Chapter 143: Something Else
From Zheng Keran's worried look, I could see that she was really regretful and scared of our current relationship that was too close and unclear. I knew what she was worried about, she was afraid that sooner or later I would do something with her that was truly sorry for her sister. In that case, both of us will have a psychological collapse due to great guilt.
Sometimes, people have to live hypocritically. What I want to do in my heart, but because of morality and worldliness, I can't help but suppress my true feelings. Zheng Keran and I are both laymen, and it is inevitable that this will happen. At that moment, I could only sigh softly and try to comfort her: "Don't worry, we're just friends, what will happen?" It's actually normal for us to look like this now, and friends have a good relationship, of course they will be closer. But this is fundamentally different from those things that are really unseemly. The two of us just need to stay the way we are and not think about anything, so we don't need to be afraid and worry that we won't be able to explain it in the future, don't you say? ”
I believe Zheng Keran also understood my words. I saw her bow her head and ponder for a while, and finally, a smile appeared on her face, nodded slightly, and said in a low voice: "I understand, we are just simple friends, there is nothing to say to others." Occasionally, it's a little intimate, and that's because the relationship is good, right? Hee-hee! ”
After I saw her think about it, I had already let go of my mental baggage. With relief in my heart, I couldn't help but reach out and pat her little head, and said with a smile: "It's good to understand!" Okay, it's too late now, you still have to go to work tomorrow morning, right? Go to bed early, it's time for me to go. ”
Zheng Keran nodded again, but said with some reluctance: "Then will you come back tomorrow night?" ”
I had already walked to the door of the apartment and said, "Come on, but since you lied to my mother that you were going to the provincial capital tomorrow, I'm afraid I won't be able to stay too late at night." ”
Zheng Keran sent me to the door, and said, "Then I'll take a leave of absence for the past few nights, so that we can spend a little more time together." ”
I opened the door, but my heart was sour, sweet, and indescribable. But yes, yes, we knew it was like this, why did we do that in the first place? Now I can't talk about it, I love each other, but I can only be friends. The most uncomfortable thing is to lie to yourself and find a reason for intimacy for yourself. Such an ambiguous relationship, to be honest, is really not what I like to have.
After saying goodbye to Zheng Keran, I went downstairs and came to my car. Sitting in the saddle, he never started the engine and drove away. Just sit quietly, silently thinking about something.
I have to admit that I am a person who is really attentive and does see different ideas. But I swear, all three of them, I love them deeply. Without anyone, I would be unbearable. I know that my character is really not worthy of any of them, and my kind of heart may eventually make me not even get one.
However, feelings are uncontrollable, liking is liking, even if I don't admit it in my mouth, but my heart is still clearly aware that my real intention is to make the three sisters fall in love with me. Someday, I will be able to have the three of them together. Call me whimsical, call me morally corrupt. That's what I really think, and I can't deceive myself in my own heart. It's an impossible thing to do, but I really want to do it!
Now, I've unconsciously come to this point in my heart. I already have a doll, and I already have an affair with Zheng Keran. I don't know what I'm going to do next, or what else I'm going to have. It's just that, like Zheng Keran, I felt deeply afraid. I'm afraid that one day, I'll have nothing...... For the next two days, I was still having fun with Zheng Keran. As soon as I am with them, I forget all my troubles in my heart. However, playing is fun, and Zheng Keran and I don't dare to be too presumptuous and indulgent because we have scruples. At most, it's spanking, kicking or something. This is the bottom line of my ambiguous relationship with her, after that, there will be a shadow in the psyche.
But even so, these few days are the happiest and happiest days in my life with her. Zheng Keran said that the laughter she has had in her life does not add up to the laughter of these days. It can be seen how happy she is. With me, she felt a happiness that she had never felt before.
Time flies quickly, and finally, the eldest sister Zheng Kexiang and her party returned from the UK with a full load. Immediately after returning, the company held a grand celebration banquet to celebrate this successful entry into the European and even the world's clothing market. All the people in the company are very excited, seeing that our company is about to have a huge development, as a member of the company, how can we not be happy and high-spirited?
