, explained to her, confessed to her.
Disappointed, she didn't wait.
No one stopped him from approaching her, but he still stood at a distance, motionless, just staring at her with a blank stare.
After Ling Wushuang and Xiao Nuo chatted that night, he informed Xuanyuan Mo of Xiao Nuo's decision on the second day, and Xuanyuan Mo was very in favor of this, he thought that Xingzi of the south wind, after learning about Xiao Nuo's choice, would definitely die and no longer pester Xiao Nuo, and then say what to make Xiao Nuo marry him.
Xiao Nuo felt uncomfortable, he knew that since he supported Xiao Nuo's approach, he did not appear in front of Nanfeng again, and prevented him from approaching Xiao Nuo.
The strange thing is that he didn't stop this, and he didn't see Nanfeng come out of the shadows, find Xiaonuo to explain what happened, or confess to Xiaonuo in person.
Ling Wushuang was also very puzzled by Nanfeng's approach.
She was secretly anxious for the south wind.
"Xiaonuo, why are you unhappy all this time?" Nanfeng stood in the depths of the maple forest, looked at Xiaonuo, and whispered silently.
He wanted to step forward, and during the time Yunyi was away, he always wanted to step forward and explain to Xiaonuo about the matter between them, and personally begged her to marry him.
But when he saw the faint pain on her face, he didn't dare.
Yes, he didn't dare to go over to find Xiaonuo.
He was afraid, afraid that Xiaonuo's memory would recover, and he remembered the sad things that he rejected again and again. He wasn't ready yet, and he said that he wouldn't give up and would marry Xiaonuo. But in terms of action, he hesitated again, he had to think about how to say what was in his heart in front of Xiao Nuo, who had recovered his memory.
Xiao Nuo slowly raised his head and looked up weakly at the maple leaves falling in the air.
She was worried, worried about waiting for what she said, and was nodded and agreed by the excellent man in front of her, at that time, how should she face her own heart, face him who was secretly watching over her.
Maple leaves, the most beautiful in autumn, she, with the tempering of wind and frost, decorated the magnificence of autumn, but her inner desolation and loneliness, who knows? Looking at the falling maple leaves, for a moment, Xiaonuo's heart full of resentment softened. She began to hesitate whether to dispel the words that were about to be spoken, to be honest with her heart, and to give Nanfeng a chance to watch her in the dark, and no longer think about torturing him, so that he could also try the pain she had suffered in the first place.
She fantasized that he would come over, and he would immediately rush to her and Yunyi, and say loudly - I like you, I have fallen in love with you for a long time, marry me!
As long as he appeared in front of her at this moment and said the words just now, she would nod without hesitation, resolutely follow him, go back to Xingyue Palace with him, and stay with him for the rest of her life.
Even if his love for her is not very deep; Even if he still has the shadow of her mother in his heart, she will never regret it.
She waited, waiting for the south wind to take a step and come to her. This wait, as if waiting for thousands of years, the fiery red maple leaves fell, swirling and fluttering around her. He didn't take a step, he still stood in the shadows, and he didn't move.
Pain crossed her eyes, and she turned to Haoyang sharply.
The clear eyes met Haoyang's soft eyes, and said, "My missing memory has been restored!" ”
Haoyang was stunned, and the light in his eyes was stunned.
The part of her missing memory, recovered?
She had just crossed the color of pain in her eyes, why did she smile at him like a flower in an instant?
However, although she was smiling, the hidden pain in her eyes could still be seen in her eyes.
What is she going to do? Is there something to say to him?
Xiao Nuo smiled, and the words she said were enough to reach the ears of Nanfeng hidden in the shadows.
Hearing the words faintly in his ears, Nanfeng staggered under his feet, and his handsome face turned pale.
She remembered everything in the past, is that why she has been unhappy lately?
Because of him, it's all because of him that she will be unhappy.
Nanfeng really wanted to escape from this maple forest, and he wanted to use light skills to escape immediately, but he couldn't move, his body seemed to be nailed to the spot, and he couldn't move!
His mind was so chaotic that he didn't know what he was thinking at the moment.
"You, do you really remember all the memories you missed?"
