127. I only hope, there will be no afterlife again (updated on 4.22)
He Zhong said this in person, Wang Xin had to give face, but he still stared at He Yu stupidly and said, "...... It's weird. It is said that this little boy of the general family is the most modest and polite, why has he changed his personality today? He glanced at Xin Huan again: "I don't know what instigated ...... it."
Xin Huan glared back unceremoniously.
Wang Xin snorted: "According to the rumors outside, it shouldn't be true." Now one is an aunt and the other is a nephew, Ha Luha, but the difference is ......"
Xin Huan couldn't hold it back, and forced his trembling body to hold on, so he wanted to get up and run to Wang Xin again!
But suddenly, there was a "bang"!
Xin Huan looked over in shock, it turned out that it was He Yu who slammed his head in front of Wang Xin!
Xin Huan was stunned. The adults in the room were all stunned.
He Yu didn't seem to be anything, and said to Wang Xin expressionlessly: "All the mistakes are my fault, and you forgive me a lot this time." Don't say anything else, or you won't forgive me!" Taki"
With such a heavy head knocking down, even if Wang Xin still wanted to be unrelenting, he also knew that he couldn't be embarrassed anymore. He had no choice but to laugh and say, "Okay, I am so sincere with the young master." Then I'll forget about today. After saying that, he got up and bowed to Bai Zhenxuan and He Zhong: "...... It can be regarded as my Wang Xin who drank two more sips of wine, and I was offended and offended. β
Wang Xin left first, and Bai Zhenxuan and He Zhong also had to hurry back to the front hall to avoid more speculation from the guests.
Bai Zhenxuan instructed the servant to quickly bring a thick quilt and boil ginger soup to ward off the cold for the two small ones.
He Zhong stared at He Yu fiercely before leaving, and said, "Don't forget, what is the occasion today!" Your grandfather's wedding, you have to put up with everything for me, otherwise how can you be worthy of your grandfather! β.
The adults left one after another, and in addition to the maid who took care of the two of them, there were only two small ones left in the room. It's like a pair of small soup chickens, wrapped in a thick quilt, sitting on one side, and lighting an electric heater at the feet.
Xin Huan carefully did not raise his eyes to look at him, only lowered his head, obediently held the ginger soup bowl, and carefully sucked the ginger soup one by one.
In fact, this taste is the most annoying for her to play small. Because Lin Ning is cold, there are always sugar and ginger slices in the small blue and white sugar jar at home, Lin Ning said that it is to ward off the cold and warm the stomach, and she often eats a piece herself, and also gives it to Xin Huan. Xin Huan has to hide alive and die every time...... But today, it seems that I have completely forgotten that I am drinking ginger soup, and it seems to be like sugar water.
When He Yu looked at it, he couldn't help but laugh, and teased her: "Hey, you said that we are so roasting with electric heaters...... Doesn't it look like a pair of baked white potatoes? As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and pointed to her white, pretty feet, which were exposed outside the quilt, and smiled narrowly.
Xin Huan sincerely ignored him, and still concentrated on sucking ginger soup. After drinking, I have to add another bowl, and drink until my face is red and sweating profusely.
He Yu put away his smile and only asked her: "The day before yesterday, why didn't you arrive at school?" β
Today's 27th, tomorrow's 28th, school will start the day after tomorrow. The convening on the 25th was the last of the holidays, and the teacher repeatedly emphasized that no absences were allowed, and the students who had anything to do rushed back. But the whole class arrived, but Xin Huan's seat was empty.
He Yu took advantage of the power of the squad leader to ask Song Yi and others, and Song Yi also said that he didn't know what to do. He Yu was not at ease and went to ask Teacher He, but Teacher He just nodded and said, "Well, I know what I said." But he didn't say what happened to Xin Huan.
Heyu's heart has been hanging.
That day, Teacher He suddenly said, "There is a new student in the class." You also recognize Yu, it's called Luo Lime. β
Xin Huan only glanced at him and said, "...... What do you care? β
He frowned: "...... Is it because Zhilu said that the lime is going to be transferred......? β
Xin Huan smiled: "Do you think I'm because of her, so I can't even go to school in a fit of anger?" Xin Huan said and pushed away the quilt, regardless of the fact that the shoes and socks were not dry, and got up: "Are you afraid of her?" β
He Yu frowned, and hurriedly got up to stop: "I didn't mean that." It's just that I'm stupid, and I can't think of any other reason for a while. β
"You're stupid." Xin Huan sneered: "What other reasons do you need to think of?" Let me tell you, the reason is ready-made: my mother is getting married today on the 27th, and I still won't help my mother prepare for the most difficult on the 25th? I used this reason to ask Mr. He for leave, and Mr. He asked for no attendance, can you refuse me? β
He Yu stared at Xin Huan's lively and jumping face, and said calmly, "You lie." β
Even if outsiders don't know, how can he not know that Xin Huan didn't come to the Bai family to help that day!
