144 This is the only and last thing I can do for you, forgive me
"I'll listen to you." Geng Yirou cried, with her daughter's forgiveness and support, she found that little hope again.
"Okay, it's all over." Ning Caina stroked her back and looked at Jiuquan's father with a smile, she felt very uncomfortable, but she also knew that this was the best ending for his father, "Mom, all of us who are alive must live well, live happily and happily, so as to live up to our dead father." ”
Geng Yirou turned her head to look at Ning Caina beside her with tears in her eyes, and hugged her daughter: "Nana......"
Ning Caina also stepped forward, crying in her voice: "Mom, Dad is no more, it's all over, don't think about it anymore." From now on, we will have to rely on each other. Mom, cooperate with the doctor. I'm a daughter, please, this is the first time I've begged you. You don't have nothing, you still have me. ”
Ning Junsheng stepped forward: "Yirou, the person has gone, you have to pay attention to your body." Since he exchanged his life for your life, then you have to cherish your life even more, and it is unwise for you not to cooperate with the doctor like this. Nana has lost her father, you can't let her lose her mother anymore, then she will be an orphan, do you want her to lose her parents and become helpless? Didn't you say you would compensate Nana well? Let's start by taking care of your body. ”
The three of them got off the elevator and went to the pavement on the ground floor and saw Geng Yirou crying all the time. Ning Caina saw her father who died next to her mother, and looking at the piercing red blood, her heart was extremely painful. Her tears welled up as well, and her vision began to blur.
"Okay." Ning Junsheng helped Ning Caina into a wheelchair and then pushed her away.
And Tan Xiyue, who was on the rooftop, looked at the situation below and said to Ning Junsheng: "Dad, it seems that there are still people alive, let's go down and see the situation." ”
Geng Yirou sat there, ignoring the injuries and pain on her body, the tears on her face were mixed with the blood sprayed on her face by Ning Junxiang, and she cried without an image with a plain face. She seemed to be shrouded in grief, sitting alone and secluded, isolated from the world.
"Don't get excited, your injuries need to be examined, please cooperate." The doctor stepped forward and tried to help her up. She pushed the doctors away, and she didn't know where she got that much strength.
"No, he's not dead, he's not going to die!" Geng Yirou didn't believe it, "The one who died should be me!" ”
"Ma'am, he's gone, so be careful." The doctor said calmly.
"Ning Junxiang, you get up for me, you can't die......" Geng Yirou slapped him in the face, and then said to the doctor standing there, "Doctor, you save him, he can't die!" ”
Then his smile froze like this, his pupils were also sluggish, his head tilted to Geng Yirou's side, and he lost his breath.
"I'm sorry...... Ning Junxiang coughed heavily, spurting out a mouthful of blood, which was sprinkled on Geng Yirou's white clothes, like a little red plum in the vast snow, which made people feel dazzling.
"I don't want to be sorry, I want you to live." Geng Yirou tugged at his collar.
"Xiaorou, I'm afraid I can't agree to this request, I'm sorry......" Ning Junxiang felt sorry.
"Do you think you're great at doing this? Do you think I'm going to forgive you? No, it won't! Geng Yirou burst into tears excitedly, she didn't know what kind of mood she was, but it would definitely not be love, "If you want me to forgive you, then live and live well!" ”
Ning Junxiang held her hand, did not feel the fear of death, and smiled: "Xiaorou, because I owe you, let me use my life to atone for your sins." Forgive me, I won't be able to protect you anymore, you have to take good care of yourself, and Nana, you mother and daughter must be good. ”
And because Geng Yirou was protected by him, coupled with the double cushioning of him and the mat, the situation was much better than Ning Junxiang. She looked at Ning Junxiang, who was injured and bleeding, and moved to his side with difficulty: "Why are you doing this? It's me who should be damned, why are you doing this! ”
"Nana, don't look at it......" Ning Junsheng stepped forward, pulled her over, and held her head in his arms, but the blooming blood flower she saw in her mind couldn't be erased from her mind. She seemed to be stupid, so she hid in Ning Junsheng's arms and didn't dare to move, she didn't want to face the reality. Facing the scene where her parents might fall to their deaths together is too cruel and bloody.
She watched her parents fall to the ground like this, Ning Junxiang landed first, although there was already a cushion underneath, but the height was too high, the impact was too great, Ning Junxiang was seriously injured, the bone marrow was broken, all the internal organs were shattered, the mouth and nose were bleeding, and the injury was very serious.
"Dad, Mom--" Ning Caina also knew that her parents had fallen together, and she struggled to get up from her wheelchair, holding on to the rooftop, calling out to them in grief, tears dripping rapidly.