The stunned look in Haoyang's eyes quickly dissipated, his eyes were still soft, and he smiled warmly and confirmed.
"Hmm." Xiao Nuo nodded, lowered his eyes to look at the maple leaf playing with his fingertips, and said, "However, I would rather forget that missing memory forever." Haoyang didn't say anything, just quietly listened, "The past is all gone, remembering, it's just to add trouble!" ”
Vexation?
She remembered the past between them, saying that it only added to the troubles.
Nanfeng covered his heart, his face overflowing with pain.
"Master Nangong, he really likes you, if you miss him, meet him and solve the misunderstanding."
Haoyang looked calm and said softly.
"Nope." Xiao Nuo shook his head, raised his eyes, and on his beautiful face, the smile bloomed very brightly, and said, "Yunyi, I like you, are you willing to marry me?" Since you don't come forward, then it hurts, taste every drop of pain I suffered at the beginning, "Yunyi, are you willing to marry me?" Xiao Nuo asked Haoyang again, and stepped forward, threw himself into Haoyang's arms, bit his lip tightly, tears of pain in his eyes, and said in a voice that the two of them could only hear: "Promise me, okay?" I know you treat me like a sister, but I need your consent now, and I'll explain it to you later. ”
Marry her, he is naturally willing.
However, why did she suddenly make such a choice? Is it because of the man who is as noble as the moon in the shadows?
She liked the man, he could feel it.
Like, why make this choice?
Was it intended to sting the man?
"Yunyi, please. Nod yes to me! ”
Xiong's front clothes were slightly soaked, she was in tears, and she cried with heartache when she made this choice!
Help her, he wants to help her, maybe with such a stimulus, the man as noble as the moon will rush out of the shadows and confess to her in front of her.
To fulfill them, although his heart is sour, it is not too difficult to accept.
Because, he was originally a latecomer, and he knew in his heart that she in his arms did not have the slightest thought about him male or female.
Slowly, Haoyang's stiff body returned to normal, his arms hanging by his side, slowly raised, hugged Xiaonuo, and nodded with a smile: "Okay." ”
The position where he was standing was opposite the south wind hidden in the shadows.
Seeing the happy smile on his face, Nanfeng took two steps lightly, but paused again.
Haoyang really wanted to yell at him: Come over quickly!
Clinker, the divine light flowing in the eyes of the south wind, gradually condensed, condensed into a pair of melancholy eyes, looking at the maple leaves falling from the sky, without blinking.
His heart ached. The words that came into his ears, as well as Haoyang's "good", were like sharp thorns, piercing deep into his heart.
Pain tormented him, and infinitely chaotic thoughts haunted him.
He couldn't move forward.
He closed his eyes slightly, remembering the moments he and Xiaonuo had spent together.
For several years, the little girl surrounded him, saying that she liked him and that she wanted to marry him. He refused again and again, she still saw him again and again, smiled brightly, confessed her love for him, she chased him, and suffered the harm of his "kindness".
recalled the scenes when he failed her.
Today, it was her turn to hurt him, and it was his turn to be heartbroken.
The man who hugged her and promised to marry her, named Yunyi, is really good.
The owner of the "No. 1 Village in the World" has a wealth that is not inferior to the Xingyue Palace, and is handsome, and is the same age as her, if the two of them are together, they are a perfect match.
Do you want to give up on her?
Do you want her to marry the boy named Yunyi?
With heartache, Nanfeng hesitated, and hesitated for the oath he had made.
If she really liked that Yun Zhuang Master, would he fulfill them?
When the tears stopped and his mind calmed down, Xiao Nuo withdrew from Haoyang's arms, turned around as if very casually, and looked at the faintly visible white shadow not far in front of him.
smiled and said, "Yunyi, do you know?" When I heard that you had promised to marry me, I burst into tears. She said this because she knew that her reddened eyes would be seen by the south wind, and she didn't want him to see her sad because of him, don't! She wanted him to be painful, and she wanted him to see her happiness with his own eyes, and it hurt his heart! Haoyang only smiled warmly and didn't speak, "I'm going to marry you, there are some things I want to tell you, so that you don't know one day and have an estrangement with me." Xiao Nuo looked in the direction where Nanfeng was standing, and said to Haoyang word by word: "I used to like my uncle very much, from the moment I saw him at the age of five, I liked him, and I also said that I would marry him when I grew up!" ”
"Really?"