Due to the expansion of business, the original two production plants can no longer meet the production demand. Zheng Kexiang took a fancy to a piece of land and was ready to buy it to establish the company's third garment production base. At the same time, the company has recruited a large number of technical talents. And because of the relocation of the financial leasing company upstairs in the headquarters, we took the opportunity to rent the sixteenth floor of the Fuding Building.
A large-scale clothing production and sales company is slowly being established according to Zheng Kexiang's predetermined assumptions.
In a blink of an eye, it was the end of August, and my girlfriend Zheng Keren finally came back from the provincial capital. The three sisters were reunited again, and the ambiguity between me and Zheng Keran gradually lost any chance.
One day, Zheng Kexiang called me to her office and said to me: "Xiao Yu, two days ago, the garment industry association sent an invitation letter to the company, saying that it was going to hold a national industry exchange experience symposium in the capital. Originally, the CEO of the company had to go to participate in this kind of meeting, but as you know, recently our company has to expand its production base and continue to launch new clothing products. At this critical moment, Mr. Xia and I couldn't leave. You are the number four person in the company, and your work is relatively flexible. Look, are you going to the capital on behalf of me and Mr. Xia? ”
I smiled and said, "No problem, this is not a public-funded tour, I can't ask for it." ”
Zheng Ke thought about it, couldn't help but leave his seat and walked to my side, gently stretched out his hand and knocked on my skull and said, "Nonsense, who told you that this is tourism?" It is necessary to participate in such a meeting. Listening to the successful experiences of other companies will be very inspiring and helpful to us. If I couldn't leave, I really wanted to hear it myself. Don't think that you can just go to the gangsters, don't write down those useful things and bring them back, you will pay for this trip to the capital! ”
I got busy and said seriously: "Don't worry, Sister Zheng, I won't go to the gangsters." I understand what you mean, it's a great learning opportunity. Let me go, it's Sister Zheng, your trust in me. I'll take care of what works for us and bring it back, and I'm not going to make this trip. ”
Zheng Kexiang smiled at this time, and the beating turned into an intimate touch. My hair seems to be her favorite plaything, and she likes to rub it all the time. I just listened to her gently stroke my hair, and said softly: "It's good that you understand, in the future, when I have time, I will learn more about business and management knowledge and experience." You can't do finance for the rest of your life, can you? Sooner or later, you'll have to have your own business. Accumulating more experience and learning more knowledge will help you succeed in the future, huh? ”
My heart was so moved that I couldn't even speak for a while. This Sister Zheng is really good to me. Gentle and caring, not a relative, but better than a relative. If it weren't for the company, I would really want to hug her and express my feelings.
Zheng Kexiang seemed to love my hair, rubbing it, looking at me with very gentle eyes. Suddenly, there was a personality smile at the door of the office, followed by Xia Xiaoyu's voice: "Ouch, I'm sorry, I didn't see it, I didn't see anything, hehe!" ”
As soon as he heard this voice, Zheng Kexiang hurriedly withdrew his hand, and hurriedly walked away from me with a red face. Then he sneered at the door: "You dead Xiaoyu, what don't you see?" Get in, what's the matter? ”
I turned my head and saw Xia Xiaoyu walking in with a smile with a document, looking at us and smiling: "I really didn't see you guys in a bad relationship, my eyes are not very good, I can't see the two of you just now." Hehe, haha! ”
Zheng Kexiang was angry and anxious, but he couldn't attack, so he had to pretend to be serious and said: "You are less yin and yang weird in my place, Xiao Yu is like my own brother, what's wrong with me touching his head?" But you, what are you looking for me? What are you holding in your hand? ”
Xia Xiaoyu hurriedly handed over the documents in his hand and said, "This is the draft list for a new batch of production machines, I will show you what needs to be added." ”
Zheng Kexiang took it and looked at it carefully. And Xia Xiaoyu looked at me with a smile, but her eyes were vicious, as if she was saying to me: Don't beat Mr. Zheng's idea!
