Chapter 135: I'm Not Fangzheng
In my mind, I just wanted to end this boring deal quickly so that I could continue my happy life. Seeing that I was only wearing square clothes, Xia Xiaoyu had an illusion. I'm quite happy in my heart.
Taking advantage of this opportunity, I directly played the role of Fang Zheng, pretended to stroke her hair gently, and said softly: "Xiaoyu, I love you, marry me, right?" All right? ”
As long as Xia Xiaoyu agrees, my task will be completed. When I said this, although I felt very numb, I still hoped that she would immediately agree to "my" marriage proposal under the confusion of her feelings.
However, Xia Xiaoyu suddenly pushed me away, took a few steps back, and leaned his body against the wall again. Her expression returned to the hippie smile she had just now. He looked at me and said, "Come on, it's not like that at all." Fang Zheng will not be as gentle as you, as soon as he speaks, he will not feel anything. ”
I had to laugh bitterly, and secretly screamed in my heart for trouble. How do I know what kind of person Fang Zheng is? Isn't it hard for a strong man to make me do the same as him?
So I said, "Mr. Xia, it's almost enough." You see that my square clothes are also worn, and I have asked for marriage. Anyway, I'm definitely different from Fang Zheng, so why do you have to let me touch him the same? ”
Xia Xiaoyu smiled: "I don't expect you to touch the same as him, some things are innate, you just can't learn them." However, Fang Zheng has a few habits, as well as the tone of his voice, you can always imitate it, right? Seeing that you are so smart, it should be easy to learn. ”
I shook my head and smiled: "Imitation requires me to see Fang Zheng?" He's dead, where can I see what he's used to? ”
Xia Xiaoyu smiled and said, "Since I said so, there must be a way." Come with me, I'll show you Fangzheng's appearance. With that, she turned around and walked back into the living room.
I went out with me, confused. I saw her turn on the TV, lean over and stuff a box of videotapes into the VCR. My heart moved, and I couldn't help but say, "You still have a video of Fangzheng?" ”
Xia Xiaoyu smiled proudly and said, "Yes, even Mr. Zheng doesn't know about this thing." You see, don't tell her. With that, she pressed the play button on the VCR. Soon, a man was shown on the TV.
To be honest, I hate imitating people in my heart. I always feel that I am me, why should I be someone else's shadow? But I am extremely curious about Fang Zheng, and I really want to see what kind of character he is, who can make Zheng Kexiang fall in love with such an excellent woman. Besides, since I promised Xia Xiaoyu, even if I am unhappy, I have to complete the deal.
As soon as the picture was displayed, I couldn't help but take a serious look. In TV, it's the back of a man. Walking on a tree-lined path, the clothes I wore were exactly what I was wearing.
The picture keeps shaking, and it seems that the person who shoots is very amateurish and the level is very poor. But I thought the man's figure was familiar to me, as if I had seen it somewhere.
The man walked for a while, then suddenly stopped and turned his head. frowned, looked at the photographer impatiently, and said, "Xiaoyu, can you go faster?" Stop fiddling with your camera, what's there to shoot? ”
I saw that it was a very young face. His face really resembles me, especially his mouth. No matter how big or small it is, it's very close to me. However, anyone who sees him should not mistake me and him. Because to be honest, this man is completely different from me in terms of temperament and words and deeds. He looked cool and had a cold expression. In his eyes, there seemed to be an indescribable sense of melancholy.
I know, this is the legendary Fangzheng.
At this time, Xia Xiaoyu's voice came from the picture: "Okay, okay, don't shoot." Then, suddenly, the picture changed. Changed to another scene. It was on the edge of a lake, and the ground was covered with grass. In the picture, he is still square, sitting quietly on the grass by the lake, looking at the scenery of the lake in a daze. But his brows are tightly locked, and he seems to have unsolvable troubles and endless sorrows.
At this time, Xia Xiaoyu, who was standing in front of the TV, suddenly explained to me and said, "This box of videos was taken eight years ago. At that time, Mr. Zheng and I both fell in love with this man. But at this time, Mr. Zheng had not confided in him, and Fang Zheng thought that Mr. Zheng didn't love him, and he was depressed. ”
I looked at the TV screen and couldn't help but say, "What kind of person is Fangzheng?" How did the love between him and Sister Zheng come about and how did it end?
