Chapter 194: Worms

She nodded: "Raw, must be born." I am in my Chinese New Year's Eve, if in two or three years, I will be an advanced maternal age, and it is not good for my child to myself, I want to have a child in the most precious years of my life, and the child must be surnamed Xia. ”

I laughed, "You're still so strong. ”

Xia Wanyu stroked her hair, raised her face and said, "I didn't say that I only gave birth to one, the first one was surnamed Xia, and the second one was surnamed Hao." ”

I smiled, with tears in my eyes. She had thousands of resources at her disposal, but she went to the middle of nowhere, Sicily, to give birth to me. How many of them are divided into feelings, and it is worth touching when you think about it.

"Go home?" Xia Wanyu asked me with her arms folded over her chest.

"Back." I had a sour nose and took a breath.

Xia Wanyu said playfully: "Then let's get pregnant before returning to China, the air in Sicily is good, and it is good for the child to conceive here." ”

I nodded, took Xia Wanyu back to the house, and continued to sit and see the shameful deeds.

I decided to go back to China, the reason why I want to go back is 100% because of Xia Wanyu, if it weren't for her, I would never go back so soon, I would definitely still live in Sicily, maybe a year, maybe ten years. I didn't know what to do, because at that time I was already sad in my heart. To say something that hurts a little, it's a bit of an empty door.

But Xia Wanyu pulled me back into the world, using her seductive body.

Xia Wanyu and I did it again in bed at night, and after doing it, she used a pillow to raise her buttocks, I took a sip of a glass of water, looked at her somewhat funny appearance and said, "You have a high chance of getting pregnant if you do this?" ”

Xia Wanyu nodded and said, "Yes, let the JING liquid flow into the body, and the chance of pregnancy will be high, I saw it in the popular science of sexes." ”

I brought warm water and fed her a little drink, then put on my big pants and said to her, "I'm going out for a walk." ”

Xia Wanyu nodded and didn't say anything. I left the little house and went to the beach again, and sat on the reef, listening to the sound of the sea, not knowing what to say. Returning to China is a betrayal of Sun Xiaoqing or a promise to Xia Wanyu. I can't tell the difference between the two, because from the very beginning, all the fault lies in Xia Wanyu's cup of drugged water.

Because of that glass of water, Sun Xiaoqing and I came together.

I love Sun Xiaoqing and love it to the bone marrow. I wish I could live with her for the rest of my life, but now, I can't find her, I try, I've traveled almost all over Europe. I've traveled all over Italy, but the facts. I didn't find her, I didn't know where she was, I didn't betray her, but I had to fulfill my promise to Xia Wanyu.

It was a very selfish decision, but that's all I can do now. Xia Wanyu rekindled my yearning for the future and made me high-spirited.

……

This was a very selfish decision, because my previous investigation in Europe had already learned that Sun Xiaoqing was seriously ill. But I didn't wait here, but with my old lover returning to China, I even cheated with my old lover and openly betrayed her. These days, I am thinking that Sun Xiaoqing left to make my life better. I've been so miserable, if she knew the truth, would she be even more miserable?

So I told myself that I couldn't make her miserable, I wanted to live well.

So I wanted to take Xia Wanyu, so I cummed inside her body five times a day, so I gave myself a reason to go back to China.

So, therefore, I became a negative person, Chen Shimei, and a big bastard.

The mood is complicated, but the mind is very firm. I lived in Sicily for two and a half months, a total of 70 days. I know it's not beautiful. I don't have friends here, I don't have brothers here, I don't have women here, I can't find Sun Xiaoqing here. I couldn't find Sun Xiaoqing in the whole of Europe, and she just disappeared into Italy, in the Vatican, in the presence of God.

But......

I don't know that Sun Xiaoqing has actually been there all along.

She has always been with me, she has always stood behind me, just as she is looking at me behind me now, her eyes are full of tears, but the smile on her face is still bright.

I don't know, but she's always lived next door to me, and she's been secretly watching me all the time. She never left me, she kept an eye on me. I don't know that she has passed me several times, but I didn't notice her because I was distracted. She tried to come up to me several times and tell me to hold me and not make me sad, but her barren courage made her hold back again and again. Her tears, full of tears, were very cheap.

The smile is for me to get out of the predicament of this cheap woman of her, and the tears in my eyes are not flowing out of my heart for the pity of myself. She's a of a self-respecting.

She's not a dog, she doesn't wag her tail and beg for mercy.

So she put tears in her eyes and did not come out.

Only in its mouth, even if it is as crystal as a pearl, it does not shed a drop.

Strong, happy.

Xia Wanyu can come, I can leave, she is really happy, she hid in the secret and heard the conversation between Xia Wanyu and me, at that moment she hung her heart for two months, and finally let go. But when she came home, when I was in the grass Xia Wanyu, she tried to pinch her wrist to calm down the sick self, and she was no longer in pain, because she no longer knew what it was. Is it deep into the bone marrow? Is it deep in the heart? Is it a lack of blood supply? Is it a blood cancer attack?

Hehe...... No, the pain that doesn't hurt is called pain, it's called zuo'ai, it's called selflessness.

The lowliest, the least worthy of sympathy, the most like a dog wagging its tail and begging for mercy in the world, is called selfless and stupid.

The loveliest, most worthy of a lifetime, and the most worthy of love in the world is also called selfless and stupid.

And they all have a common name, called Sun Xiaoqing.

Qingqing Zijin, leisurely my heart.

Qingqing, isn't it the "Zijin" in the Book of Poetry that waits for a man but can't wait for a long time?

If infatuation is like this, it should really be 'not seen for a day, like March'.

But what she is about to face is an unknown difference. In the test sheet of a small hospital in Sicily, she learned that she had a baby girl in her womb, four or five months pregnant, and she could already tell the sex of the child. The doctor told her that the child was healthy and would be born as beautiful as her in the future. She looked at the ultrasound impact and smiled with tears in her eyes as she did now.

There's always only one song in her phone.

This song is Chen Huixian's "Song of a Thousand Thousand Que".

The lyrics read:

Looking back slowly, the night that once belonged to each other is still you, the sun in my heart is like silly tears, I hope to be sympathetic and forgive you tomorrow morning, the road may be lonely for a long moment, too many things to talk about, but unfortunately on each side, I have to look deeply at this moment, even if it is a thousand thousands of songs, floating in the distance, I am on the road, even if it is a thousand thousand songs, the moon is bright, tonight the moon is not as beautiful as this night, I can't wash away tonight, I don't know when I will sing with you again......

……

And now, in her mobile phone, there is another song, a children's song, called "Worm Flying", she calls this song a song of heaven.

If her daughter can be born smoothly, her daughter will definitely have a ruin name, called Worm, and her daughter's surname must be Sun.