Ning Junsheng and Tan Xiyue, who couldn't hold them on the rooftop, could only watch them fall, like two dead leaves falling from branches to the ground in autumn, powerless to struggle in the autumn wind, and could only wait for death to come.
Seven-story building, they only heard the wind whistling in their ears, and they could hear nothing but the wind.
"This is the only thing I can do for you in the end, let me do it once, and make it up to you once. Let me die a little more heartily. Ning Junxiang smiled with satisfaction, "I can die for you, I can die with you, I am really satisfied, extremely satisfied." ”
"Ning Junxiang, don't be like this!" Geng Yirou's heart still couldn't be moved.
"I'm not going to let you die." Ning Junxiang hugged her tightly from behind to protect her posture.
Geng Yirou suddenly screamed, the hands between her and Ning Junxiang had separated, Ning Junxiang also let go of the hand holding the tube, and fell down with Geng Yirou, when he fell to the ground, he grabbed her with all his might, and then hugged her.
Geng Yirou filled her eyes with tears and blurred her vision: "But it's too late." But I'm glad --ah--"
"Xiaorou, did you hear that? Nana she recognized you, I said she would understand, so you don't give up on yourself. Ning Junxiang also felt relieved, and the mother and daughter finally recognized each other.
"Nana ......" Geng Yirou was really happy to be able to hear her daughter call her when she was dying.
"Mom, I call you Mom, so you can't leave me!" Ning Caina called her loudly again, "You have to keep your life to make up for the mother's love I have lost for more than 20 years, you can't just ...... Otherwise, I will hate you for the rest of my life, I will not forgive you for the rest of my life, and I will not go to the grave to offer incense! ”
"Nana...... What did you just call me? Geng Yirou heard Ning Caina call her Mom, and a hundred feelings stirred in her chest.
"Mom, I'm Nana, you've left me for more than 20 years, now you can't leave me selfishly anymore, you must hold your father's hand, the second uncle and the seventh young man may save you up." Ning Caina said loudly to the rooftop, hoping that Geng Yirou could hear it.
"You let it go, if you continue like this, you will die!" Geng Yirou persuaded him to let go, but he didn't agree.
"Hold on." Ning Junxiang struggled.
And Ning Junxiang and Geng Yirou, who had been hanging there for a while, were about to be unable to support it. Because his body was suspended in the air, the weight of his body seemed to have increased, making Ning Junsheng hold it very hard, and he felt that the strength was constantly draining from the hands they were holding, Ning Junxiang bit his mouth, his body was sweating, and even his palms were wet. The hands clasped between them also began to lose their grip and began to loosen.
“…… Good. Ning Caina has no choice now, she can't watch her biological mother fall to her death.
"Xiyue, you came just in time, the two of them are falling underneath, hurry up and help pull them up." Ning Junsheng looked at them coming, as if he saw the dawn of hope, "Nana, you go and talk to your mother, say good things, and let her give up the idea of suicide." ”
At this time, Tan Xiyue had already brought Ning Caina up, and she was pushed over by Tan Xiyue in a wheelchair: "Dad, what's wrong?" ”
Ning Junsheng reached out and wanted to grab Ning Junxiang's arm, but he couldn't reach the distance. He tried to push himself out a little further, trying to catch them, but he couldn't. The urgency was that his clothes were soaked with sweat: "You hold on, I'll go find someone to help." ”
Hearing the people below shouting, and Ning Junsheng also found his soul, he realized that they were not dead. He hurriedly ran forward, looked from the spot where they had fallen off the roof together, and half of his body turned out to see the two of them falling in mid-air.
"The people above hold on, 119 will be here soon, and they can save you." The people below were talking to them with a bullhorn.
Below, a group of people had gathered, looking at the two people hanging in the air, they were extremely worried, afraid that something would happen.
"If you don't let go, you're going to fall. You don't have to lose your life with me. Geng Yirou and he fell on the side of the building in a thrilling way.
"Xiaorou, as long as I'm here, I won't let you have anything to do." Ning Junxiang ignored her vexatious troubles and reproaches, "You hold on, don't let go." ”
"You let go of me!" Geng Yirou looked up at him, but instead of thanking him for saving him, she blamed him, "Why did you save me?" I don't want you to save me! I just want to ask for a liberation, is it all so hard? ”
Ning Junxiang quickly stepped up to react, stepped like the wind, flew out, and also fell from this sky, grabbed the falling Geng Yirou with one hand, and grabbed the pipe by the rooftop with the other. Ning Junsheng breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, fortunately, he caught her. Otherwise he couldn't believe what things would have turned out of!
