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By the time I arrived at the bar where I had made an appointment to meet Bai Yun, when I saw her, Bai Yun had already drunk a lot of alcohol alone. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 I walked over and sat down beside her gently, reached out and snatched the glass from her hand, and said, "Don't drink anymore, drunk driving is prone to accidents." ”

Bai Yun smiled indifferently, didn't care, just looked at me and said, "Coming?" If I hadn't called you, I'm afraid you wouldn't have thought of seeing me before you left, right? ”

I had no choice but to sigh in a low voice and said, "Bai Yun, don't be like this, I'm busy making up for English these days, I'm afraid that I won't have enough time, where can I come out and chat with you?" But I really wanted to see you before I left, and there are some things I have to make clear to you. ”

Bai Yun shook his head and said with a sad smile: "If you don't say it, I understand." Do you plan to live in Europe permanently when you learn English? ”

Bai Yun is an extremely intelligent woman, and I know that I have nothing to hide from her. Besides, I'm here today to explain everything to her and make a decision.

So, I nodded and said, "Yes, if there are no accidents, I will be in Europe for a long time." ”

Bai Yun smiled bitterly and said, "In other words, today, you are here to show that my fate with you is over, and I will no longer interact with each other in the future?" ”

I sighed softly, and could only say, "I'm sorry, I can't let go of the lovely person, so I have to ...... I let you down. Bai Yun, in the future, we will only be friends, right? I went to Europe and will call you. ”

Bai Yun's body trembled slightly, and he hurriedly turned his face away. I knew she was holding back tears. Although she had expected this ending, it still made her sad when I said it myself.

I couldn't bear to provoke her any longer, so I had to be silent for a while. After a while, I heard Baiyun sniff and turn his face back. After looking at me quietly for a long time, he said quietly: "Until now, do you still want to hide it from me?" Is it really just for the sake of being cute to go to Europe? ”

I had to sigh again, for the first two months of my hospitalization, but Renhe and Keran took care of me day and night. As long as there are people with eyes, I'm afraid they all understand that their relationship with me is not ordinary. It can be said that Keran's relationship with me is almost an open secret.

I knew that it was useless not to admit it now, so Suo confessed: "Yes, I don't deny it, but I am also my lover." Me and her...... Long before I was in love. It's just that...... Because of some misunderstandings, they didn't get together. I still love her and she loves me to this day. ”

Bai Yun smiled slightly bitterly, retrieved her wine glass from my hand, drank the remaining wine in the cup, and said, "Really? I think people should know that, right? She...... Don't you say anything? ”

I lowered my head and said, "I was still lying on the bed at that time, but ...... It's hard to say anything. But I know she must be very sad in her heart. ”

Bai Yun shook his head, grabbed the wine bottle on the table, and poured red wine into the glass. The same neck, and another mouthful. I hurriedly reached out to grab her glass and said, "Don't drink it, you will get drunk soon." ”

But Bai Yun stretched out his hand to block me and said, "Don't stop me, let me drink!" ”

I know that she is bitter in her heart, and I don't let her drink, but I am afraid that it will be even more uncomfortable. As soon as I hesitated, I stopped stopping. I thought that if I was drunk, at least I would not be so miserable. Big deal, I'll send her home in a minute.

Bai Yun was pouring wine again, so I could only persuade in a low voice: "Drink less, drink too much, it will hurt your body." ”

Bai Yun smiled miserably and said, "What's the point of hurting your body?" If I could not be sad, I would rather hurt my body a little more. As she spoke, she poured another large glass of red wine into her stomach.

At this time, Bai Yun was already drunk. Putting down the wine glass, she squinted at me and said, "Since you have already admitted the matter, then the surname Suo will admit everything." I admit defeat, but you have to make me understand the reason for the failure, don't you? ”

I was stunned and said, "All the things? What else is going on besides Keran? ”

Bai Yun snorted coldly and said, "Is there really no one?" Do you remember that when I just came back from Germany, I used to doubt you and Zheng Kexiang? My instincts have always been accurate. It was only later that I became convinced that you were in love with someone who was lovely, and I dispelled my suspicions. Now it seems that since you can have a personal relationship with Keran, why can't you have a relationship with Zheng Kexiang? You are so affectionate, Zheng Kexiang is so beautiful. Seeing that she usually treats you so well, I don't believe you have nothing to do with her. ”

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. My relationship with my eldest sister is unknown except for a very few people. If I tell Bai Yun, in case Bai Yun is angry and tells Ke Ren, isn't it a big trouble?

