I rested my hands on the wall on the side of the street, bent over, head bowed. My belly turned upside down, and everything gushed out as I vomited.

Shi Shanshan was standing beside me, holding my arm and patting my back constantly. After a long time, I felt that there was nothing left in my stomach to vomit, so I could barely stop my vomiting, and I raised my head and gasped for air.

Immediately, a bottle of mineral water appeared in front of my eyes, and I heard Shi Shanshan say, "Come, drink saliva." ”

I hummed, took the bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the cap, and drank half of it in one gulp. The cold water in my stomach suddenly cleared my groggy mind.

Then, the clear mind came back to me. I turned around and leaned against the wall, panting while looking at Shi Shanshan, who was full of worry in my eyes, smiled bitterly, and said, "Shanshan, how did you find me?" ”

Shi Shanshan opened the bag in her hand and took out a pack of napkins. He pulled one out and gently wiped the corners of my mouth. At the same time, she said faintly: "I called your phone, but no one answered." Later, someone picked it up and said that he was the owner of the restaurant, and the owner of the phone was now drunk in his restaurant, and asked me to come and take you away. ”

I let out another wry smile and said, "Really? ”

As I spoke, my hand subconsciously reached into my pocket and pulled out my Blue Mountain cigarette. But it feels light, and it seems that I have finished pumping. Looking down and taking a closer look, sure enough, there was not even a single cigarette in the cigarette shell.

I reluctantly crumpled the cigarette shell into a ball and threw it on the ground. When I looked left and right, I saw that there seemed to be a small convenience store across the street, and there should be cigarettes for sale.

I struggled to my feet, lifted my steps, and was about to go over to buy cigarettes. Shi Shanshan hurriedly stopped me and said, "What are you going to do?" ”

I pointed to the other side and said, "Buy cigarettes, I'm done with cigarettes." ”

Shi Shanshan pushed my body, pushed me against the wall again, and said, "I'll go buy it, you just lean here, don't move." ”

I laughed, "Not really, right?" I'm much better now. ”

But Shi Shanshan ignored it, turned around, and had already crossed the road quickly and entered the small convenience store.

I let her go, and at the same time raised my hand and pressed my fingers on either side of my temple. While rubbing, I thought: As long as Shi Shanshan is not too stupid, as long as I look like this, I should have guessed why. It seems that not only will I not be able to get Tang Xiaoru, but even she will be lost. No woman wants to see the man she likes suffer so much for other women, right? Even if Shi Shanshan liked me before, at this time, she would die, right?

I smiled bitterly, my heart full of inexplicable sadness. I think I'm a person who really doesn't have a girlfriend's life. is good, but he wants to fall in love with a woman who shouldn't be loved. Now it's good, not only is it painful, but even the happiness in front of me is about to fly away.

Shi Shanshan quickly ran back from the convenience store, holding a pack of red-looking cigarettes in her hand. I directly opened the package, took out one and stuffed it into my mouth, and said softly: "Don't smoke such bad cigarettes in the future, it's not good for your health." Smoke less, smoke better, huh? ”

At this time, I could already see that what Shi Shanshan was holding in her hand was actually a pack of high-end Chinese cigarettes, and it was also a soft shell. I know that this pack of cigarettes is worth enough to cover the two cigarettes I usually smoke.

I quickly took off the cigarette in my mouth and said distressedly, "Why are you buying such good cigarettes?" It's so bad, it's all taken apart now, how can you return it? ”

Shi Shanshan smiled faintly and said, "Why do you want to go back?" I bought it for you, so you don't have to pay for it. ”

I said, "That's not good, your money is not money?" You hurry up...... Hurry up and ......"

"Hurry up what? I bought everything, I dismantled it, and if you didn't smoke it, it would have to be thrown away. ”

I was depressed for a long time, so I had to think to myself, anyway, it's rare to have such an indulgence, so it's better to simply indulge to the end. Isn't it just a pack of cigarettes for more than 60 yuan, compared to the discomfort in my heart, this distress is really nothing.

So, I slowly put the cigarette in my mouth again, and at the same time took the whole pack of cigarettes in Shi Shanshan's hand, and said, "Forget it, it's a pity to throw it away, how much did this fireworks cost?" Count me in on it, I'll give you back. ”

Shi Shanshan didn't speak at all, just looked at me in a daze. There seemed to be a faint sense of loss in her eyes. I was a little afraid to look her eyes, so I took out the lighter, lit it with a click, and slowly put it on the cigarette.