"Don't, Xiaorou--"
After Geng Yirou finished speaking, she closed her eyes, and was so resolute, no longer staying, not thinking, just turning around, even if she jumped, it was like a light veil blown off by the wind, so light and fluttering.
"I'm not threatening you, I'm just trying to free myself." Geng Yirou smiled slightly, with unspeakable sadness, and her eyebrows were sad, "Ah Sheng, let me keep my last dignity, and let me keep the identity of this Mrs. Ning." I wish you happiness! ”
"Ning Junsheng, what kind of are you talking about!" Ning Junxiang panicked and looked at Geng Yirou.
Ning Junsheng raised his eyes, his gaze was firm, as at the beginning: "Yirou, this life is yours, it was given by your parents, if you don't cherish it, I can't do anything." I can't give you what you want, don't threaten me in this way, I've been wrong before, I can't be wrong again, I always have to live for myself. You want your happiness, and I want to, everyone's goal is the same, just get it in the right way. ”
"Ning Junsheng, if you say a word, you promise her that you will not divorce." Ning Junxiang yelled at Ning Junsheng again.
But Ning Junsheng's heart couldn't be shaken, because he didn't love her anymore, and there was no need to torture each other together. His silence caused the wind from the upper floors to howl violently and pass past their ears. However, the world was quiet, and none of them moved, like stone sculptures. Time is flowing in torment.
"Although I have done wrong, I still do not regret that I have owned you by despicable means for more than twenty years, otherwise I don't think I would even have the good memories of these twenty years. Ah Sheng, don't blame me for being ruthless, it's just that I love too deeply and too crazy. I know you can't forgive me, and I know there's no more chance between us. But I don't want to divorce you, so let me end this in this way, and also end all kinds of mistakes in me. Ah Sheng, Sheng, I am a member of the Ning family, your wife, death, I am also a ghost of the Ning family, your wife. I don't want to be abandoned by you, I want to live or die as Mrs. Ning. Ah Sheng, forgive me......" Geng Yirou bit her lip, tears poured out, her face was damp, and her weak appearance made people feel so distressed and heartbroken.
"Yirou, I'm not worthy of you doing this, your life is your own, don't be stupid for anyone, you should cherish your life." Ning Junsheng only felt pressure for Geng Yirou's love, but there was no trace of joy. He couldn't bear such a heavy weight, it would only leave him breathless.
Geng Yirou is definitely deeply in love with Ning Junsheng, and she has used all her energy to love him. But this love did not fulfill people's wishes, and did not give her a chance to be beautiful all the time.
"Shut up!" Geng Yirou scolded him angrily, her eyes shattered, "Although my innocence was taken away by you, it was not my will, although I have a daughter with you, it is not my wish." Since I am married to Ah Sheng, he will be my husband for the rest of my life, and I am also his wife. I, Geng Yirou, will never marry again, let alone marry you! You stop being delusional. ”
"Xiaorou, he has hurt you to such an extent, why do you still protect him? What is the hardship of your family, he doesn't know how to cherish your beauty at all. Ning Junxiang didn't understand why Geng Yirou was infatuated with Ning Junsheng until she died, "What's so good about him?" I said that as long as you are willing to come to my side, I will marry you, and I will give you a qiē. ”
"Ning Junxiang, even if I jump, my life and death have nothing to do with Ah Sheng, if you dare to touch a hair of him, I won't let you go! I do what I say! Geng Yirou saw Ning Junxiang showing a fierce face to Ning Junsheng.
"your reality! If she jumps off because you said the wrong thing, then Ning Junsheng and I will not be done with you! Ning Junxiang threatened him.
"I just don't want to lie to her." Ning Junsheng also felt embarrassed, "If she comes down and knows that I lied to her, then she will definitely feel even more uncomfortable, and she may do something stupid." Even if I didn't say something, she knew in her heart that it was impossible. She shouldn't dream anymore, it will only hurt people more, and people still have to face reality when they should be awake! ”
When Ning Junxiang heard Ning Junsheng say this, he jumped in a hurry and yelled at him: "At such a critical time, can't you say a nice word?" You're going to die? He glanced at Geng Yirou, and then lowered his voice, "You coax her down first, as long as she comes down, it's all easy." Do you want to her off and be satisfied with watching her jump? ”
"Friends? I don't want to. Geng Yirou choked and shook her head, refusing to have such a relationship with him.
"Yirou, even if we can't be husband and wife, we can be friends." Ning Junsheng really didn't go over with her, he didn't want to lie and lie to her, so he could only tell the truth.
