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Yang Xue's singing vividly expresses the bitterness of wishful thinking and unrequited love of young boys and girls, and the faint sadness that can only hide love in the depths of her heart is particularly heartwarming.

Lu Zhengdong was gradually infected by the singing. It seems to be back to his student days, the ignorant teenager is as simple as a blank piece of paper, the love is just open, the hazy feelings, seeing the girl he likes in his heart, the heartbeat will speed up, the green and sour feeling, always unforgettable.

Yang Xue was also more and more infected by music, as if she had returned to a long, long time ago, remembering the first time she saw Lu Zhengdong, remembering the embarrassment of living with her sister when she was a child, being looked down upon and bullied, and remembering her sister's helplessness and gloom at that time.

Remembering that since with Lu Zhengdong's help, the sisters' lives have gradually improved, and no one has bullied them anymore, and I think that with the help of Lu Zhengdong, I can finally hear the voice, for her, when she can hear the sound, in fact, all she hears is a chaotic and noisy sound, but for her, it is like a natural sound, and then there is an opportunity for voice correction, and there is no difference between her and an ordinary girl today, and no one will laugh at the down-to-earth deaf person, who is dumb......

Thinking of the once ignorant girl, remembering the first love that was once hidden in the depths of my heart, remembering that I was so obsessed with the first love, I felt happy even thinking about him, but I didn't understand many complicated things between men and women before. It's just that I simply think that liking is liking. It's that simple. But as she grew up and knew more things, some people couldn't like it, couldn't like it, couldn't like it, even if she couldn't think about it in her heart, which made her extremely depressed and hesitant. And now, he used to think that the end of the world was close at hand, but he was only sitting by his body. But there is still a huge gap between the hearts of the two people.

In the face of this gap in the middle, she hesitated, hesitated, suffered, and thought about swinging her sword to cut off her love and give up, but this qiē finally turned into a firm determination to cross this gap......

Thinking back to the scenes where he and Lu Zhengdong get along. Sometimes she spoils her big brother who loves her, sometimes she accompanies her sister, and loves her sister as a lover partner, Yang Xue's heart is a little messy and full of sourness, she is in love with someone she shouldn't like. I don't know since when. She couldn't take her eyes off him anymore. But he is his sister's man, a young and promising high-ranking official. One of her classmates has a father who is at the deputy department level and is very dragged all day long, but compared to the deputy minister, he is not worthy of leaving shoes, and the disparity in status is huge. So that she could only look up at him.

Yang Xue's singing voice also trembled.

Lu Zhengdong also felt that Yang Xue's singing voice was full of loneliness and depression, vicissitudes and sadness, this is a reflection of the middle-aged mentality, and any superficiality can not appreciate the complex feelings, it requires you to calm down, and you need to have enough concentration and experience to experience the bitter coffee taste of the intersection of musical instruments and voices.

Lu Zhengdong's heart seemed to be struck by something, the song was born from the heart, and a girl in the prime of cardamom sang such a deep song, which shows that Yang Xue has endured all these years.

Lu Zhengdong couldn't help but sigh softly in his heart:

Yang Xue has always given herself a feeling of being very aggressive, very sunny, as if she didn't know how to write the word sorrow, and she didn't seem to want anything all day, but now it seems that she didn't really understand her, and she didn't even try to enter her inner world. It's more because of his love for Wu and Wu, for Yang Xue, Lu Zhengdong is more because of Yang Lu's relationship, and in the case of not knowing it at all, he wants to use avoidance and the distance of time and space to eliminate some of Yang Xue's thoughts, it seems that this method has no effect at all.

After Yang Xue finished singing, she saw that Lu Zhengdong closed her eyes slightly, completely immersed in the singing, and her tears were already full of tears, she didn't want Lu Zhengdong to see it, she always hoped that she was smiling in front of him, just like her sister.

So he was ready to turn around and quietly wipe the tears from his eyes, but his expression was a little dazed, his feet twisted, and his high heels stepped into the stone crevices on the river embankment.

couldn't help but snort softly, frowned and squatted down, covering his ankles.