A puff of smoke was inhaled into my lungs, and my body's energy seemed to begin to recover. Shi Shanshan didn't speak, so I had to start to say without words: "By the way, what are you calling me for?" Is the drinking party over? ”

Shi Shanshan still didn't speak, and I was almost halfway through one of my cigarettes, so she suddenly said softly: "Dai Yong, I'm sorry." ”

I was stunned and said a little inexplicably: "I'm sorry? Sorry what? ”

"I ...... I shouldn't have said something like that, I didn't expect it to make you so sad. ”

I was silent, and I knew in my heart what Shi Shanshan meant by this. After taking two more puffs of cigarette, I smiled bitterly and pretended to be relaxed: "It's okay, it's okay after that, I'll forget it soon, you don't have to worry about anything." ”

Shi Shanshan looked at me deeply, her eyes were so complaining, and she almost bit her lip and said, "You really ...... Do you like her so much? ”

I know that it is impossible to hide this matter from Shi Shanshan, and I don't plan to hide it anymore. Sometimes, it is a relief to say what is buried deep in your heart. Although Shi Shanshan is by no means a good person to confide her heart, but now besides her, who else can I say to her?

I nodded slowly, smiled bitterly, and said, "Yes, am I stupid?" ”

Shi Shanshan immediately looked away from her, but under the illumination of the street lamp, I still saw that there seemed to be tears in the corners of her eyes, faintly shining.

I can't help but feel unbearable, no girl can stand the man she likes saying that she likes another woman. However, I was even more reluctant to lie to her. Moreover, it is useless for me to lie now, Shanshan is an extremely sensitive girl. Needless to say, she already understands everything.

So, I had to sigh softly and say, "I'm sorry, Shanshan." ”

Shi Shanshan turned her head suddenly, tears had quietly slipped down her eyes, stared at me and said, "I'm sorry? That is to say, you know me in your heart...... I...... I like you, huh? ”

I had no choice but to continue to sigh and reluctantly say, "Yes, I know." ”

"You know, it's still ...... Unrealistically like Tang Xiaoru? This woman is not something you can get at all, what she wants, you can never give her. ”

I shook my head with a wry smile and said, "I know this, but I really can't control my feelings." ”

Shi Shanshan's face was already full of tears. She didn't wipe it, just looked at me, and said, "So what are you going to do now?" Today, you have seen it, Tang Xiaoru is Fei Jiahui's woman. This is almost an open secret in the entire Feiteng Group. No matter how infatuated you are with her, nothing will come of it. ”

I silently threw away the butt of my cigarette, slowly straightened up, and said, "Shanshan, don't worry, I'm not an irrational person." What to do, I know very well in my heart. Tang Xiaoru, I will slowly forget about her. In fact, before this, I had tried very hard to forget her. It's just that the time is still short, so I still feel sad. But, people still have to live, don't they? I won't be unhappy for her for the rest of my life. ”

"That'...... What about me? You...... What are you going to do with me? You know that...... If I like you, I'll ...... I didn't think about it......"

I slowly stretched out a hand, gently wiped away the tears on her face, moved in my heart, and said softly: "Shanshan, people are not plants, how can they be ruthless?" We've been working together for so long, how could I be indifferent to you? That day the female college student said that I was a fool, and I understood your thoughts. Do you know? How happy I was that day, you are the only girl in this world who is really good to me. For you, I made up my mind to forget Tang Xiaoru. Originally, I thought that when there was no shadow of Tang Xiaoru in my heart, I would boldly pursue you. But now, ...... Do you know that I like others, between us, is it still possible? ”

Shi Shanshan's body trembled obviously, her expression was very excited, and she looked at me and said in a trembling voice: "Then I...... So what if I don't mind? I...... I don't mind who you've liked, as long as ...... As long as...... You forgot about her, I ...... I ......"

I was stunned, but I didn't expect that Shi Shanshan knew that what I liked was someone else, and she hadn't given up her love for me. Such affection really can't help but make me unmoved.

My heart suddenly warmed. My hand, thrown on her little face and stroked gently, looked at this woman who loved me deeply, and said, "Shanshan, then can you wait for me?" When I forget Tang Xiaoru, I will pursue you. ”

Shi Shanshan's face, which had just been wiped dry by me, burst into tears again. She threw herself into my arms, hugged me tightly, and cried out, "No! I don't wait! I want you to chase me now! I...... I'm good at chasing, as long as you say something, I'll ...... I'm your man! ”

(To be continued)