Chapter 95: Ripples in the Heart (Kneeling and begging to collect the monthly pass)
The dim night is full of stars, and the moon above his head is still the moon of eight years ago, maybe Lin Yang never thought that after eight years, his lost wish suddenly appeared at this moment, but in his heart was more melancholy and indifferent, the two emotions were complex and blended, making his heart involuntarily tremble and waver, left and right, because the girl in front of him no longer knew him at all.
"Thank you, thank you for saving me tonight!" It wasn't until the two of them walked on this seemingly endless street for a full five minutes that the girl broke the silence and stopped to look at him, although it was dark at this time, Lin Yang could still see the girl's sparkling beautiful eyes, just like when she saw her eight years ago and a month ago, she was still so beautiful, she will always be the goddess in every man's heart, and she has become more and more outstanding, hearing the girl say this, Lin Yang remembered that a month ago, he was still at the gate of the medical school, and the man next to the girl......
"Rhyme...... Well, it's okay! Lin Yang almost said the girl's nickname, and he had to say politely when he was poor, he wanted to recognize the girl, and he also knew that if he recognized the girl at this time, the latter would be very happy, and he was the same, but an emotion suddenly arose, that is an emotion that everyone in the world will have, that is, fear, for the fear and panic of the unknown, he didn't know that he suddenly appeared in front of Yun'er, and then suddenly told him that he was Xiao Yang, who disappeared eight years ago, what would happen......
Zheng Yun didn't hear the problem in Lin Yang's words, she didn't recognize Lin Yang at all, and Lin Yang didn't know what to say at all, five minutes ago, the girl's mind was all about him, but eight years passed in a flash, and now the man in front of her is fundamentally different from the prince eight years ago, how can she think that he is Xiao Yang when he was a child, so the girl just smiled at him: "Thanks to you tonight, otherwise I would have suffered, and I haven't asked you what your name is?" My name is Zheng Yun and I am interning at the People's Hospital! After saying that, the girl stretched out her jade hand to say hello!
Zheng Yun! Yun'er! When he heard these two words, Lin Yang suddenly felt a little in a trance, allowing him to cultivate refining yin and yang, and embarked on the road of cultivation, but he was still a person, and he couldn't get rid of the seven emotions and six desires, at this moment, it seemed that the past, the present and the future were all mixed together, the beautiful memories of eight years ago, the test of blood and fire in the past eight years, just to come back alive to see her, and the subsequent scene was a month ago, when that warm scene appeared in front of him, countless scenes were like slides reflected in Lin Yang's mind, repeatedly, Like countless ants eroding his mind, he was in pain!
"You're fine, are you?" Zheng Yun didn't see the anxious look on Lin Yang's face, but she noticed his abnormality, looked at him and asked with concern.
"Oh, I don't have anything to do, don't worry, hello, my name is Liu Yang, and I'm here to Jiangdu on a business trip!" Lin Yang lied, or was it just a self-reaction from the bottom of his heart, because even he didn't know what he was going to lie about, was he afraid that he would not be able to deal with the unknown result? Or is he simply not able to bear the fact that it seems to have come true? He doesn't know the Dao, he doesn't want to know the Dao, if one day the girl knows his identity, maybe that day is the time for him to leave, because, he really doesn't know how to face the painful truth, thinking that he has now embarked on the road of cultivation, the expression on Lin Yang's face began to slowly recover, he is an orphan, at this moment in this world, I am afraid that except for the orphanage's grandmother, he will have no relatives, he admits that he has no love for this world, and lovelessness is not misanthropy, Thinking that he had already met Mu Yiting and Yun'er, the only young companions, Lin Yang decided to go to the orphanage to see Grandma Wan before leaving, and after reading it, he found a place where no one lived, cultivated quietly, and forgot about this world......
"Poplar? Hehe......" Hearing the man in front of him called Liu Yang, Zheng Yun laughed softly at the corner of his mouth for some reason, Lin Yang didn't know what was wrong with him, he only remembered that he asked in his head: "What are you laughing at?" "Hehe, it's nothing, I have a friend's name and a Yang character, I suddenly remembered him!" The girl still had a smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she remembered something happy, and Lin Yang seemed to be still in a state of dissociation, or a strong desire for knowledge, he knew that the friend in the girl's mouth was himself, but he really wanted to know that in the past eight years, the girl had thought about herself? Although he knew that the girl had not forgotten himself, he still wanted to know what his position was in the girl's mind......