Lu Zhengdong opened his eyes suddenly, turned around hurriedly, and helped Yang Xue to stand up.

Back in the car. Lu Zhengdong asked: "Does your foot still hurt?" ”

Yang Xue nodded.

"I'll see." didn't wait for Yang Xue to speak. Lu Zhengdong lifted her legs and put them on his legs. Take off your heels. Gently hold her ankles and knead them.

"Does it hurt?"

Yang Xue looked at Lu Zhengdong. There is no squeak.

Beautiful round calves, smooth as jade, Lu Zhengdong held her round and delicate little feet, and the tentacles were extremely smooth. Juanxiu snow feet are not too much retouched. But it made Lu Zhengdong even more in love, and then remembered that Yang Xue was still in pain. Hurriedly put aside the nonsense. Rubbing her ankles.

"So what? Does it hurt? ”

Yang Xue still didn't squeak. Lu Zhengdong looked up. I saw that the tears in the corners of Yang Xue's eyes were already flowing down her cheeks.

Lu Zhengdong was stunned and said:

"What's wrong. Does it hurt? ”

Lu Zhengdong knew that this was really redundant, and Yang Xue's tears were definitely not because of her feet, but because of her heart.

Before the words fell, Yang Xue had already leaned over. His hands gently wrapped his arms around Lu Zhengdong's neck. The small mouth that spewed out a fresh breath and kissed it lightly on the mouth. The tender little tongue stuck into Lu Zhengdong's mouth. Lu Zhengdong was confused for a while. Immediately, her tongue was sucked into her small mouth by Yang Xue. Yang Xue's mouth is not a type at all compared to Yang Lu, Yang Lu's cherry lips are small and delicate, while Yang Xue is plump and full, with different styles, but the feeling brought to Lu Zhengdong is the same delicious and exciting.

Yang Xue sucked hard, looking very crazy, as if she was going to swallow Lu Zhengdong's tongue.

It hurts a little. But Lu Zhengdong did not speak. Just hold her in your arms. Letting her suck hard, Lu Zhengdong found that he couldn't control his feelings, and his body couldn't help but want to get closer to the other party. Wave after wave of hot kisses completely melted each other's feelings.

After a long time. Yang Xue finally let go of her lips. But he still lay in Lu Zhengdong's arms and muttered:

'Brother, I like to hold you like this, this is my deepest moment of passion and happiness. There is an indescribable excitement and comfort in my heart to have you. When I saw you hugging my sister, I didn't think about anything else at the time, but I felt very uncomfortable. I also know that I don't think like this is right, but I can't control myself, and I feel like I'm suffocating sometimes. ”

Lu Zhengdong hugged her tightly and gently stroked her fresh long hair. After thinking for a while, he said:

"I know, brother shouldn't always avoid you, you lost your father at a very young age, and you are always full of desire for father's love......"

"No, I'm in my father's arms and yours ......"

"Light snow. Don't do that. ”

"Brother. I really like that. ”

Yang Xuedi's voice was cold and full of persistence.

"I said, uh, I can only be your big brother or brother-in-law, there can be no other,"

Lu Zhengdong said helplessly.

Yang Xue stopped speaking as soon as she heard him. But he put his face on Lu Zhengdong's shoulder, and sniffed the male breath emanating from Lu Zhengdong's hair and muscles. This made her feel intoxicated and numb, and a wave of heat permeated her body.

"Hi Xiaoxue, you know I've never ......"

Before Lu Zhengdong finished speaking, he was interrupted:

"Brother Dong, do you dare to say that you have no interest in my body? You're reacting right now...... Hmph, that night, you hugged me, all like that, and you're even harder here than last time. ”

Lu Zhengdong was choked by Yang Xue's bold words, Yang Xue twisted her body and touched Lu Zhengdong's bottom as she spoke.

Lu Zhengdong couldn't help but secretly say: If there is really a sister, there must be a sister, and there is a great tendency that the blue is better than the blue, Yang Xue, this girl, Yang Lu must be ashamed of herself when she is crazy.

