Chapter 283: To kiss or not to kiss
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Looking at Bai Yun, who was shy but had the courage to say this, I stayed for a long time, and had to smile helplessly. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info a girl like Bai Yun, who is arrogant and self-clean, now actually says that she can be my lover, which shows that her love for me is so deep that she can give up her self-esteem.
I knew that if it weren't for her, there was no other way, if it weren't for the fact that she already felt that she couldn't defeat her rival. In any case, she couldn't say such a thing.
I didn't feel happy or bored when I heard that. In my heart, there is only a deep sigh. Bai Yun and Xia Xiaoyu are different, she is my first love, and she is the woman I once loved deeply. First love is always unforgettable. I can't forget the time when I was obsessed with her and crazy about her. It was a time that occupied a third of my life, and the shadow of that time is still engraved in my soul.
But now, everything has changed, and Bai Yun and I can never go back to the past. Originally, if she had said such things to me a year earlier, I think I would have jumped on the spot with happiness. But now, I can only sigh and sigh. Fate plays such a trick on people, and I can't help myself anymore when I'm here.
So, I only had a bitter smile. Reaching out and gently patting the back of Bai Yun's hand on the dining table, I whispered, "Bai Yun, thank you!" I don't want to play with your feelings, though. Let the past pass. Let's keep those good memories in our hearts, okay? ”
When I said this, all of a sudden, I felt so familiar with these words. Immediately, I remembered. When I confessed to Bai Yun on the edge of the Lang River, didn't Bai Yun say the same thing to me?
Bai Yun's eyes revealed deep disappointment. She immediately lowered her head and silently ate the French meal on her plate. After a long time, she said in a low voice, "What are you...... Are you taking revenge on me? I remember saying these things to you before I went to Germany. ”
I laughed and said, "No, I don't mean anything to get revenge on you. Maybe I'm in the same mood now as you were when you rejected me. So, when it comes out, it's a bit similar. ”
Bai Yun looked very sad, lowered her head and did not speak, it seemed that something shiny was flashing in the corner of her eye. I hurriedly patted the back of her hand, changed the subject, and said, "Okay, okay, let's not talk about these things." After eating, what are we going to do? It's rare that we have time to be together today, so I'll accompany you well. ”
Bai Yun suddenly stretched out his hand and wiped his eyes, raised his head, looked directly at me and said, "It's okay, even if you take revenge on me, it doesn't matter." I'm not going to back down, I'm not going to give up like you. Since you can let me go to Germany and never forget you, I can make you fall in love with me all over again. Even if it takes ten years, I will definitely succeed. If you don't believe me, we'll see! ”
I......
I was really speechless, and now I finally understand that Bai Yun's surname is really very different from me. When I was rejected by her, I gave up on pursuing her with little effort. But Bai Yun is a person who never gives up until she reaches her goal, and in her dictionary, she has not given up the word. It seems that in the future, there will be entanglements between me and her, and there will be no peace!
Bai Yun said this as if he was saying it to me. But in fact, this is also what she said to herself. After finishing speaking, she immediately cheered herself up, smiled and picked up her wine glass and said to me, "Then, you just said that you will accompany me well tonight." After eating, I want to sing and dance, and if I don't have fun tonight, it's not over! Here, cheers! ”
I hurriedly picked up my glass and touched it with her, and said with a smile: "It's okay to sing, but ...... I can't dance! ”
Bai Yun grinned, drank the red wine in the glass in one gulp, and said, "It's okay, I won't either." ”
I wondered, "Aren't you going to dance with me again?" ”
Bai Yun snorted, smiled mysteriously, pointed to my wine glass, and motioned for me to drink it quickly. I had to drink it all at once, and was about to continue asking her, but Bai Yun diverted the topic and talked to me about something else.
After eating the Western food, I soon understood why Baiyun wanted to dance with me. She took me to a very upscale entertainment venue and asked for a large private room with a small dance floor. After ordering some food and drink, I closed the door, and it was just me and her in the private room.
At first, of course, I just ordered a few songs to sing karaoke. I sang two songs by Tao Zhe, and Bai Yun sang a song by Liu Ruoying's "Later".
I've known Bai Yun for so long, and this is the first time I've heard her singing: "Later, I finally learned how to love." It's a pity that you are long gone, disappearing into the sea of people. Later, I finally understood in tears that some people, once they miss it, they no longer ......"
The singing of the white clouds immediately calmed me. I didn't expect her to sing so well. Even if it is Liu Ruoying, who sang the original song, it may not be as good as her. Moreover, this song just expresses Bai Yun's mood at the moment. The singing resonates with the heart, so expressive and shocking, right?