Thinking of this, I had no choice but to shake my head and say, "Me and Sister Zheng, how is it possible?" Baiyun, stop guessing. ”

Bai Yun sneered and poured another glass of red wine. He didn't drink it in his hand, but said quietly: "Is it?" It's all at this time, and you still don't admit to me? ”

I muttered in my heart, could it be that Bai Yun had already noticed something?

After Bai Yun finished speaking, he tilted his neck again and drank all the red wine in the cup. He let out a breath and said, "Okay, let me tell you what I heard." That day I learned that you were seriously injured and resuscitated in the hospital. Rush to the hospital to see you right away. At that time, Ke Ran had already fainted from crying, and Aunt Xu stayed by Ke Ran's side and sighed. Keren was crying while waiting anxiously at the door of the operating room. Your parents and care have lost their souls, and the six gods have no owner. I wanted to ask what was going on, but no one could tell me. So, I went to Zheng Kexiang, but after looking for her, no one knew where she was. Later, I went to the bathroom. In the interval next to me, I heard Zheng Kexiang's cry. Any idea what I heard her cry about? I heard her crying in grief and saying, 'Umbrella, umbrella, you can't die!' You're dead, how can my sister live? As soon as I heard it, I understood everything. Umbrella, don't you admit it yet? ”

Hearing Bai Yun's words, I couldn't help but feel hot in my eyes, and my tears almost came out uncontrollably. I understand how strong and painful the eldest sister must have been at that time in order not to show too sad expressions in front of others. Only when there is no one can she release her feelings. The life and death of the lover are unknown, but he can only hide and suppress his sadness. Compared to the lovely people, she is more uncomfortable and sad!

Thinking of the pain my eldest sister suffered at that time, I could only feel sad. After a while, I nodded and said, "Bai Yun, since you heard it, I won't hide it from you." Yes, Sister Zheng and I also have feelings. The three of them are my lovers. ”

Bai Yunha smiled, looked up to the sky, and muttered, "Sure enough!" It's ridiculous that I was still confident that I wanted to compete with cute people. Haha, that's so funny. This competition was doomed to me from the beginning. How can I defeat the three of them alone? Umbrella, you ...... You are really not simple, you have only been separated for just one year, and you have changed from an innocent teenager to a playboy. ”

I had no choice but to lower my head and said helplessly: "I'm sorry, Bai Yun!" ”

Although Bai Yun was looking up to the sky and laughing, his face was unconsciously full of tears. I know that at this moment, I have deeply hurt Bai Yun. No amount of anything I say will make up for my mistakes. Perhaps, it would be better for Baiyun to hate me. That way, she can quickly forget about me. When I'm gone, she'll be able to recover and live the happy life she deserves.

After that, Bai Yun didn't say anything to me anymore, just desperately poured himself wine. It didn't take long for her to be so drunk that she threw up a few times and collapsed on the sofa.

I just silently took care of her, dealing with her drunken reactions. When she was asleep, I picked her up and put her in my car. drove her home in the car.

Soon, I came to her home on Hongxing Road. Carrying the white clouds down, it was her nanny who opened the door for us. After asking, I learned that there was no one in Bai Yun's house. Two days ago, Bai Yun's parents went to their son in the provincial capital.

I had no choice but to carry Baiyun in, to her room, and put her on the bed. Although it was winter, by the time I put her down, I was already exhausted, panting, and sweating.

The nanny brought a towel and a glass of warm water, I wiped Baiyun's face, and then shook her awake and fed her warm water. Told the babysitter to take good care of her, and I was about to say goodbye.

At this moment, I heard Bai Yun on the bed shouting inarticulately: "Umbrella, you ...... Don't you go...... Stay...... Stay with me ......"