I had to shrug my shoulders with a wry smile to show that I didn't. After a while, Zheng Ke thought: "This draft list is very detailed, I have no opinion, so let the procurement department order it." Xiaoyu, you have to speed up the construction progress of the new plant. Now the company's production is almost unable to catch up with the needs of customers. ”
Xia Xiaoyu said: "Yes! My Mr. Zheng! By the way, Xiao Yu is here, what are you talking to him? ”
Zheng Kexiang said lightly: "Oh, the Garment Industry Association is going to hold an experience exchange meeting in the capital, and I can't leave with you, so I'm going to let Xiao Yu lie down on our behalf." ”
Xia Xiaoyu said: "Really? On this little thing, you still use a serious word, reluctantly touching your hair and commanding again? ”
Zheng Kexiang suddenly became angry, threw the documents in his hand into Xia Xiaoyu's hand at once, and said angrily: "Xia Xiaoyu! What are you chewing on the root of your tongue? ”
Xia Xiaoyu saw that Zheng Kexiang was angry, so he had to stick out his tongue and grinned: "Okay, okay, I didn't say it." You talk, I'm busy. ”
With that, she turned and hurried out of the room. As soon as she left, Zheng Kexiang and I were slightly embarrassed. After a while, Zheng Kexiang took out an invitation letter from the drawer and handed it to me: "The time is the third day of next month, and there are only a few days left." You go back and get ready, and do as much as you can. I asked Secretary Su to write you a speech, and if you need to speak at that time, you can just read it. Nothing else, you can get out. ”
I said yes and turned around and walked out of Mr. Zheng's office. Xia Xiaoyu's deputy general manager's office is not far from Mr. Zheng's office. I had just walked by, and suddenly I heard Xia Xiaoyu shouting inside: "Xiao Yu, wait a minute!" ”
I had no choice but to stand up and say, "Mr. Xia, what's the matter?" ”
Then, I saw Xia Xiaoyu hurriedly walk out of it, first looked left and right, and after finding that there was no one, she immediately pulled me into her office. Immediately, the door was closed again!
I smiled bitterly and said, "Mr. Xia, what are you going to do?" ”
Xia Xiaoyu immediately forced in front of me, with a fierce look on his face, and said with an unhappy expression: "Didn't you promise me not to fight Mr. Zheng's idea?" So what were you doing with her? ”
Looking at this woman who kissed me and helped me with a, I really had a headache and was helpless. I had to say seriously: "Mr. Xia, then it's just a touch of the head." This is the encouragement of a company leader to his subordinates, and the closeness of an older sister to a younger brother. You don't think that's my idea to beat her, do you? ”
Xia Xiaoyu's eyes were complicated, and she said angrily: "There are so many male subordinates in the company, why doesn't she touch their heads?" Isn't this what you said the company leader encouraged his subordinates? There are people younger than her, why doesn't she come to them to be close to her sister to her brother? You're quibbling! The two of you obviously have a love affair, and you deliberately pretend that nothing happened! ”
I pour! In desperation, I didn't even bother to explain to her. said: "Mr. Zheng and I are innocent, believe it or not." Mr. Xia, if you want to be fine, can I go? ”
Xia Xiaoyu hurriedly stopped me, and at this time, her eyes had turned into pleading, and said, "Xiao Yu, I beg you, don't go to fight Mr. Zheng's idea, okay?" You see, I kept the promise we made, and I didn't tell her anything about you and Ranran. I want you to do the same, don't let her like you, okay? ”
At this time, I suddenly realized that the secret between me and Zheng Keran could no longer be used by Xia Xiaoyu to threaten me. As soon as she said it, it would inevitably expose the deal between me and her. Seeing Xia Xiaoyu so nervous, Zheng Ke thought, presumably she would never dare to divulge a word.
It's just that why is she so nervous Zheng Kexiang? Is it really just because they're good friends? Still is...... Because it's something else, what?
(To be continued)