"I'm lying, what's wrong?" Xin Huan smiled arrogantly: "You went to Teacher He to expose me." β
He Yu pursed the corners of his lips tightly and didn't make a sound.
Xin Huan cleaned himself up three times and divided five by two, stood in front of He Yu and smiled ruthlessly: "Don't always put on such a posture of enduring humiliation in front of me, okay?" I'm not unusual. I will make it clear to you a thousand or hundreds of times: I am me, you are you, you don't need you to take care of my affairs, and you don't need you to hide my shortcomings. β
Xin Huan turned his head to look at the sky outside the door. In the winter sky, clouds faintly accumulated again, as if fine snowflakes were falling down in a flutter.
She snorted and sneered again, "I'm the most impatient to do this thing." I think it, if you like it, you like it, don't force it together if you don't like it, I made my words clear enough to you, I said that I annoyed you when I was young, so let you stay away from me...... But you're still looking like that. Alas, disgusting Bala, do you understand? Heyu, don't do this. Anyway, I'll be relatives in the future, so don't make me want to vomit when I see you. β
After Xin Huan finished speaking, he turned to the Bai family servant: "Where are you going?" It's time to change your tune, right? β
The servant looked at Kazuki's expression. The little young master who grew up watching from a young age and was like a jade man, his face turned blue at this moment...... The maid couldn't bear it, and looked forward to the two of them leaving the distance quickly, so that the little master would not have to suffer like this again, so he nodded hurriedly: "Almost, almost." β
Xin Huan stroked her short hair and smiled: "Then, let's go." I'm a senior today, but I'm happy. β.
Xin Huan stepped out of the door with his front foot.
On the hind footβthe servant's eyes widened to seeβand the young master's tears fell down the ground, crushing to the tiles beneath his feet.
It's not that I haven't seen the little master shed tears. When the little young master was still in the arms of the eldest lady, listening to Mr. Bai stroking the piano and playing the flute, the little baby who couldn't speak could rise and fall with the melody, and tears rolled down his cheeks one by one.
Mr. Bai sighed at the piano back then, saying that this grandson was really his bosom friend. So although he is a grandson, this little master was almost brought up by Mr. Bai since he was a child. His temperament and temperament are all like the grandsons of the Bai family.
- However, they have never seen it, the little master is crying like this.
This time it is no longer a feeling of tears, but as if my heart is broken, but I can't make a sound, I can only be depressed in my heart, and there is no other way to vent except tears.
The servant panicked, hurriedly ran over, didn't care about anything, stretched out his sleeves to wipe the child, and asked repeatedly: "What's the matter, little master, ah?" Is there something uncomfortable? Tell me, I'll get a doctor! β
The little young master didn't seem to hear it, he just looked at him in a daze, and asked, "Isn't it, no matter what I do, I can't keep you anymore?" β
The old maid was so frightened that he hurriedly stretched out his hand and shook it in front of the little master's eyes, and shouted anxiously: "Little master, what's the matter?" β
He Yu closed his eyes and shook his head gently: "I'm fine, don't worry." I just want to cry twice...... You should go out first, and help me bring it to the door. Give myself two minutes......"
The servant went out, brought the door, and stood under the eaves of the porch, holding his hands in his hands, and listened carefully to the movement inside the door.
It's just a sixteen-year-old child, if he wants to cry, he will definitely cry. The house is so loud that you can hear it from any way.
But in the door, there was not a trace of movement. Rao is old servant pricked up his ears to listen, but he didn't hear a word.
He panicked and reached out to push the door. The door opened before he could touch it, and the young man with a crown of jade stepped out quietly. His eyes were slightly red, his lips were strangely red, and his eyes were getting darker and darker, and he looked at him calmly, and said lightly, "It's time for us to go." Don't wait. β
Doesn't seem to have anything to do?
I hope it's okay!
The old servant hurriedly followed behind, carefully watching his expression, and came all the way to the antechamber safely.
The antechamber is already buzzing.
The previous chaos was eliminated, and all the guests had eyes, so they all tried their best to pick up the atmosphere, and the atmosphere in the front hall was not cold, but it looked more lively than before.
The next link is to change the name of the family, under the leadership of the master of ceremonies, the guests came up with all kinds of fun ideas, so when He Yu walked in, it was full of laughter.
Changing one's name and recognizing one's relatives is to start with relatives and friends on the periphery. First of all, the relatives of the Bai family who were far away overseas came up to change their words, calling them sister-in-law, aunt, and even grandmother, and so on. Everyone was very affectionate, and Lin Ning happily handed out the red envelopes one by one, smiling from ear to ear.
Seeing that Heyu was back, he changed his name and recognized his relatives to the most critical link - the appearance of his family.