"That friend of yours must have a good relationship with you, right?" Originally, he wanted to ask the girl if he missed him, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back, he knew that some things were useless even if he asked, because he had already lost from the beginning, and he didn't care who lost more, and he didn't care who loved who the most, but like a game of chess, one wrong step, it was too late to turn back, Lin Yang didn't want to turn back and regret not saying these words!
"Well, that's good!" Zheng Yun didn't seem to be wary of the "strange man" around him who had only known him for less than an hour, it seemed that he had known him for a long time, and he spoke naturally and smiled: "He grew up with me, we studied in an elementary school, we studied in a junior high school, I was the first in the class every time, and he was a drag oil bottle every time, I still remember that once in the final exam, he took the first place in the class, and our dean's grandmother wanted to beat him...... Oh yes, he and I grew up in an orphanage when we were kids, so our grandmother took care of us, you know? ”
"yes, I understand!" Lin Yang looked at the girl's eyebrows and talked about the past between her and her "friend" and said slowly with a smile, but in fact, there are too many words in my heart, how can I understand? I also know that you girl also helped me change my score after I was the penultimate in the exam, and directly changed 17 to 77, and then Grandma Wan turned the test paper and punished me, I didn't confess you, and then Grandma Wan felt sorry for me and didn't beat me, but rewarded you with a bag of candy alone, you took the candy and took my hand and ran to the top of the hill behind the orphanage, I was eating candy and my heart was very beautiful, so I took your hand and made a promise: I will marry you in the future and give you candy for the rest of my life......
Time flies, the years change, when the light intersects in another parallel line of this time and space, we still met, but after the meeting, we have become the most familiar strangers, you no longer know me, just like the Meng Po soup on the other side of the bridge, I don't know if I have spent the years or you have forgotten the red dust, when you see me again in the next second, there is no joy in your eyes, the promise of the year, at this moment has disappeared, no longer important!
The girl was still walking and talking about the past between him and her and her "friend", but she didn't know that her prince was by her side at this time, and the most important thing for the two people was that they had a common mind, so I believe that the two had recognized each other at this moment, and Lin Yang didn't do this, so he didn't know that Lu Dao had always been in the girl's heart, maybe he forgot a sentence: what he saw may not be true, and the girl never said anything more about the relationship between him and Lin Yang. Maybe it's subconscious self-preservation, although the man next to her saved her tonight, she has been alone for eight years, and for eight whole years, she hasn't said what she thinks from the bottom of her heart to anyone, it's a secret that belongs to her and him.
"Well, I'm here, Xie Lu, thank you for sending me back!" In this way, after walking for more than ten minutes, the girl turned around and looked at Lin Yang under a street lamp surrounded by residential areas, until this was the first time Zheng Yun really saw this man named Liu Yang, those eyes, it seemed that she had seen it somewhere, but the girl couldn't remember it for a while, and at this time Lin Yang also said: "Don't go that way alone in the future, try to walk with a few people, or let your boyfriend send you back!" When he said about his boyfriend, Lin Yang's lips trembled obviously, but his expression was barely coping, and he didn't let the girl find anything.
And Zheng Yun really didn't find out, because after Lin Yang said that she had three boyfriends, the girl lowered her head a little embarrassed, and she didn't know what Lu Dao was talking about, and this action made Lin Yang's expression even more depressed, and what she said this time was obviously a little blunt: "Not every night there will be idlers like me to rescue you, don't do it next time, I'll leave first if you arrive!" After speaking, he turned around with difficulty and stopped looking at her, determined not to look back, he knew that the girl was looking at him, and he could even guess the surprised look on the girl's face, but he really didn't want to look back, maybe this is an extremely immature performance, but love words, who in the world can escape?
"Why is this man like this?" When the man named Liu Yang really left, Zheng Yun didn't pout a little dissatisfied until he couldn't see his back, and then he snorted like a little girl: "People don't have boyfriends at all, didn't they just save me once, why can they slander me?" Hum! After speaking, he turned around, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened the mobile phone, and the screen was a photo of a little boy, although the mobile phone was only bought for a year, but the photo of the boy on the screensaver seemed to have been taken......
"Hey Qian'er, are you home? Well, I'll be back as soon as I get downstairs, I almost had an accident tonight, and I'll tell you when Eun En comes back! Zheng Yun made a phone call, and then hung up after saying a few words to the phone, the screen suddenly went black and put it back in his pocket, and at the moment when he walked into the stairs, the girl seemed to remember something and suddenly took out her mobile phone and pressed the power button, the screen lit up again, it was still a photo of the boy, Zheng Yun looked at the photo of the boy in a daze, and then looked at the direction where the man named Liu Yang left just now, and then shook his head and muttered to himself: "Xiao Yang, where are you?" ”