Chapter 492: I just can't go back
"I don't blame you, don't blame yourself." Major Gu Si hugged the little milk bag in his arms and gave this child who was cheerful and strong on the outside, but extremely sensitive on the inside, a warm, strong and reliable hug.
Xia Ning entered the room without looking back, although she had an injury on her leg, her pace was still very fast, and she didn't stop until she was in front of the bed, and sat down on the carpet next to the bed, clenching her fist and hammering it on her head in frustration: Stupid, when have you ever seen Gu Sishao watch an entertainment show?!
After Xia Ning calmed down, her chaotic heart gradually calmed down, and just now a burst of heart fire was vented on Gu Sishao's body, and Gu Sishao actually endured it without saying a word, and now I regret it in my heart. There are also pastries in front of the table, which look like they are made by Nono!
…… But those ugly words just now are hard to recover.
Yuki entered the door and stood behind Xia Ning.
Xia Ning knew that Youji was coming, and glanced at Youji's indifferent face as always, and didn't make a sound.
Seeing that Youji didn't speak for a long time, and the footsteps of Youji when she just entered the door, as quiet as she didn't die, Xia Ning guessed that Youji was unhappy in her heart. "Since you're here, if you have something to say, let's talk about it."
Xia Ning herself was also surprised in her heart, when was her voice so repulsive and repulsive thousands of miles away?
Youji had just witnessed Gu Sishao's unbearable appearance from beginning to end, and when she heard Xia Ning's silent tone, no matter how cold and numb her heart was, she couldn't be calm anymore, "What I regret the most is to let you go back to Sishao's side to comfort him, if I had known that you were such a ruthless person, I would rather be in pain with him all the time, at least, it wouldn't make him more painful than now!" ”
"Xia Ning, how can you be so selfish? Do you know how much manpower and material resources Si Shao spent to search the sea in order to grasp Gu Yifeng's last ray of life? Don't want you to be heartbroken and never close your eyes for three days and three nights? I was just persuaded by Niernangong to go home and rest for a while, but you poured a basin of cold water on Si Shao's heart? ”
Youji has always been a person who cherishes words like gold, but at this time, she said all the words hidden in her heart at once, and even Youji herself didn't know whether these words were accusing Xia Ning, or using these things one by one to keep Xia Ning. "Also, a child as young as Nuno is still the person you love the most, and you are willing to accuse him so much? That's right, Nono didn't cry because of the loss of a loved one like those ordinary kids, but where were you when he was sad and lost and locked himself in the house and secretly sobbed? You say, Nono didn't cry! You are wrong, when you were poisoned last year, your face was disfigured, your life was dying, and you were unconscious, Nono shed all the tears of his life!! ”
Xia Ning didn't speak, but her heart tightened. Her long black hair half-covered her face, and she couldn't see her stunned and lost eyes.
“…… Xia Ning, do you know? Si Shao has never regarded you as a good medicine to comfort his heartache! He gave you all the last love of his life...... What other reason do you have to hate him, from beginning to end, it was all a heart attack between you and Gu Yifeng, what did you do with Si Shao? ”
"Yuki, I don't blame him, and I can't talk about hatred and forgiveness, but I can't go back to the past? After all, he killed my only relative......" Xia Ning's words were more like asking and answering herself.
Yuji's face went up, but the corners of his mouth bent down, "You always say that you love him, you always show the deep love between you, in fact, you are the most weak-hearted!" The happiness of these two years is just that you are deceiving yourself, you are less determined than anyone else......
A Gu Yifeng makes you disheartened by this love that has gone through a lot of hardships?
Xia Ning, the fourth young man can give up Wen Rao for you, why can't you let go of a Gu Yifeng?!
Everyone thinks that after you returned to Si Shao, you always went through torture, experienced life and death, and were unfair, but Si Shao stood behind you every time, accompanied by your pain, and stayed with you!
You were poisoned, Si Shao didn't close his eyes for seven days and seven nights, you had a miscarriage, Si Shao lost another relative, and he took all the pain alone! Yuki smiled bitterly and shook her head, "You guys, why are you still together?" ”
Xia Ning mistakenly thought that the miscarriage in Youji's mouth was a fake miscarriage that deceived Gu Sishao by concealing her pregnancy seven years ago.
Youji's heart seemed to burst out all of a sudden, gushing endlessly, and said out of control, "That's right, you said before that I didn't dare to love, but I really didn't dare to love Gu Sishao, because I was not qualified, and because I didn't dare to ruin the last hope for love in his heart!" ”
Xia Ning looked at Youji, her eyes were dim, but they could penetrate Youji's whole person.
Xia Ning smiled self-deprecatingly, it turned out that she was such a person in Youji's eyes? Since even Yuki thinks so about herself. Not to mention the others...... "It turns out that your weakness is Gu Sishao, he was slightly wronged, and you collapsed into this appearance?" ”
Xia Ning's words are not light or serious, she has no other meaning, she just wants to run away from Youji and let herself be quiet......
Before she could see Xia Ning's face clearly, Yuki suddenly staggered and fled.
The pace accelerated with the flustered heart: how could I say so heavy what I just said?! Yes, I can't get used to Xia Ning's half-dead appearance for a Gu Yifeng, and I can't stand Xia Ning's nonsensical discouragement of the four less, but Xia Ning is also his friend. And the last paragraph just now, I really didn't think about it, but why did I suddenly say it in front of Xia Ning? Is it gibberish in a fit of anger or is it a deep thought hidden in the quilt?
No.
I definitely only have brotherhood for Gu Sishao!
Airplanes~
Yuki turned on her phone and glanced at it. Taking a deep breath, he went to the study on the third floor, but when he entered the door, he found that the light was not turned on in the study.
Yu Ji groped into Gu Sishao's office room, looking at the desk was lit by the dim retro table, Gu Sishao's whole person was submerged in the night, only a pair of hands on the desktop could clearly see.
Major Gu Si pushed the black box that he had been fumbling in his hand for a long time to the front, and his voice was cold, "Send this to Gu Zhai." ”
"Yes."
Yuki was just about to turn around and leave, when the magnetic voice came through from behind the dim light, "Xia Ning, how have she been these days?" You should hate me to death......"
"She doesn't talk much these days and stays alone in her room all the time. Xia Ning is a smart person, but she is smart but she is mistaken by cleverness, she thinks too much, but she can't think about it. …… But Si Shao, I don't understand, since you have found Gu Yifeng's whereabouts, why did you tell Xia Ning? ”