I turned my head and saw Bai Yun uneasily reaching out on the bed and groping beside him, as if looking for me as a person. Seeing her like this, I sighed, walked back to the bed, held her hand, and said softly: "Bai Yun, I'm not leaving, I'm here." ”

Bai Yun immediately grabbed my hand tightly, and said with tears in his drunken eyes: "Umbrella, don't leave me, forever...... All stay with me...... All right? ”

Now, I can't walk even if I want to. I had to whisper: "Okay, I'm not leaving, I'll stay tonight and accompany you!" ”

The nanny knew that I was the person that Miss Bai liked her, so she exited the room with great interest and gently closed the door. I slowly sat down beside Bai Yun, silently caressing her beautiful little face. Looking at her eyes, sad tears kept flowing.

"Umbrella, don't go to Europe, okay?"

Although Bai Yun was drunk, her heart was still very sober. One of my fingers gently wiped away the tears that flowed down for her, and she didn't speak. It's just that in my mind, I remembered the happy times with Baiyun when I was a teenager. At that time, I only had this fairy-like girl in my heart. For her, I used to think about tea and dinner, and I was haunted by dreams. Once upon a time, she was my only love! But time has passed, and now I can't love her anymore. As long as I still want to be with the three sisters of the Zheng family, then Bai Yun will not be able to achieve anything with me.

My heart is full of sorrow. This parting, that is really goodbye to my first love. I don't know why, but I felt a little reluctant. It was as if Baiyun was going to leave me for Germany, which made me sad and sad.

"Umbrella, don't leave me...... Stay...... And I ...... ...... together" Bai Yun kept muttering, but because she was drunk, she gradually couldn't hold on, and slowly closed her eyes. But even so, she still held my hand firmly and refused to let go.

I just stayed with her, planning to wait for her to fall asleep before leaving here. Finally, Bai Yun stopped talking, and his breath gradually stabilized. I saw that she was already asleep, so I gently broke her fingers that were grasping me, stood up, tidied up the quilt for her, and quietly exited her room.

When I got home, it was late. I insisted on memorizing English words for a while before washing my face and feet and going to bed. Just lying in bed, my mind is no longer full of English as it was a few days ago, but unconsciously, I think of my girlhood, the posture of Baiyun. Her long, beautiful hair was always fluttering in front of my eyes.

At some point, the door to my room was quietly opened. A figure crept in, came to my bedside, and without greeting me, came in through the bedding of my feet. Climb along my body, all the way up.

I didn't have to look at it to know that the girl who came must have cared about that little girl. It's been like this for the past few days, and in the middle of the night, she always crawls into my bed.

I had no choice but to smile helplessly, grabbed her arm with both hands and lifted it up, pulled her little head out of the quilt, sighed, and said, "Is it over?" With you lying on my stomach, I can't sleep well every time. Your brother is also a man, aren't you afraid that I really can't help but insult you? ”

Concern was just a whispered laugh, and as soon as two little hands stretched out, they put their arms around my neck. took a small bite, actually took a bite on my chin, and laughed tiredly: "Don't be afraid, if you dare to insult me, I will call my uncle and aunt." If they see us sleeping in the same bed, what do you say, brother? ”

I had no choice but to roll my eyes, and in anger, I slapped her ass hard in the bed.

"Oh, you're really indecent? My brother is so good or bad that he knows how to touch my ass. Capable ...... You're touching somewhere else! ”

I don't even have the mood to roll my eyes, since I understand that this girl has a brother complex, I am no longer surprised by her behavior. At the moment, I had to look at my heart and nose, and after trying to dispel all evil thoughts, I said, "Okay, okay, I'm tired today, don't make noise with me, go to sleep!" ”

"Humph! Who is arguing with you? It's you who did it to me, and I haven't even said anything about you! ”

I stopped answering, closed my eyes, and forced myself to sleep. No matter how much she talked to me and how much she writhed her body, I just ignored her.

After a while, I was concerned about it, but when I didn't react at all, I gradually lost my interest. After a while, she yawned, buried her little face in my lower Paris, and soon fell asleep.

Soon, too, I fell into a deep sleep. This night, I slept until dawn. When I woke up, the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was Baiyun!

But I saw her standing next to my bed, her eyes wide, and she looked at me in shock. I was stunned for a moment and said strangely, "Bai Yun, why are you here?" ”

I was about to sit up, when suddenly I felt someone squirm in my arms, and then a muffled voice of concern came from my chest: "Brother, why are you hard again?" I hate it, so don't move it quickly! ”

(To be continued)