Haoyang cooperated.
"Hmm." Xiao Nuo nodded: "In order to marry her, I worked hard to learn the schoolwork, martial arts, and medical skills that my mother gave me." After the age of twelve, I would sneak out of the palace almost every year and go to the Xingyue Palace to confess to him, but he rejected me every time, saying that I was still young and didn't know what love was, and said that when I grew up and met a man I liked, I would know that I liked him, just the kind of love for the elders. Every time he said it, I didn't believe it, and I persevered to confess to him. However, after meeting you, I believed it, and it turned out that when I fell in love with someone, my heart would pound. She didn't say any more, a delicate blush appeared on her beautiful face, and after a long time, she felt that Nanfeng's eyes seemed to be looking over, and the blush on Xiaonuo's face was even worse: "Yunyi, you say, if my uncle knew that I finally found the man I liked, would I be happy for me?" He really looked at it, his eyes were very painful, why did he feel his pain, her heart was also painful, staggered the painful gaze, Xiaonuo slowly turned around, facing Haoyang: "Yunyi, I was so stupid a few years ago, I don't even understand what real liking is, don't I?" ”
Why did she say that? Are you saying that she used to like him, it's all wrong?
Nanfeng's hesitant heart finally became as firm as before, but after hearing the next series of words that Xiao Nuo said, he was shaken again.
"Xiaonuo, is it wrong that you liked me and confessed to me again and again?"
The whispering words overflowed lightly from Nanfeng's mouth.
But Xiaonuo couldn't hear it.
Haoyang looked at Xiao Nuo indulgently, raised his hand to caress the green silk on the back of her head, smiled lightly at the corner of his lips, and shook his head.
Xiao Nuo smiled, stood on tiptoe, and gave a quick peck on Nanfeng's handsome face, and then quickly retreated a few steps away.
"Arnold, you ......"
The sudden appearance made Haoyang's body tremble. Such a warm kiss, although so gently touched on his face, made his heart suddenly jump and accelerate.
She smiled, like a child who had succeeded in doing bad things, and smiled happily.
That smile is so clear, so pure, and so clean.
Haoyang suppressed the excitement in his heart and looked at Xiaonuo in a daze. She did this, and the moon-like noble man hidden in the shadows would be heartbroken to the extreme when she saw it in her eyes. As if knowing what he was thinking, Xiao Nuo slowly walked up to Haoyang, snuggled softly in his arms, and murmured, "I'm just going to show him." Let him know that I can still live happily without him! ”
"He's gone." Haoyang said softly: "The moment he saw your actions just now, the whole person seemed to have lost his soul, and he hurriedly floated away with his eyes full of pain and luck." Xiao Nuo's body trembled, pushed out of Haoyang's embrace, turned to look at the depths of the maple forest where Nanfeng was standing before, and muttered: "He's really gone, he's really gone!" He's a coward, he's a coward, I don't want him like this, I don't want ......" she said, she squatted down, clasped her head with both hands, and cried out loudly, tears of pain slid down her cheeks, "Where did his courage go?" Why didn't he rush forward and tell me not to marry you? ”
As she spoke, her voice grew cold.
got up and said, "Since he doesn't do anything and say nothing, then what else do I have to take care of." Let's go to my father and mother now, and ask them to pick an auspicious day to hold a wedding for us. I want the wedding to be very grand, I want him to regret it, I want him to regret it for his hesitation, for his hesitation, for a lifetime! Holding Haoyang's hand, the words that overflowed from Xiaonuo's mouth were extremely firm.
"Xiaonuo, you, I ......" Haoyang didn't know how to persuade Xiaonuo now.
She obviously liked that Nangong Lord very much, but she wanted to do such an ambiguous thing to him just now, so that the other party would misunderstand.
Why bother?
While stinging the other party, isn't her heart also stabbed fiercely?