Xia Xiaoyu gave me a strange look and said, "Didn't you tell Sister Zheng about you?" ”
I shook my head and said, "No! ”
Xia Xiaoyu sighed, took two steps back and sat on the sofa, looked at the man on the TV stupidly, and after a long time, he said: "Fang is the senior in Zheng University and me, talented, excellent in character and learning." Moreover, he was also the lead singer of the Blue Ocean Band, which was popular on our campus at that time. At that time, I don't know how many girls loved him crazy and pursued him. However, his surname is withdrawn and cold, and he never takes anyone seriously. At that time, I was one of the many crazy girls. In order to get acquainted with him, I tried everything I could, and I used some means, and finally became friends with him. Later, under my introduction, Mr. Zheng and Fang Zheng also met. I didn't expect that Fangzheng actually fell in love with Mr. Zheng at first sight, and immediately launched a passionate pursuit. Actually, I know that Mr. Zheng also fell in love with Fang Zheng at first sight, but because I liked Fang Zheng, she avoided it painfully. Moreover, at that time, Mr. Zheng was arranged by her mother very early. Even if she wanted to fall in love freely, she wouldn't dare. Later, love still broke through everything. Under Fangzheng's perseverance and pursuit, Mr. Zheng finally bravely faced his feelings and fell in love with Fangzheng. But at this time, Mr. Zheng's mother didn't know the news from there, and suddenly came out to stop them from falling in love. At first, he just persuaded Fang Zheng, asking him to leave Mr. Zheng with a little fun, and promised her a lot of preferential conditions. But who is Founder? Although his family is not wealthy, he has a proud backbone! These conditions, he did not care at all. As a result, Mr. Zheng's mother was furious. If the soft ones don't work, the hard ones will come. first forcibly locked Mr. Zheng at home and prevented the two of them from meeting. Then, he arranged for Mr. Zheng to study in the UK, just to forcibly break them up. At the beginning, Mr. Zheng had been fighting against his mother, and he couldn't study abroad. But Mr. Zheng's mother began to use all means to rectify the square and square family. Knowing Fangzheng's miserable situation, Mr. Zheng relented and collapsed. begged his mother to let Fang Zheng go, and promised to go to England and never meet Fang Zheng again. After Mr. Zheng went to the UK, Fang Zheng thought that Mr. Zheng was not strong-willed and could not withstand the test of love, and he has been depressed since then. His health was not good, and he was depressed and miserable, and the next year he got an illness, and he couldn't afford to be sick, so he went west. Alas! A pair of sentient beings, like this, are separated forever and can never see each other again. ”
After listening, I was deeply moved by the love between Fang Zheng and Zheng Kexiang. Originally, I was still a little jealous in my heart, but at this moment I only had a long sigh. From Zheng Ke's desire to drink until she got drunk that night, it can be seen that this relationship is so unforgettable for her. One is depressed to death for love, and the other is reluctant to give up love for the people he loves. Thinking of this, I can't help but hate the mother who beat the mandarin duck. I think it's me, and I'm not going to give up. Even if I chase to the ends of the earth, I have to find the people I love. Moreover, I will not be depressed for the rest of my life like Fangzheng. I will prove that I am worthy of the person I love, and I will try to leave that mother speechless in front of me. I'm not going to slump, I'm going to get up.
Perhaps, next time it will be my turn, right? According to Mr. Zheng's mother's habits, she is not the son of a high-ranking official, and she is unwilling to marry her daughter to him. Well, I'm not the son of a high-ranking official, but I must be with a doll. I'd like to see what this mother will do to me this time. I'm not a square, and I'm not going to give in!
Thinking of this, my heart suddenly moved. Yes, I'm not Founder, why should I imitate Founder's every move? I am who I am, and although I am lustful, I will not be defeated by love like him. I want to conquer love, I want to enjoy love. I want to live nourishingly, I want to live happily. I won't die of depression because of my lover's mother's opposition!
At this moment, my mood suddenly brightened, and I no longer watched the square on TV. I looked at Xia Xiaoyu and said, "Mr. Xia, I'm sorry, I don't think I really can learn the square style." Do you see if there is a different way to meet your psychological needs?
Xia Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment and said, "You haven't learned, how do you know that you can't learn?" No, I can still point you across. ”
I smiled slightly: "No need to learn, Fang and I are two completely different people." No matter how much I learn, I can't be like him. And, do you find it interesting? Fang Zheng is dead, and in this world, no one can replace him. Mr. Xia, Fangzheng lives in your heart. Even if I imitate it, you won't think I'm his. In fact, you know it yourself, don't you? ”
(To be continued)