After singing the song, the song still seems to be echoing in the ears. I stayed for a long time before I applauded and exclaimed, "Bai Yun, sing so well." You are so good at singing, why didn't I know before? ”
Bai Yun held the microphone but smiled silently, at this time, the music in the private room suddenly changed, and a slow and lyrical dance music was broadcast. I saw her smile and dropped the microphone, and said softly to me, "Umbrella, would you like to invite me to dance?" ”
I was stunned and said, "Yes, but the problem is ...... I won't! ”
Bai Yun stood up, stretched out her hand to me, and said, "I won't either, so let's walk with the music." ”
I didn't understand what Bai Yun meant, so I had to stand up and gently hold her little hand. With a little force, Bai Yun pulled me to the middle of the dance floor. Seeing that I was embarrassed and overwhelmed, she smiled and said, "Hold me, you can't jump, then you can shake me together, right?" ”
I had to smile wryly, and like I had seen others dance, I grabbed her waist with one hand, and grabbed her hand with the other hand and lifted it up.
But Baiyun quietly broke away from my hand, and then with both arms stretched, he hooked my neck. The body hugged me tightly and said softly, "That's it, hold me tight." ”
I subconsciously put my hands on her waist, and at this moment, I already understood what Bai Yun meant. She just wanted to be intimate with me by dancing. It doesn't matter if it's dancing or not, as long as it's just hugging.
The dance music was playing soothingly, and Bai Yun and I, two people who couldn't dance, just hugged each other, slowly, casually, and with the beat, shaking slightly from left to right. Baiyun's face was already buried deep in my chest. I didn't talk to her, and the dance music was endless. After the broadcast, I will actually play it again.
I don't know how long it took, but when this dance song was replayed for the fourth time, I finally smiled bitterly and whispered, "Bai Yun, tired, right?" Why don't we sit down and take a break? ”
Bai Yun raised her face slightly, with a sly smile on her face, and said, "The dance music hasn't been broadcast yet, I'll talk about it when it's over." ”
"Isn't it? This song has been broadcast for the fourth time, and it's not over yet? Hey, how many times did you just order this song? ”
"Hee-hee, I don't know, I haven't counted. Anyway, not more than twenty times. ”
“……”
"Umbrellas."
"Huh?"
"Look at me."
"What?"
"I want you to look at me!"
I had no choice but to look down at the woman in my arms. Bai Yun's face was slightly raised, and his small mouth was less than five centimeters away from my face.
"Look at me and look closely. Let me ask you, me or Zheng Keren, which is more beautiful? ”
“……”
"Say, don't talk nonsense with your conscience, I want you to tell the truth."
I had to sigh and say, "It's you!" ”
Bai Yun immediately smiled happily, and his little mouth approached again, now less than three centimeters away from me.
"That'...... Let me ask you again, when you loved me at the beginning, compared with the love you love Zheng Keren now, which love is deeper? ”
I......
I had no choice but to stop talking, in fact, this is completely incomparable. One is in the past tense and the other is in the present tense. No matter how much I loved Baiyun at the beginning, but love is in the past, how can I compare it?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Bai Yun leaned his mouth closer to me. Almost, her lips were on mine. I could already feel the breath coming out of her nose on my face.
I had to tilt my head back slightly to prevent her from actually kissing her. But I found that even when I leaned back, Baiyun's lips were still only a micron away from me.
And, she smiled. Said softly: "What are you doing?" Are you afraid I will kiss you? It's not like we haven't kissed, more than a year ago, on the back mountain of the Daxian Temple, you kissed me. ”
I sweat! I had to smile bitterly: "At that time...... I still like you. ”
"Humph! Then during the Chinese New Year this year, you came to my house with concern. Right in my room, have you ever kissed me? ”
I...... I sweat again! To be honest, I don't even know how I kissed her back then. I had no choice but not to answer Bai Yun's question, pretending not to hear anything.
But Bai Yun didn't plan to let me go at all, and she was even happier when she saw that I was speechless.
"Umbrella, since the kiss has been kissed, then ...... I don't mind, you kiss me again. ”
As she spoke, Bai Yun had closed her eyes and opened her little mouth slightly. The dance music in the private room continued, and her body and I were still swaying to the music. Bai Yun's words reminded me of when I went to the Great Immortal Temple to pick fairy grass that year, she was held by me and placed under a pine tree, blushing and lightly angry at me. That look is really indescribably cute and indescribably charming.
At that time, I couldn't restrain my love for her, and kissed her desperately. Now, the white clouds are still lovely and charming. Moreover, she took the initiative to close her eyes and asked me to kiss her.
At this moment, am I kissing? Or not a kiss?
(To be continued)