When Xie Donglai ran into the gymnasium, and finally found Li Shan sitting in the corner in the huge hall, her mood had obviously stabilized a lot, and when she saw Xie Donglai, Li Shan couldn't help but smile and said, "Xie Donglai, why are you here."

Although Li Shan's tone was very steady, Xie Dong could clearly see from the tear stains on her beautiful face and the messy ends of her hair that she must have cried bitterly just now, and that weak and moving beauty was enough to make any man sad. Xie Donglai couldn't help but hurriedly comforted, "Classmate Li Shan, don't be sad, Fan Wei is that kind of person, he doesn't have a good temper but is very kind-hearted, you must not be like him." ”

"You know everything? Fan Wei...... He asked you to come? Li Shan looked a little flustered, straightened her clothes and said with a red face, "We didn't quarrel, we just had some disagreements." ”

"Haven't quarreled yet? You didn't even see how terrible Fan Wei's black face was when he went out. I've never seen him so fierce, what the hell happened to you? What can I say? "Xie Donglai is really a little puzzled, it stands to reason that this row of shows can't be so angry, right?

"You don't understand." Li Shan shook her head lightly, and said lightly with a complicated gaze, "Actually, even myself...... I don't understand. ”

"What are you talking about? Why do I get more confused the more I listen? Of course, Xie Donglai couldn't understand the meaning of Li Shan's words, and said helplessly, "You guys are arguing so much, what about tomorrow's performance?" ”

"I'm quitting, I'm sorry." Li Shan spoke directly and said slightly apologetically, "I made Fan Wei angry, I believe he won't pay attention to me in the future, I'd better quit." Speaking of this, there was mist gushing out of her beautiful eyes, and she choked up, "I, I may have broken his heart......"

"Huh? You're quitting? Don't, this show has been a lot of hard work for us to get out, and if you quit, how can it be perfect? I believe that Fan Wei is not a stingy person, if you have something to say, don't you ...... it" Xie Donglai hurriedly persuaded him here, and suddenly seemed to understand something, and asked in a smart whisper, "Is it ...... Fan Wei confessed to you, you, you didn't promise him? You rejected him, that's why he's so angry? ”

Li Shan smiled bitterly and shook her head, she looked at the distance in the gymnasium, sat down again, and sighed faintly, "Xie Donglai, are you my friend?" If so, you sit down too, and I'd like someone to spend with me and have a chat. ”

"Oh......" Xie Donglai nodded a little blankly, and obediently sat next to Li Shan.

As if remembering something, Li Shan raised her face lightly, and sat there like a fairy in the still water, out of the mud without staining. Her beautiful eyes flickered, and her eyes seemed to fly to a time and space that she didn't know how far away she was with her thoughts......

"You know what? Since I was born, I have been the little princess of the family, my family is a big family, my parents and my brothers love me very much, love me, and almost do not let me suffer a little grievance, a little sadness. Since I was a child, I have been through this smooth sailing, and in my world, it seems that there has never been any difficulty, and there is never anything that cannot be obtained. As long as I want, even if it is the stars and moons, someone will pick them for me. Li Shan said softly, as if she regarded Xie Donglai as air, "When I grew up, I gradually understood that this world is actually very complicated, interpersonal relationships are even more complicated, and there can never be a person who can live without troubles and pain." But for me, those difficulties and troubles are like forever in the movie, I have never been exposed to them at all, and they have never appeared. My family members always took good care of me, until one day, my father gave me the first problem and the first trouble in my life. ”

When Xie Donglai heard this, he laughed at himself with emotion, "You are so good, so happy." Unlike me, I was born with vitiligo, and I grew up under the weird eyes of others since I was a child, until now, because of you and Fan Wei, I have found a little bit of self-confidence and made me feel like a normal person. ”

"yes...... Perhaps, I don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness. Li Shan showed a bitter smile, and said with gloomy eyes, "When my father gave me this problem and confusion, my first reaction was to resist and refuse, and even because of this incident, I did not hesitate to go to other provinces to join my relatives. But it wasn't until later that I realized that I had no ability or opportunity to resist what my father decided and what my family decided. So, for the first time, I returned home helplessly and dissatisfied, and in pain I accepted my father's decision, a decision that I did not agree with. At that time, I really, really hated the man who made my father make such a decision, and without him, my life would still be happy and trouble-free. ”

"Oh." Xie Donglai nodded in understanding.

"Do you want to know, who that man is?" Li Shan turned her head to him and smiled bitterly, "That man walked into my world, but he didn't stay in my world too long. He didn't hesitate to abandon me and didn't choose me! Can you imagine how painful it would be for a proud princess, a happy girl who had never tasted any bitter fruit, to suffer such a blow? The sense of superiority that I had built up since I was a child, and my self-esteem, which I never felt looked down upon, had taken an unprecedented hit. At that time, I didn't sleep well for several days and nights, and the figure of the man kept coming to my mind...... And the heartless words he said and the look in his eyes that despised me! ”

Looking at Li Shan's sad and painful expression, clenching his pink fist, after Xie Donglai's embarrassed cough, he asked in a low voice, "Your father...... Do you want to find you a fiancé, and that fiancé abandoned you again? ”

Listening to Donglai's inquiry, Li Shan's body softened like a deflated ball, and nodded helplessly, "Yes, I was completely defeated by a fiancé I don't like or don't want to, and since then a crack has appeared in my heart, and I have begun to become a little uncertain about everything, and I dare not have absolute confidence in myself...... At that time, I found that I must understand that man, get that man back again, let him bow down under his pomegranate skirt, regain confidence in himself, and be a happy and proud princess again! ”

"That'...... Have you found him now? Xie Donglai looked at Li Shan with some uncertainty and asked.

Li Shan didn't answer his words, but said helplessly, "What if you find it?" I was ignored by him again and again, and treated as air in front of his eyes again and again. I have tried, and even used some bad means in my own identity. But...... But he remained indifferent. Not only did I not regain my old self-confidence, but I was hurt even more. I gradually realized that this man is in my heart, and it can't be erased at all! His weight in my heart has undoubtedly begun to grow heavier and heavier...... It wasn't until I finally couldn't help but vent all the pain and dissatisfaction in front of him that I realized how stupid I was, because he looked down on me and ignored me to my face...... Do you think I'm ridiculous? I felt like a clown, trying to get an answer, only to find that the answer was ridiculous and I didn't need to look for it......"

"This person, it won't be ...... Fan Wei, right?? Xie Donglai endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking, and when he found that Li Shanjiao's body trembled violently, he was shocked and said, "My obedient ...... Is it really him? ”

Li Shan's eyes dimmed, she didn't speak, just stood up from the seat silently, and walked slowly towards the aisle without looking back, until she disappeared into the darkness.

Looking at Li Shan's delicate and moving back, Xie Donglai couldn't help but slam his fist on the chair, and cursed angrily, "This Fan Wei, I'll go back to him to settle accounts!" ”