"Help me?" Geng Yirou's tearful eyes looked at Ning Junsheng helplessly, "What's the use of helping me?" You won't want to stay with me anymore. You still have to divorce me, and you won't be with me until you grow old. I have lost you, and what strength do I have to stand up. ”
"Xiaorou, come down, we can say anything well, you don't have to do this, you are joking with your life." Ning Junsheng persuaded her, "The past is gone, as long as you want to start over and stand up, I will help you." ”
"Okay." Tan Xiyue turned around and left.
Ning Junsheng looked at the situation, so he had to say to Tan Xiyue, who had not spoken in the first place: "Now there is only one person who can save her, and that is Nana, you go down and bring Nana up to persuade her, maybe you can make her give up the idea of suicide." It is also a good thing that their mother and daughter can recognize each other and be reunited. ”
Geng Yirou thought of the past, she really felt extremely desperate now, and two lines of clear tears flowed, moistening her already pale face. The cold wind blew on her thin body, and she seemed as fragile as if she would disappear with the wind at any moment.
"Enough, don't say anything, I don't want to hear it!" Geng Yirou was angry, and there was anger in her eyes at him, "If it weren't for your selfishness, this qiē wouldn't have become what it is today!" I've done unforgivable wrongdoings, and now I don't have the face to live in this world! I lost the face of the Geng family! ”
"Xiaorou, my father can't replace my mother's love." Ning Junxiang never gave up.
"It's enough for her to have you as a father." Geng Yirou still hasn't changed her mind, she is already full of holes and can't be repaired.
"No, it's Nana who hasn't turned a corner for a while, she can't accept it, you give her time, she will understand your good. Xiaorou, you understand that Nana is ignorant, she is always your daughter, you have to be angry with her, this is not good for you. If you jump willfully, one day Nana will figure it out, and you'll ...... What do you let her do? Ning Guan Jun moved to be clear, and Xiao Zhi reasoned, "You can't make Nana regret it." ”
"Nana is my daughter, but I am not a good mother, and I am not worthy of being her mother, and she would be happier without me as a mother." Geng Yirou no longer has any nostalgia in her heart.
"Xiaorou, I can't watch you fall, you just recognized Nana, how can you let her lose her mother like this, she will be very sad if you do this." Ning Junxiang talked about his daughter, hoping that she could change her mind, "Even if you don't look at my face, you have to look at Nana's face, you can't do stupid things." ”
Geng Yirou chuckled indifferently: "If you fall, you will fall, I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of!" ”
"I don't move, and you don't move!" Ning Junxiang also raised his hands to indicate that he didn't move, "Xiaorou, come down quickly, it's so high here, if you accidentally fall down, it's not a joke." ”
When Ning Junxiang and Ning Junsheng heard her say this, and saw her take a little step back, they were so frightened that their whole nerves straightened and they didn't dare to move again. Just like that, the pestle was in place.
Ning Junsheng also moved his steps carefully, like Ning Junxiang, wanting to get close to her. But Geng Yirou saw that both of them were approaching her, and she shouted loudly: "You all stop me!" Just stay where you are, or I'll jump from here right away. ”
"Yes, we can say anything, as long as you come down." Ning Junsheng also talked to her well, but she was afraid that there was something wrong with her language, which would anger her, and she would lose her mind and jump down. Although he has a grudge against her, he doesn't really watch her die. Hello everyone, gathering and dispersing is the result of his thoughts.
"Xiaorou, you come down, it's dangerous there." Ning Junxiang walked lightly towards her.
Thinking of this, Geng Yirou raised a bitter smile at the corner of her lips, and saw that Ning Junxiang and Ning Junsheng's heartbeats were skipping a beat, it was a kind of smile and calm calmness that looked at death as home.
She couldn't stay in the Ning family, and the Geng family didn't have the face to go back. She didn't know what else she had to live, she was so tired, so tired that she didn't have any strength. There is no place in her life that can make her nostalgic, and there is no one who can make her worry about it, so that she can still have the courage to live. Maybe that's the best ending for her.
Her eyes were like a deep pool full of sorrow and sorrow, not the slightest joy, all sadness, and her long eyelashes were also stained with water. Now after she knows all the truth, that desperate state of mind is incomprehensible and felt. Her life was completely destroyed by Ning Junxiang, she pushed herself into a desperate situation, hurt the person she loved the most, and shattered a family, in despair, she knew that she still had blood and bones, and a daughter, but because of her previous painful experience, she chose to forget it, so that her daughter was unwilling to admit her as a mother.
Geng Yirou stood on the high rooftop in plain clothes, the cold autumn breeze blew through her clothes, light as yarn, and her black hair swept on her face by the wind, and her face looked particularly pale and haggard against the background of the black hair.