Lu Zhengdong's heart trembled, Yang Xue was precocious, her senses were more sensitive than anyone else, if she wanted to say that she didn't have a little possessiveness of her body, it was pure falsehood, no man could ignore this kind of charm, especially a leader like Yang Xue among young and beautiful girls. Lu Zhengdong himself obviously felt the changes in his body, which was still soothed by Yang Lu, if not, I don't know how many times stronger the reaction would be, even if the mind is still hesitating, the body is very direct to the desire in the depths of the soul There is no doubt that the desire without education is the most real human nature, and it is also the source force that promotes social development......

Lu Zhengdong could only smile bitterly, but he knew that the desire in his body was like a branch that grew after the rain.

Yang Xue seemed to be aware of this, and seeing that Lu Zhengdong did not answer, she put her cheek on Lu Zhengdong's neck and hugged Lu Zhengdong tighter.

Bei Yan bit Lu Zhengdong's neck, and the hands that were originally rubbing on Lu Zhengdong's waist finally took a key step, and their trembling hands reached into the waistband of their pants and slid into the depths.

Yang Xue's clumsy and stiff movements seemed to stimulate his nerve endings, and he had an urge to look up to the sky and howl, but in the end he stopped Yang Xue's restless hand. I thought for a moment and said:

"You are young and beautiful, no man will have no feeling, but liking is not the same as possession, if you like it, you will possess, then what has become of the world?"

For women, it is often because of love, but for men, it is often the opposite, it is because of sex, and women are born because of love. In the eyes of women, sex and love must be closely linked and inseparable. Women and men have sex, this man must be the man that the woman loves, this man must be the man who the woman pours her feelings, and this man must be the man who makes the woman get the emotional feedback she needs. Women and men have sex, and they feel that it should be a lifelong thing. Women think that this man will be with her for the rest of her life, and he will be her own support for the rest of her life.

Men are often just sexually motivated. Men and women have sex and don't necessarily really like women from the heart. Men and women have sex for a complex set of motivations: it may be just a momentary passion, it may be driven by curiosity, or it may be just to satisfy a physiological need...... In short, men's motives are not as pure as women's, just for love. Men don't think of a single act of sex as a lifetime thing. Although he will remember it at some point in the future. In the eyes of men, sex and affection can be separated......

"Then you and my sister are not messing around?"

Lu Zhengdong's hand was taken by Yang Xue and placed on her bulging chest. Whispered:

"I just like the people I love to possess me. Anyway. We were all like that that night, men and women don't kiss, you're already mine...... No, I'm already your man, and you're responsible for me...... I know that you are scrupling about my sister, don't worry, I didn't snatch you away from her, I thought about it. She loves her, I love mine, let's not interfere with each other......"

It is estimated that Yang Xue can say this, Lu Zhengdong really doesn't know what material is made of in her head, and she can come up with such a messy reason, but she was choked up for a while and didn't know what to say.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yang Xue couldn't help muttering:

"Anyway, as the old saying goes, my sister-in-law is half a wife, and this is not a ......"

Lu Zhengdong couldn't help laughing and scolded when he heard it:

"Where do you know all this nonsense, what a sister-in-law and half a wife. Is that what you mean? The meaning of that sentence is that my sister is because of her sisterhood with my sister. I often take good care of my brother-in-law. Except for the things that shouldn't be done, they will be done well. For example, washing clothes, cooking, taking care of the children at my sister's house, and even when my sister is not at home, I will take the initiative to take these things. From this point of view, this sentence is about family affection. From another point of view, sisters are connected, the person that the sister likes, the sister is also likely to like, but the like is liked, and the thunder pool cannot be taken a step beyond the thunder pool, but this like can be transformed into family affection, which is conducive to the harmony of family relations. Of course, from the perspective of brother-in-law to sister-in-law, it's the same, do you understand? ”

In fact, although Lu Zhengdong explained it in this way, it was completely an official explanation, just like many official explanations, which looked high-sounding, but it was often not recognized by people.

In fact, men's understanding of this sentence is actually consistent with Yang Xue's understanding, men are inferior, and the title of "little sister-in-law" is easy to make people think about it, such as: young, beautiful, energetic, and vibrant, for "brother-in-law", it is often the first to get the moon near the water, so throughout the ages, countless legendary stories of brothers-in-law and aunts have been interpreted......

