632 life
Mi Jia walked to Lu Xiaoxiao's side, reached out and pulled her hands that were hanging on both sides, held them tightly in her hands, and said softly, "Xiaoxiao, relax, it's okay." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao slowly opened her eyes, looking at her teeth biting her lip, her chest still lying together, although she strongly restrained herself, but it was conceivable that the feelings in her heart were still excited.
Seeing this, Mi Jia pulled her to the side of the sofa and sat down, a little uneasy, got up and opened the office door and said to Secretary Zheng who was working outside, "Secretary Zheng, go make a glass of milk and come in." After speaking, he returned to Lu Xiaoxiao's side.
Sitting next to her, she was just about to say something, but Lu Xiaoxiao, who was sitting on the side, had already spoken, "I can let go of anything, I can forget Jì, but there is no way to forget Jì that child." As he spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes stared straight ahead, and there was no focus and landing point, just looking like this.
Mi Jia pulled her hand over again, held it tightly, put it on her lap, and said, "Xiaoxiao, you look at me. ”
Hearing this, Lu Xiaoxiao slowly turned her head and looked at her without saying anything.
Mi Jia reached out and gently touched her face, wiped away the silent tears on her face, sighed lightly and spoke slowly, and said, "No one has to forget you, you can remember it if you want to, it doesn't matter, you don't have to force yourself to forget." Mi Jia remembered that when she was crying on the bed alone after the abortion, she also remembered that she told herself over and over again that she regretted it, such pain, she accompanied her over, and it is still fresh in her memory, let alone her as a client?
Lu Xiaoxiao shook her head, tears couldn't help it, just like the dam that burst the embankment, surging out of her eyes so directly, she held Mi Jia's hand tightly, and said while crying, "I sometimes dream of that day, lying on the operating table and feeling that life disappear from my stomach little by little, I even sometimes have auditory hallucinations, I heard the child crying in my ear, asking me why I killed him so ruthlessly, I know that this qiē is all my own imagination, but Mi Jia, I really regret it, I have never done anything I regret so much in my life, I really regret why I didn't keep my child in the first place, I should have kept my child instead of being a murderer like this......" Saying this, Lu Xiaoxiao's tears couldn't be controlled at all, and they kept flowing, and the whole person was a little speechless with excitement.
Mi Jia understood the discomfort in her heart, but in addition to understanding, it seemed that she couldn't change anything, sighed silently in her heart, reached out to hug her, and whispered comfort in her ear, "Okay, it's all over, don't think about it, don't think about it......"
The door of the office was opened at this time, Secretary Zheng came in from outside with milk, and saw Lu Xiaoxiao crying excitedly, and looked at Mi Jia with some confusion for a while, and his eyes seemed to be asking what happened?
Mi Jia glanced at her and said, "Put the milk down, you go out first." ”
Secretary Zheng has been in the workplace for a few years, and naturally knows how to distinguish between occasions, seeing Mi Jia say this, he didn't ask anything, and directly put down the milk in his hand on the low table, and then withdrew from the office, and when he went out, he brought the door of the room by the way.
Mi Jia took the milk, handed it to Lu Xiaoxiao, and whispered in her ear, "Come, drink some milk." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head, still shedding tears, and only said, "I don't want to drink." ”
Mi Jia sighed lightly, but did not put the milk down again, but put it directly into her hand, and said with a somewhat stern expression, "Lu Xiaoxiao, you are not alone now, there is another one in your belly, you are crying and sad for the previous child, do you want to let the child in your belly accompany you to suffer?!" ”
Hearing this, Lu Xiaoxiao stopped crying, and stared at her like this with tears on her face, the excitement on her love had not subsided, and she sobbed involuntarily.
Mija looked at her, lifted her hand, and brought the milk from the cup in her hand directly to her mouth.
Lu Xiaoxiao frowned a little uncomfortably because of the fishy smell of milk, frowned and pushed the milk in his hand away a little.
Mi Jia didn't embarrass her too much, just looked at her for a while before speaking, "I know that you can't let go of that child, and I also know that you have too much guilt about that child, but Xiaoxiao, people can't always live in the past, no matter how sorry and guilty they are, no matter how uncomfortable they are, they can't change those facts." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao turned her head, a little reluctant to listen to her words.
Mi Jia didn't let her escape, reached over and pulled her other hand, gently covered her slightly bulging belly, and said slowly in a soft voice, "There is another new life here, he is the continuation and beginning of you and Gao Zichen." ”
Hearing her say this, Lu Xiaoxiao slowly turned her head, glanced at Mi Jia, and then looked down at her stomach, gently touching her palm back and forth on her stomach, as if she was feeling the existence of another life in her stomach.
Seeing her like this, Mi Jia also put her hand on her hand and asked softly, "Do you feel it?" ”
The corners of Lu Xiaoxiao's mouth slowly faded into a smile, and he didn't speak, but nodded very hard.
Mi Jia also smiled faintly, covered her hand, and continued, "Instead of regretting those unchangeable pasts, it is better to double all the guilt and pity for that child to this child in the womb, because only thinking about the child in the womb can still feel it." Give all the care and love that was too late to give out before to the baby in the womb, and let him replace the child. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, the tears that had been stopped suddenly came up again, blurring her eyes, although she couldn't see clearly, her hands were still tightly attached to her stomach, and the touch was real, which made her feel at ease.
Seeing her crying, Mi Jia reached out and took the tissue on the low table, gently wiped the tears from her face, and whispered in her ear, "Don't cry, it's all over." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, slowly smoothed out his feelings, and then looked up at Mi Jia, snorted, nodded and reassured Mi Jia, "I know, I will." ”
Mi Jia is right, she can't always live in the past, she has to look ahead, she is not alone now, and there is a new life waiting for her in her belly.