Sure enough, Zhang Yun did not stop in the riverside park, and went directly through the grass and came to the embankment. I was afraid that she would still not be able to think about it, so I had to continue to follow quietly to prevent her from making irrational moves.

However, Zhang Yun walked to the embankment and stood still. Motionless, it seemed to look at the tranquil river in a daze. The river breeze blew slowly, driving her half-length hair to sway slightly to the right. Under the illumination of the lights on the Xiaguan Bridge, she is like a sculpture standing by the river, so silent and quiet.

I stood about ten meters behind her, and I saw that she seemed to have come here to meditate, not like she was looking for death. For a while, I didn't know whether it was better to say hello in the past or leave silently.

At this moment, I suddenly heard Zhang Yun speak, and it seemed that he was still saying to me: "Can you give me a cigarette?" Mr. Dai. ”

I was stunned, it turned out that she already knew that I was following her. At this time, I had no choice but to walk over to Zhang Yun and said, "Mr. Zhang, I just sent my girlfriend home, and on the way back, I saw you on the bridge." ”

Zhang Yun didn't look back, just said lightly: "I know, I heard your footsteps on the bridge, although you didn't call me, I still know that it was you." ”

I walked to Zhang Yun's side and stopped, smiled awkwardly, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid of you...... That, so I couldn't help but come over and take a look. It's so late, are you really not coming home? ”

Zhang Yun didn't answer my question, and after being silent for a while, she said again: "Is there still smoke?" Give me one. ”

I groaned and hurriedly pulled my Blue Mountain cigarette out of my pocket. I just wanted to take out one and hand it to her, but suddenly I remembered that I had a better pack of cigarettes in my other pocket, so I immediately put the Blue Mountain cigarette back in my pocket, and took out the pack that I had been reluctant to smoke, and put it on my body as a soft-shell for friends and guests.

Zhang Yun took the cigarette I handed her and put it in her mouth, I took out a lighter and shielded the river breeze with my hand, and leaned in front of her and lit it with a bang. Zhang Yun turned her face slightly and slowly smoked her cigarette. When I saw her take a deep breath, she seemed to be unable to bear the stimulus of the choking smoke, so she couldn't help coughing lightly and hurriedly covered her mouth with her hand.

I said, "Mr. Zhang, don't you know how to smoke?" Then you still throw away the cigarette, right? ”

Zhang Yun shook her head, coughed again, and put the cigarette in her mouth again. After doing this two or three times, she seems to be able to adapt to the stimulation of the lungs by the smoke, and the Chinese cigarette is relatively pure, and the irritation to the throat is not as great as other smoke, so Zhang Yun didn't cough anymore, and slowly smoked it one bite at a time.

I can only sigh in my heart, although I know that this is not a good phenomenon, many people are so sucking and sucking and starting to become addicted. But at this moment, I have nothing to say, compared to the pain in her heart, what is this little stimulation? Moreover, smoking also has a calming effect, when she is emotionally unstable, smoking a cigarette may calm her down and stop doing stupid things impulsively.

A cigarette, she quickly ran out. I saw that with a flick of her wrist, the butt of the cigarette drew a parabola and fell into the river below the embankment. Then I watched her take a step, and her feet were already at the very edge of the embankment. I was just taken aback, but I saw that she was short, and she had already squatted down, her right hand supporting the ground, and her buttocks slowly sat on the embankment, and at the same time, she put her feet down, and sat on the embankment.

I sighed again, thinking that this Mr. Zhang is really good at thrilling moves. What the hell was going on in her mind? Although everyone will feel uncomfortable when they encounter this kind of thing, there is no need to make themselves nervous, right?

"Thank you so much today. If you hadn't saved me, I think I would have regretted it if I had died like this. ”

Hearing this, my heart moved, and I hurriedly walked to Zhang Yun's side and squatted down, and said, "Mr. Zhang, aren't you sad in your heart?" ”

Zhang Yun's eyes looked at the river, and said with a faint smile: "How can it be if you are not sad?" After all, we have been married for five years, and counting the relationship between me and him before we got married, we have been together for ten years. There are several decades in this life. I suddenly found that the most golden and important ten years of my life turned out to be a joke. You say, how can I not be sad? ”

I was a little surprised, although Zhang Yun looked older than me, she was at most two or three years older. If she and her husband had been in love for ten years, wasn't it when she was in school, and they were together?

Sure enough, I only heard Zhang Yun continue: "My husband was my classmate in high school. When I was a sophomore in high school, I got along with him. At that time, we were too young, and almost everyone was against our relationship, believing that our relationship was immature and would not end well. But I was naïve, I didn't believe other people's words at all, thinking that our love was the most sincere and pure feeling in the world. Therefore, despite the opposition of my family and the persuasion of my teachers and classmates, I was determined to be with him. For his sake, I fell out with my parents and almost broke off from them. After I was admitted to university, I worked hard and became self-reliant, and in order to fight for a breath, I didn't ask for a penny from my family. As soon as I graduated from college, I married him. At that time, I thought I was happy and proud. Although I had a hard time, I proved to others how great our love is. No matter what the difficulties and obstacles, he and I are still together. ”

Speaking of which, under the illumination of the lights on the bridge not far away, I saw that Zhang Yun's face was once again in tears. I know that Zhang Yun is really sad at the moment. How proud she was, she gave up almost everything for love. Under the unimaginable pressure of ordinary people, step by step to today. She thought she was right, and she also proved to everyone how great her love was. However, now she suddenly found that all her efforts and efforts suddenly became a joke. With such a big blow, how could she not be discouraged and in pain?

I sighed, not knowing how to comfort her. After thinking about it, I took out my Chinese cigarette again, silently took out one and handed it to her, and said softly, "Another one?" Let's talk about all the grievances in my heart. I may not be able to help you much, but I'm a good listener. ”

(To be continued)