The little turtle carefully stared at Heyu's expression, and then smiled and took the lead in stepping forward. The master of ceremonies stopped him, saying that this was not in accordance with the rules, and the youngest in the family was He Yu, and he had to come from the young master. Say that the little turtle is an elder, wait a minute.
The little turtle glanced at Xin Huan quietly, and then smiled: "I'll come first." I took a good look at a big red envelope on the gold plate, I was afraid that I was snatched away by someone else too late. Please, big guys, bear with me. β
Everyone laughed, and it was not an exaggeration to say that the little turtle was like this. Although the little turtle is a member of his family, he is not an immediate family member after all, so if he changes it first, he will change it first. The little turtle knelt down in front of Lin Ning with a plop, kowtowed and shouted "Third Aunt". Everyone laughed loudly, saying that with the age of the little turtle, there was no need to kneel, let alone kowtow. This kid is in such a hurry, he must have been hooked by the red envelope, it seems that the attraction of the red envelope is really great.
Lin Ning also smiled and hurriedly picked out the most popular red envelope, put it in the palm of the little turtle with his own hand, personally helped the little turtle up, and said with a smile on his face: "Child, thank you." β
The little turtle took Lin Ning's hand and said, "Don't listen to them, I am willing to kneel and kowtow." Third aunt, I treat you as my own mother in my heart. You're welcome, treat me as a son from now on. As he spoke, he deliberately tilted his head and raised his eyebrows at Xin Huan.
Xin Huan saw it, but he deliberately didn't see it, so he just hung his head and pulled the zipper on his clothes.
There was a lot of laughter in the hall, she had a lot to look at and laugh at, but she always couldn't control herself, and always wanted to look at the door...... But she knew that she couldn't do that again, she had to endure it.
Speaking of the younger generation, Bai Shuyi took Luo Qinglime's hand and said, "Luo Dafang is a relative of my mother's side, my mother went early, and I have been very close to the relatives of the Luo family since I was a child." Lime is the daughter of Brother Dafang, although it is not a family, but since she was a child, she was also raised in the Bai family, and I regard this child as my own daughter. So let's let the lime recognize and change her mouth first. β
Luo Qinglime may not be much in itself, but her surname is Luo, and she is the younger generation of Bai Zhenxuan's deceased wife...... Bai Shuyi specially mentioned the relatives surnamed Luo on this occasion, and there is a way to think about it.
Luo Qinglime also smiled obediently, walked over and bowed, and said clearly: "Miss Lin is so young, it is not good for the younger generation to call her 'grandma'." It's better to call it like this, I'll call it with my little brother, and call Grandpa Bai and Miss Lin grandpa and grandma. With that, he changed his words respectfully.
Luo Qinglime finished receiving Lin Ning's red envelope, got up and turned around and walked to Xin Huan, smiling sweetly: "From now on, you are really my little aunt." Little aunt, in the future, I will have you to take care of us juniors more. β
Xin Huan bit her lip, but also smiled generously, reached out and patted Luo Qinglime on the shoulder, and said, "Be good." β
Everyone cheered happily, and then they all focused their eyes on Heyu's face. Luo Lime is finished, it's his turn.
Bai Shuyi and He Zhong both shouted: "He Yu come here!" β
He Yu took a deep breath, met the layers of gaze, and stepped forward. When he passed in front of Xin Huan, he stopped slightly, turned his head to look at her.
But she avoided it, and only looked at the little turtle, as if listening to what the little turtle was saying.
He Yu sighed silently, turned his head, and walked straight to a pair of newcomers.
He formally knelt down again, bowed three times upwards, and called his grandmother to Lin Ning......
The hall was filled with joy again. Xin Huan clenched the zipper pendant, and the square metal went into the flesh of her palm, and it hurt indescribably.
He Yu got up and took the red envelope, his face was as white as jade, without a trace of blood, only the eyes were as black as midnight.
Luo Qinglime walked over with a smile and grabbed his arm, saying, "I also changed my name to Little Aunt." Little brother, you should change your words with me. β
Xin Huan's heart was strained, so he turned his head and went out, saying, "I'll go to the toilet." β
Bai Shuyi stretched out her hand to stop it, with an affectionate smile on her face: "Oh, don't worry, it's not too late to wait for Yu Yu to scream." Bai Shuyi said and called her son: "...... And Yu, come on. β
The guests in the hall also laughed, saying that this child of the same age would definitely not be able to open his mouth if he changed to a big or small generation. They all said that they were not in a hurry, and they were in a hurry to find their feelings, and it would be considered a ceremony to call it out today.