He really couldn't answer her words.
"Yunyi, I know you don't like me, after we get married, after a while, you and I can ask my father and mother to be the masters, and we will leave. I won't delay your happiness, really, I really won't delay your happiness. Thinking that Haoyang disagreed, Xiaonuo promised Haoyang with red eyes.
Haoyang's eyes widened in astonishment, only to see Xiao Nuo's slightly pale beautiful face, with a very shallow smile that she had well concealed the pain.
There were tears in her eyes, as if he didn't nod his head in response to her words, and the tears in his eyes would fall in an instant.
As the time passed, he felt his heart ache along with her. But he didn't speak, just nodded slowly, indicating his thoughts.
The smile on Xiaonuo's face bloomed.
It's bright.
But it can be seen that Haoyang has even more pity for her in his heart.
With a bone-chilling pain, Nanfeng returned to the Star Moon Palace and sat alone in his own room, sad.
"Arnold, why did you do that? Do you see me standing in the distance? It was done on purpose to show me, wasn't it? His eyes were glazed, and he whispered, "I willingly bear the pain you give, but please don't marry him, don't give it to the Yun Zhuang master, okay?" "Huh! Is it possible? Is it possible for him to speak?
In his old age, he is at a disadvantage; In terms of appearance and bearing, he is the owner of Yunzhuang, and he is better than him.
Will it?
Xiaonuo, will she not marry such a good husband candidate?
He had to think about it. Yes, he has to think about it and think about what to do to prevent Xiaonuo from marrying the Yun Zhuang master.
But when he thought that she called him uncle, and said that she finally understood that she liked him, not that women liked men, all his thoughts came to an abrupt end.
"Tuk-tuk." There was a knock on the door, followed by Qin Xin's voice outside the door: "Palace Master, I have something to report." ”
Gathering his thoughts and quickly sorting out the expression on his face, Nanfeng said in a light voice: "Come in." "Is there news that Qin Yun has been killed? Pushing open the door, Qin Xin lowered his head, walked three steps away in front of him, and said, "Back to the palace master, after my secret observation, I didn't find any suspicious disciples under the door. "Hmph, find the murderer of Qin Yun's Jian people, and assign her to personally investigate which disciple of Xingyue Palace is suspicious, hehe, then wait, wait for her to say it, she is the murderer he is looking for! Qin Yun hung her head, and a very fast sneer crossed her eyes.
"Not a single suspicious?"
Nanfeng asked with a cold face.
Qin Xin shook his head: "No." ”
"Keep exploring." Standing up from the chair, Nanfeng walked back and forth in the room twice, paused in front of the window, stood with his hands in his hands, and coldly commanded Qin Xin.
"Yes."
The heart of the piano answered and exited the door.
Which one used such cruel methods to kill Qin Yun? And why did you kill her as a weak woman?
Xiaonuo fell into the abyss, is there a direct relationship with the murderer who killed Qin Yun?
The soil on the summit collapsed, and the faults that appeared, he had recently looked carefully, and found nothing suspicious. However, every time he looked at that fault, he couldn't help but think in his heart - that fault seemed to have been moved by someone.
"Xiaonuo, do you know the tragic death of Qin Yun at the top of the peak, and the exact reason why you fell into the abyss?"
The mountain wind blew in through the window screen, and the whispers that overflowed his mouth quickly blew away, and the house returned to tranquility, and the south wind stood in front of the window, showing its long figure, showing loneliness.
"Mother, where are you and Daddy going?" Xiao Nuo and Haoyang entered Ling Wushuang's house one after the other, and saw Xuanyuan Mo holding a small burden in one hand, and helping Ling Wushuang to stand up from the chair with the other, it seemed that he was going to leave here, "Your injuries are almost healed, it's time for us to go back to Gyeongju." ”
"Now?"
Xiao Nuo asked in surprise.
"What, you don't want to go?" Ling Wushuang asked her with a smile.
"No, I didn't want to go." Xiao Nuo shook his head lightly, hiding the pain in his eyes, smiled at Ling Wushuang and Xuanyuan Mo, and whispered, "Mother, Daddy, I, I have something to say to you." ”