Chapter 240: Enjoy Happiness
So I said, "Ferena, I'm really happy, I didn't think you would fall in love with me as a poor boy who is good for nothing." To be honest, I like you too. Since this time, it is because of you that I have not felt so lonely. To tell you the truth, talking to you on the phone every night now is the happiest and most trouble-free time of my day. ”
At this point, I paused for a moment, thinking about what to say next. Felena didn't know what I was thinking, so she hummed softly and said, "Me too, if I wasn't able to talk to you on the phone once a day, I wouldn't know how I would survive this period of being locked up by my mother." ”
I smiled, already thinking about what to say next, and said, "Ferena, you like me, and I like you, so are you willing to be my girlfriend?" ”
Felena smiled over there and said, "I'm going to say no, do you believe it?" ”
Of course, I believe that Felena at this time is indeed willing to become a couple of lovers with me. But being willing now does not mean that you will never change until you die. So what should be said, I still have to say.
So I continued, "If you say that, then I'll do it for you." Ferena, after we dated, I don't know...... Will your parents accept me as a poor boy? You know my personal and family situation, I'm worried! If I can't get past your parents, then we'll ......."
I didn't finish my words, but I believe that Felena will understand.
Sure enough, when Ferena heard what I said, she immediately fell silent. I didn't rush her, just waited quietly for her answer, so that she would have time to think it through.
After about a full minute, Felena finally said a little angrily: "You guy, what a disappointment! What do you do when you talk about my parents? We haven't started dating yet, so you've thought about my parents? ”
Hearing Ferena's reaction, my heart sank at first, but then I felt relieved. It seems that Ferena has no intention of staying with me forever. At least, she didn't think about the future at all now, just impulsively wanted to fall in love.
Although I was a little depressed, I wasn't really disappointed. After all, Ferena was still young, and it was normal to think that it was so far away. I didn't expect her to be in love with me and never change. In fact, it's a miracle that she's able to like me now. What more could I ask of a girl like her?
Therefore, I smiled faintly and said to myself: "Don't be surprised, I'm like this, and I always have to think about going up in the future." Let's not talk about it, let's let it be. ”
Ferena obviously didn't want to talk about these unhappy things at this time, so she said: "That's it, the future will be talked about in the future, we haven't enjoyed the taste of love yet, why do you think about these annoying things so early?" By the way, there's something I haven't asked you yet. When you kissed me just now, I felt that you were very skilled at kissing. To be honest, when you and Shi Shanshan were together, they were ...... How many kisses have you received? ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect Felena to ask such a question and ask me to provide a specific number. Where do I remember this? Who has nothing to do with these boring stats?
But listening to Ferena's sour tone, it seemed that she really minded, so I said funny: "I don't remember, but Shi Shanshan was my girlfriend at that time, and she had a kissing experience, you won't be surprised, right?" ”
"Humph! Hum! I knew it! I knew I wouldn't have reminded you that she liked you before you even started. I didn't expect that in the end, I hurt myself, and I was taken advantage of so much by Shi Shanshan in vain. I don't care, today I and you are my first time, it's my first kiss! I can't afford such a big loss! You can do it yourself, how can you compensate me to make up for my losses? ”
I laughed all the time, for the first time? Really? The last time I got drunk and kissed you, was it the first time?
Although I would love to debunk her little lie and tell her about that unexpected kiss with her, I actually know it. But I'm not a big joker, and anyway, I'm kissing her. If Ferena really has never kissed anyone else, it doesn't seem wrong to say that the first kiss was taken by me.
So, my heart was full of pride and happiness, such a beautiful girl had never been touched by any man except me. A little vanity of my big man is really very satisfied.
In fact, my kissing skills were all taught by Shi Shanshan. Until then, I, like Ferena, was a blank slate. I'm not stupid, although Shi Shanshan never said it, but I can vaguely feel that she had a boyfriend before me. At least judging by her proficiency in kissing, I'm certainly not the first man to kiss her.
Of course, that's all in the past. Whether I care about Shi Shanshan's previous experience or not, she has left me and has nothing to do with me. Ferena, on the other hand, is my present. She is so beautiful, so charming, there is no man who would refuse to fall in love with such a girl. Even though I knew it was clear, the relationship wouldn't last long.
Feeling the vinegar in Ferena's words, enjoying the pride of being favored by the beauty, I smiled, and smiled happily. At this time, I had already thought in my heart, since I understood that this relationship has no future, there was no need to carry a heavy burden of thoughts, and I should enjoy this happiness to the fullest. Not everyone has the opportunity to fall in love with a beauty of Ferena's level. I am not a saint, nor am I a hypocrisy. In the past, I rejected Zhang Wen and Lu Fei, and that was because I already had a girlfriend. A man's sense of responsibility does not allow me to betray my girlfriend.
But now, I'm a free man. Falling in love with Ferena, above board, and worthy of his heart. Of course, I should also correct my mentality and not take this relationship too seriously and sink too deeply. Ferena will have to leave me sooner or later, and she and I are not on the same level after all. When she has played enough and gets tired of it, there will naturally be better options. After getting my mindset right, when I have to break up, I won't be too nostalgic and lost.
So, enjoy this fleeting pleasure! Maybe in the future, it will be the best memory of my life.
"Laugh? Are you still laughing? Don't you feel happy that you have taken such a big advantage? ”
I smiled and said, "Of course, the first kiss of Colonel K, can I not be happy?" ”
"Humph! You're going to be proud! I'm going to die anyway! I don't care, I can't afford this kind of loss, you have to compensate me! ”
"Hehe, no problem, then how do you want me to compensate you?"
"Hmm...... I want you to promise that you will be very good to me in the future. To have that kind of ...... Holding it in the palm of your hand is afraid of dropping, and holding it in your mouth is afraid of melting away. Also, you have to make sure you don't even look at any woman except me. In your heart, you can only think of me alone. And then there's ...... And ......"
Listen to Felena racking her brains to stipulate me this, restrain me that. Not only was I not disgusted, but I was sweet and indescribably happy. The more she did that, the more she cared about me. God, she's Ferena! Such a fairy-like character is actually coquettish to me, I'm not dreaming, right?
The great sense of satisfaction made my heart fly with beauty. If it weren't for the fact that Ferena wasn't in front of me at the moment, I would definitely take her in my arms, kiss her to my heart's content, caress her, and enjoy the joy of mutual affection.
"Hey! Why are you smiling all the time? I'll be serious with you, you give me a serious face. ”
I hurriedly suppressed my smile and pretended to be very serious: "Yes, yes, yes, I'm serious, I'm serious." Say, what else do you want me to do? ”
"Hmm...... Well...... Oops, I can't remember it when you laughed, so let's do it for now. As long as you are good to me, then I don't care about the intimacy between you and Shi Shanshan. Well, when it comes to intimacy, I suddenly think of another thing. You give me an honest explanation, during the time you and Shi Shanshan were dating, you and her ...... Do you have...... That too? ”
I was stunned, didn't react for a while, and said inexplicably: "What has happened?" Which one? ”
"Oh, you're pretending to be with me again, aren't you? You're a man, you wouldn't know what I was referring to...... What? ”
"What?"
"You! You...... Just pretend! You think I'm stupid and I can't guess it? Hum! The more you are like this, the more it means that you have a ghost in your heart! Yes! No, I'm angry! I'm angry! ”
(To be continued)