For the first time, I gave Cao Wan a lot of firsts, the first time I held hands, the first time I kissed, the first time I caressed, and the first time I ......

The four years of college life did not bring me any ups and downs. Is it because I don't want to be influenced by love, and I want to study knowledge? Or is it the naivety of the boys that disgusts them?

That colorful youth, in the mood for flowers, how did he come over alone? Liu Mei stroked the hair of the shawl, indulging in the memories of the past.

What was your view of love when you were a girl? The inner yearning is inevitable, it is indeed the season of the girl's spring.

But why do you ...... And let himself have a lot of good things buried in the hands of Cao Wan's kid alone?

I remember that my senior sister once persuaded herself to find a boy to experience the feeling of being in love. The senior sister's words are very straightforward: "Xiaomei, although there are not many really outstanding boys in the school, there are always some who are okay, maybe they have plenty of money, maybe they like to dance and ink, or they are a little romantic." The youth of our girls is extremely short, and the four years of college are like flowers, and it would be a great loss if we didn't enjoy the pure romantic. Just think of it as playing, love is a game, there is no truth or falsehood, there is no right or wrong, only the difference in how much you invest. Boys like us, and they pay more attention to our looks, our beauty. Then we use them as a touchstone for playing with love, and there is no right or wrong. If a boy can really make a girl live for love and die for love, then it is the boy's ability. If not, then it is no wonder that girls are unlucky. A faint, distanced aesthetic love may be more suitable for girls, and only that kind of love can make girls less hurt. What is love and what is love, these years can no longer be explained simply. Look at the night, the famous cars parked at the entrance of the school, the "well-dressed beasts" sitting in the cars, who are they waiting for, are young and beautiful girls like us, they use the money and power in their hands to bring us brand-name fashion, platinum jewelry, and even RMB and a comfortable job after graduation. And we just need to lie down and show them the delicate body of these perverts, the white and tender skin, the moaning that makes the man lose his soul, so simple, so simple. Xiaomei, it's better to find a boy in college to leave a fairly beautiful relationship than to graduate in the future and let the evil wolves in society tear up your first love. ”

What did I think at the time...... Maybe it's the pride in my heart that makes me unable to find a boy who loves me to play with like my senior sister...... When I was young, I couldn't do anything about playing with my feelings...... In college, what kind of man are you waiting for and looking forward to? Mature? Handsome? Dorkin's? Or is it windy?

I really can't tell, I can't think clearly...... Maybe it can only be described as Prince Charming, every girl has a fantasy of Prince Charming in her heart when she is young, they are tall, short, fat, or thin, these don't matter, the important thing is that they are the real first time in the hearts of girls.

Cao Wan treats women very gently...... It's true...... Although I don't want to say this in my heart, it is indeed true...... He is very considerate of the feelings of the female companions around him, and he is very careful when treating women, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he is meticulous. It's not as big as a college boy, and you can never understand what a woman thinks and wants......

He is very methodical to women, saying that it is **, teasing, but you don't feel the slightest dissatisfaction......

Is he the prodigal son of the flowers? I used to hesitate to date such a man......

But time and time again, when he declared to his friends that he was his girlfriend and that he was his woman, he did not object.

What kind of emotion is that? Is it that the heart that has been suppressed for a long time has finally found an outlet? Do you feel like you're in tune with this man in your heart? Or is it that you don't know people clearly when you first enter society?

Speaking from the heart, if you really marry a man like Cao Wan and have children, it should also be a kind of happiness for women. Even if you remove the factor of his family background, he is indeed excellent among his peers, graduated from a prestigious university with a bachelor's degree, and is good in all aspects of conversation and cultivation.

I also thought about what I would do if he fluttered the colorful flags outside after marriage? That time, his own thoughts seemed to allow the red flag in his house not to fall......

It's ridiculous to think about it now......

Cao Wan, the man who has taken away countless firsts from himself, is about to get married, but the irony is that the bride is not himself......

He had a showdown with himself that day...... I seem to be calm, at least on the surface...... Maybe he thought he was going to make a big fuss......

Thinking about it later, I felt that he didn't seem to be wrong, the water flowed to a low place, and people went to a high place, and he wanted to find a woman who was right and could help him in his career and officialdom.

Hehe...... Myself...... I may only be able to bring him the best entertainment...... OK...... Hehe...... He didn't shamelessly allow himself to be his underground lover...... If that's the case...... I really don't know how to deal with myself...... It's a slap in the face...... Still is......

The two-bedroom and one-bedroom apartment on Hongmei Road, he said that he left it to himself, which was a compensation, and he didn't push it back, did he deserve it?

I don't know, whether it should or shouldn't, it's hard to say...... I just knew that I had a relationship for 2 years plus countless firsts, and I sold it for 500,000 yuan...... It's really a good deal...... I should be worth more than the most upscale girl...... But from then on, I didn't dare to say that I was clean...... Do people still have souls?

When did he and his bride-to-be? I really don't know anything about it. Does anyone in the Commission for Discipline Inspection know? Perhaps those who know the truth are laughing and ridiculing themselves behind their backs...... Is he really the pheasant who just wants to climb the branches and be a phoenix?

There seemed to be a damp feeling on his face, and he knew that it was crystal tears.

A tear trail slowly crossed the hostess's white and pretty face, as if she was telling something......

Tear stains have a trajectory...... From her appearance to her disappearance, she followed the guidance of her trajectory...... Whether it's crying for joy or weeping for sorrow.

Life also has a trajectory, although it is faint, which makes people ignore and forget...... But it has always arranged the joys and sorrows of life, and arranged the ups and downs of life......

What exactly is your own trajectory...... I don't know...... I really don't know......

wiped the tears from his face, not wanting his colleagues in the department to see it...... Man lives for many, many ...... A strong face is also one of the proofs of human life.

People live with a face, and trees live with a skin!

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