A figure came to her side, and when she looked up, it was Huang Ying.

"You're not sleeping yet?" Master Ning asked lukewarmly, and glanced at Huang Ying's slightly uplifted belly, and was actually surprised in his heart.

Huang Ying sat down in another soft chair beside her, looked up at the starry sky in the same way, and sighed.

Master Ning frowned slightly, and said with some displeasure: "What is the reason for running to me for no reason?" ”

Huang Ying looked at Master Ning and said lightly: "Now that you have entered this family, it is better to settle down, the husband is not a cold-faced and ruthless person, if you are softer, he will be better to you." ”

"Hmph, you're here as a lobbyist?" Master Ning snorted coldly, and there was a trace of disdain in his eyes.

Huang Ying was not annoyed, but sighed generally: "These women in our family, only you, me, and Sister Qingyan have similar life experiences, and they can be regarded as having a fate, and now they have entered the door of a family, looking at Pan'er's lonely expression from time to time, we are also distressed when we look at it, he is a child after all." ”

Touching the child, Master Ning's expression became a little darker, and he pursed his lips for a long time without making a sound.

She's a smart woman, but she just can't pull her face down! If you persuade soft, in fact, she didn't choose to die at the time, she was also soft, but later Song Yi deliberately snubbed her, so that she couldn't find the steps to go down again, and during this time, she occasionally listened to the laughter and laughter in the courtyard, and the bustle outside, sometimes I wanted to go out to see the bustle outside, but I didn't dare to walk out of this yard.

Even if she just stepped out of this courtyard, she felt that her self-esteem was difficult to accept, and over time, it was even more difficult to find a step.

And Song Yi seemed to be deliberate, but he never stepped into this courtyard.

Although it is worry-free about food and clothing, there is no man's courtyard, what is the difference between it and the cold palace in the deep palace?

The night is an empty pillow, and the meal is a lonely shadow for so long, and it is inevitable that there will be resentment and loss psychologically.

"As long as Pan'er is well, I don't care what happens, but how can he not know that this is not good for Pan'er, he is a man, and he wants to deal with me, what can I do as a woman?"

Master Ning said this, although it was a resentful word, but in fact, it meant to show weakness. It's just because for so long that Huang Ying was the first person to take the initiative to talk to her.

And if it weren't for the fact that Huang Ying could be a little arrogant now, and she really liked Pan'er's child, she wouldn't dare to speak here against Song Yi's wishes.

But she is also exquisite, and when she heard the weakness in Huang Ying's tone, she smiled and persuaded her: "He is angry with your past, but if you change a little, how can you have the thread of Pan'er, and you are such a great beauty, how can he keep minding?" You must know that his resentment against the Seven Princes can be eliminated, let alone you? ”

"I change? Hehe, so it's all my fault? Master Ning sneered, not knowing whether it was sarcasm or self-deprecation.

Huang Ying sighed: "Actually, you and I have the most recent experience, why can't I understand your mind, but as a woman, it's not a good thing that my heart is too high." If in the past you were worried about suffering and sinning, now you still can't see through it? It's not the suffering and sins that others have given you right now, it's all your own infliction."

Master Ning pondered, his mind returning to that Cold Food Festival many years ago

Daddy had just died, the bitter cold of winter had not yet receded, and the new shoots on the old tree had just sent out some tender yellow, and my mother carried a paper bag wrapped in a paper bag ready to go to the grave during the Qingming Festival

Suddenly, the dilapidated wooden door was broken down, and the most rampant bully in the village broke in.

Compared to her small body, the bully's burly body was like a dark cloud covering the sky, filling the entire small room.

The man barged in, tore her mother's clothes in front of her, and looked at her mother's white body exposed, making a terrifying sound under the bully, she was stunned!

It was the Cold Food Festival that day, and her mother also died, and she was sold by the bully man.

It was that day that she always had a shadow in her heart.

Therefore, she really wants to have a supreme right, and she doesn't want to be a woman who struggles and is powerless under a man like her mother.

Therefore, on that day, she got drunk with Song Yi and occupied Song Yi's body in a way that she thought she was proud of

However, no one knows these secrets, and it may be impossible for her to talk to anyone about the dirty things of the past in her life, and in her heart, which she understands as she grows older, knows very well that even if many years have passed, it is a shame to say that kind of thing.

Therefore, in the days when she was sold into the Qing Building, she actively learned more things, and even spent several times more hardships to learn martial arts that others could not imagine.

One day, when she grows into her body, she finally gets the opportunity to return to the village where she used to be, and then slaughter the bully in the most brutal way possible, even when she is old, but still disgusting.

She naturally won't say these things, she has always believed that women have to rely on themselves and be more ruthless than bullies in order to live with dignity.

However, now, she has a lovely child, and she feels aggrieved when she sees her own child playing with other children who are not cheerful

"Thank you, I'll think about it."

After a long time, such a sentence came out of her mouth with a sad expression, Huang Ying was slightly stunned, then showed a light smile, stood up and patted her shoulder gently, and then left.

Night, return to silence.

The restless wild cat also seemed to be asleep in a corner, the starlight flickered in the dark, Master Ning got up and went back to the house to look at the sleeping little boy, tenderly lowered his lips and kissed the little boy on the forehead, his eyes were full of inexplicable tears

In the third year of the Great Song Dynasty, the Great Song Haishi who sailed away found a city that had been slaughtered in a certain country, and there were tragic conditions everywhere, and when the news reached the Great Song Dynasty, there was a line that was quietly tightened.

When Wang Kui suffered a great defeat on the grassland, a man named Temujin finally pressed towards the soil of the Great Song Dynasty with an overwhelming ferocity.

Just when Zhao Jingxue was worried in Song Yi's arms and talking about worry, there was a fragrant wind wafting down that end.

Song Yi, who was originally indifferent and lazy, suddenly moved his nose slightly, and then looked up at that end, with some surprise in his eyes.