He Yu looked at Xin Huan with a pair of dark eyes, Xin Huan tried hard to hold on to a smile, and knew that he couldn't hide it, so he smiled at him and said, "What's the matter, Xiao Hezi, if you call me, will you be wronged?" Since everyone is waiting, don't grind. β
He finally had a slight ripple in the depths of his dark pupils, looked at her, and smiled softly: "Okay." β
He raised his head and took a deep breath slightly, then turned his eyes back, looked at her solemnly, and raised his red lips: "...... Youngest maternal aunt. β
"It's done, it's done," said the master ......of ceremonies and the guests happily. Xin Huan didn't hear anything, only heard the noise around him. She shook slightly, and her eyes were a little white.
He Yu hurriedly reached out and grabbed her elbow, the force seemed to crush her arm bones, and asked eagerly, "What's wrong with you!" β
Xin Huan smiled apologetically: "Uh, I'm fine. It's just a little dizzy. She stretched out her hand and pulled in front of her: "There are too many people, and they are all around me again, but the wind is lacking in oxygen." I was just frozen in cold water, and I was a little ......"
Bai Zhenxuan rushed over in person, hugged Xin Huan, and said, "Huanhuan, it's uncle, it's wrong, I forgot that you are cold." Look, it's not a fever anymore. β
Bai Zhenxuan personally sent Xin Huan to the guest room, and did not let anyone follow up, only held Xin Huan's hand, and said distressedly: "...... It's hard for you, kid. β
Xin Huan really had a fever, his head was heavy and his nose was stuffy, and he said forcefully: "Bai Zhenxuan, let me sleep alone for a while." Don't let anyone in, okay? β
Bai Zhenxuan nodded and went out to speak.
There was silence outside the door, and the laughter and laughter in the main hall were separated by a silence, and they did not come to disturb her. She got up and put herself in order.
She knew that the mission was finally complete and that it was time for her to go.
The White Mansion was full of joy and stayed all night.
This night, Xin Huan got on the train to Beijing alone.
She had already inquired with Rotten Grass about the film academy advanced class, and talked about it with Xin Ziyang. Xin Ziyang asked her friends in the circle to help her take care of everything.
From then on, she will give up her unfinished high school studies, find a pre-exam class first, take targeted tutoring for half a year, and then enroll in the film academy advanced class in September. Anyway, the coursework in the key high school is just a waste of time for her, and many subjects are just a waste of time. If her life was destined to come to an abrupt end at the age of 26, ten years from now, she really didn't have much time to waste.
She has to race against time, she has to treat a year as a two, or even three or five years.
She had already contacted her homeroom teacher before February 25, so Teacher He knew that she was leaving. It's just that she asked Teacher He to keep it secret for her for the time being.
The train leaves the D-city boundary at midnight and heads into the unknown future. The whole carriage fell asleep, and Xin Huan looked at himself reflected in the dark glass window.
β¦β¦ In her past life, she also vaguely remembered some fragments.
After her mother got married in her previous life, she was reluctant to leave. After the house was snatched away by Wang Yazhi, she went to He Yu to borrow money and bought a small suite to live in. And then...... didn't stop Heyu's insistence, so he squeezed in again and again.
Then, the night she turned eighteen, she failed to push him away......
Everything was completely out of control at that moment, she broke her oath to Bai Shuyi, and what happened next caught her off guard - the syndicate went downhill day by day, and even old ministers like Wang Yinhua left the nest one after another. Xin Ziyang couldn't survive, and the only person who could ask for help was Lin Ning.
Lin Ning remembered the old days and tried his best to help Xin Ziyang. Bai Shuyi took the opportunity to fan the flames, saying that Lin Ning did not forget the old relationship, and broke off the connection with Xin Ziyang...... Lin Ning was in the Bai family and was gradually given a cold reception.
And then ...... Lin Ning was pregnant, but was questioned, saying that it was not Bai Zhenxuan's child, but maybe Xin Ziyang's child...... Lin Ning was under tremendous pressure and could only wash his face with tears.
Then, there are the two scenes she is most afraid of: Xin Ziyang jumped off the building and Lin Ning was killed......
Xin Huan closed her eyes, she didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Everything is because of her greed in her previous life, and because she can't give up on him!
Now that she has her life all over again, she can't afford to repeat the mistakes she made before. No matter how unbearable it is, when it can't bear it anymore, you have to bite your wrist and endure it from the beginning...... So she's leaving this time, leaving early.
In this way, there will be no self-control at the age of eighteen, and there will be no heavy punishment for that.
She understands that in this world, she can be worthy of anyone, but she is the only one who she has to be sorry for......
When people owe a man, they will say, "If there is an afterlife, I will repay you as an ox and a horse; But for her, even though she had been reborn, she had to hurt him again deeper and more severely......
Therefore, she said in her heart: If there is an afterlife, let you never meet me again; Or, don't let me have another life.
In this way, I can meet you in two lives and love you in two lives, although I have not been able to end perfectly every time, but I am also content.
I hope that in this life, you will get the happiness that should be your own.
- Volume II, Finale -