165. Chapter 165: Ah Shuo, It Turns Out That I Only Gave You Sorrow
When Xiao Shan found Lu Xiaoxiao, she was still sitting on the land in the park, the sky had become dark, Lu Xiaoxiao sat there in a daze holding Ye Shuo's letter, Xiao Shan walked in front of her, stretched out her hand and pulled her coldly: "Get up, this is not the place to talk, let's change places." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at her blankly with those crying scarlet eyes and nodded.
Following Xiao Shan all the way, Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know where he had gone, and when he came back to his senses, he was already in the private room of the café.
Looking at Xiao Shan with a pale face, Lu Xiao cut like a knife: "Ah Shuo, what's wrong with him?" ”
Xiao Shan held the coffee cup, as if such warm coffee could make her warm, and twisted her lips and said: "Hypertrophic obstructive cardiomyopathy and arrhythmia, maybe you don't understand such a professional term, simply put, it is heart disease." The likelihood of a cure is very low. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at her tremblingly, and tears fell silently.
Xiao Shan lowered her head and continued: "He has liked you since he was a child, but because he knew about his illness a long time ago, he has always kept it a secret from you. I said it, I hate you. Not because he is good to you, but because you don't know his love at all. He has always watched over you, and he has borne the painful things by himself for so many years. Whether it was the passage of life, your incomprehension, your estrangement, or even your going to other men, he endured these things by himself. And you, you don't know anything, I hate your ignorance, Lu Xiaoxiao, you should be hated by me and other women who love him. ”
All poor people in this world must have something to hate, Lu Xiaoxiao, you should be hated, because you didn't realize that that person loves you so much.
His eyes were a little moist, Xiao Shan took a hard breath and said, "He, it's time for the last day, if he can't be cured in the United States, he will ...... There's no going back. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head, his face was full of horror, big tears kept rolling out of his eyes, covering his ears tremblingly, Lu Xiaoxiao muttered: "No, no, Ye Shuo will not die, Ye Shuo has always been by my side, he will be fine, he will not die." ”
No, how could it be, those who should have been in her life forever have left one by one for anything, first her parents, and now Ye Shuo, don't, no. Speaking of good Lu's life, didn't we say that we would care about each other for the rest of our lives?
Xiao Shan trembled in horror and Lu Xiaoxiao said coldly: "This is a fact that cannot be changed, you should calm down a little." ”
"No, Ye Shuo won't die! I'm going to find him! Lu Xiaoxiao shouted excitedly, stood up and was about to rush out, her arm was grabbed by Xiao Shan fiercely, and she raised her hand, and Xiao Shan gave her a slap.
Lu Xiaoxiao's whole face was tilted to the side, and her cheeks were flushed from the beating, but Xiao Shan was not sorry for her slap.
Looking at Lu Xiaoxiao, who stopped, Xiao Shan said word by word: "You are not allowed to use this appearance to see him now." In order not to make you sad, in order not to see your pitiful appearance, Ye Shuo paid a lifetime of happiness. Do you think he doesn't want to be with you? He thought, he thought he was going crazy, but he endured it, he was afraid that one day you would know the truth and become the stupid person you are now! You sober me up, Lu Xiaoxiao! ”
Lu Xiaoxiao trembled suddenly. When she thought of Ye Shuo, he was always smiling, smiling so elegantly and indifferently at all times, even if his eyes were sad and melancholy, he smiled at her like that.
Lu Xiaoxiao finally understood, it turned out that Ye Shuo tried hard to raise his smiling face, but he was afraid to see her tears.
But Ah Shuo, I grieve because I'm really, really afraid of losing you.
Ah Shuo, why am I going to lose you when I am so defenseless. You always feel that if you don't tell me, I won't be sad, but you know how much I regret it, how much I regret that I didn't confess bravely, didn't haunt you, didn't invade your life more boldly, so that I ...... This woman you said you loved the most, but she didn't know your condition until later.
Grabbing his clothes, Lu Xiaoxiao's tears kept falling, and he said tremblingly: "We, I and Ah Shuo have been together for more than 20 years, and he has been by my side since I was sensible. I thought, I thought I was the person who knew him best in this world, I thought I knew all the things about him. But why is this happening, why is it that the person in this world who doesn't understand him the most in this world is actually me. I thought, I thought I loved him enough, I thought ...... I think so. ”
Covering his mouth, Lu Xiaoxiao had never felt so hateful as he was. Lu Xiaoxiao, why are you so hateful. You think you have loved Ye Shuo with everything you have, but in fact, what else did you give him besides the endless sorrow that he endured alone.
"He may only have his last days, and although he wants me to be nosy, I have my way of loving him." Xiao Shan sighed silently, took out the passport from her bag, pushed it in front of her, and said, "The passport is for you, and the decision is in your hands." I'm not qualified to force you, but it's your question of how you decide. ”
After Xiao Shan finished speaking, she left, leaving Lu Xiaoxiao alone, Lu Xiaoxiao sat in the café, motionless, her brain had stopped spinning now, she couldn't think about anything now, and the world world became gray.
Because of this episode, Lu Xiaoxiao completely forgot that at this time, someone was waiting for her to see the art exhibition.
Lu Xiaoxiao's phone couldn't get through, and Mu Shaotian hung up with some hatred. Damn Lu Xiaoxiao! I'm not at home or at work, I can't get through on the phone, and I can't find anyone! Where the hell did it go!
It's false to say that he is not worried, the first time the person was lost, Mu Shaotian had already sent someone to find it, and he wanted to go himself, but he was afraid that she would come here.
Reese came over to greet him and asked, "Mu, when will your friend come, the guests are in a hurry." ”
Mu Shaotian raised his hand to look at his watch, he had been waiting for an hour and a half, and it was indeed Lishe who did not start to be angry again. A little apologetic, Mu Shaotian said: "I'm very sorry, my friend has a little problem on the road, let's start the fashion show." ”
Reese shrugged his shoulders and walked away.
Mu Shaotian guarded the outermost door with a gloomy face, constantly looking at his phone.
Lu Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you! Hurry up and call me back!
However, a full three hours have passed, and there is no news from Lu Xiaoxiao after the end of the fashion show, Mu Shaotian has already decided to find someone in person, and Zheng Nan's phone called.
"President, someone has found it."
Mu Shaotian asked eagerly: "How is she, is there anything wrong?" ”
Zheng Nan was puzzled: "I think, let her go over and tell you in person." ”