Yang Xue felt that the big hands full of magic were exerting force, which made Yang Xue frightened and nervous at the same time, and at the same time had some inexplicable expectations, women seemed to have to go through this experience, and the descriptions of those books and magazines in this regard were always so hazy and half-hidden, maybe only by really experiencing this painful or happy process can we truly understand the true meaning of being a woman.

However, Yang Xue completely ignored Lu Zhengdong's meaning, Lu Zhengdong didn't have that kind of plan, although for a girl who was willing to dedicate herself, it was always a little difficult to refuse, in fact, he felt that his patience had reached the limit, and the so-called most difficult to accept the grace of the beauty.

But this car is really not a suitable place, and more importantly, he has to think twice in the face of Yang Xue. Women are used to hurt, not to hurt, and even more so for Yang Lu, Yang Lu treats him without regrets, if he stabs her in the heart, it will be outrageous.

And for Yang Xue, love is a right, love is a very complex and strange thing, some love needs to be cultivated in time zones, and some love is sudden, just like love at first sight, just like the song: Inexplicably, I like you and fall in love with you deeply! There is no reason without a reason.

And whether to accept such love or not is his business, if he refuses too simply and rudely, it will definitely make Yang Xue more hurt, which is too cruel to Yang Xue, hurting a person who likes him, which is also unwilling by Lu Zhengdong.

Lu Zhengdong thought for a while and said:

"Okay, don't cry, it's not cute to cry again, and if you don't get up, you won't be liked......"

Lu Zhengdong's words were a little vague, not only did not express affirmation, but also left enough room for Yang Xue to imagine, and at the same time left time for everyone to think seriously......

Lu Zhengdong said and kissed her lightly on the forehead, Yang Xue heard it, and saw Lu Zhengdong acting like this again, she immediately burst into laughter, and rubbed her pretty face on Tang Yi's chest a few times, wiping away the tears on her face, Lu Zhengdong couldn't help laughing and scolding:

"You little flower cat is really bad enough, I can't even see anyone if you make my clothes like this. Sit well, let's talk well, for example, what are your plans after graduation? ……”

Yang Xue's song touched Lu Zhengdong a lot, and let him try to understand Yang Xue's inner world.

"My sister asked me to go to the company to work with her, she said that I was very arrogant, and I would help others count the money if I was deceived outside, in fact, my sister didn't understand me at all, I looked like a pig, and my heart was bright, so I was not so easy to deceive......"

Yang Lu is the eldest sister like a mother, and she always wants to put Yang Xue under her wings, Lu Zhengdong nodded with a smile:

"This can't be forced, your sister still has to ask for your opinion, respect your ideas......"

Yang Xue smiled:

"I agree with my sister's opinion, because the company was opened at your expense by Brother Dong, of course I am 100,000 percent will......ing."

Yang Xue talked and turned the topic around Lu Zhengdong, Lu Zhengdong and Yang Xue sat in the car and talked for a while, Lu Zhengdong can be summed up in four words: deep love.

The two of them sat in the car and talked for a while, and Yang Xue started the car with a happy face......

When he returned to his residence, Yang Lu had already made dinner, and when he saw the two of them coming back, Yang Lu's eyes drifted a little, Lu Zhengdong didn't do anything, and he also looked very calm in front of Yang Lu, Yang Xue still looked like she had no liver or lungs, cheering:

"Sister, what kind of soup is this, it's so fragrant?"

As he spoke, he opened the table and sniffed it, frowned, and fanned it with his hand:

"What kind of wine is this, it's like medicine."

Lu Zhengdong saw that it was soft-shelled turtle and sea cucumber soup, this is a soup that greatly replenishes the aphrodisiac, and the name of the wine seems to be deliberately torn off by Yang Lu, but when Lu Zhengdong heard it, he also knew that it was a great tonic wine that nourished yin and aphrodisiac, so he couldn't help glaring at Yang Lu, but Yang Lu avoided him and turned around and went into the kitchen...... (To be continued.) )