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In my heart, I suddenly felt soft, and in the face of a woman who loved me deeply and was dedicated to love, I really couldn't say no words. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

However, I also understand that as long as I continue to kiss this one, then what happens next is not something I can control. When we are alone, we are prone to make mistakes. If you kiss like this again, the chance of making a mistake is almost infinitely close to 100%.

I'm a guy with a girlfriend, and I can't make some mistakes. Lu Fei is certainly pitiful, but Tang Xiaoru is a woman I need to cherish with my life, if I make an irreparable mistake, then how can I have the face to see her in the future? How could it be possible to stay with her without shame?

Thinking of this, I hardened my heart and shook my head as I slowly broke free of my hand. Then, I stood up abruptly and said, "Lu Fei, I'm really leaving." Seeing that your mood is not stable today, let's have a good chat next time. ”

As I spoke, I didn't dare to look at her, so I walked to the door of her house.

It's just that I just took two steps out when I heard Lu Fei behind me crying out sadly: "Can't you even kiss it?" I don't want you to do anything. ”

I didn't dare to stay, but continued to walk to the door. It's just that when my hand grabbed the doorknob and thought about it, I still explained, "Lu Fei, I understand what you treat me." As a friend, I'm willing to go to the soup for you. However, this alone will not work. Even if you resent me for it, all I can say is, I'm sorry! ”

With that, I opened the door and prepared to go out. But at this moment, I felt a sharp sound of footsteps behind me, as if Lu Fei had chased after me. Then, before I could react, a pair of arms came from behind me and hugged me tightly.

I only sighed and stopped moving. Hearing it in my ears, Lu Fei sobbed in a low voice behind my back: "Don't go, Dai Yong, I beg you, don't go......"

My hands were still on the door frame, and my body was hugged by her, and I couldn't move unless I struggled hard. Hearing her crying softly, I couldn't bear it in my heart, so I had to sigh and say, "Lu Fei, don't be like this, in fact, we feel good to be friends, why make it so embarrassing?" ”

"I don't want to be your friend, I just want to be your lover."

I had to be speechless, and it was like this for a long time, and then I gently put my hands on her two arms around my waist, grasped it, and then forcefully parted it.

Turning around, I looked at Lu Fei, who was crying, and said slowly, word by word: "Lu Fei, don't let me be a man with a weak heart." You really don't understand my relationship with Tang Xiaoru. I was able to be with her, I don't know how many detours I took and how many misunderstandings I went through. Now that it's finally come to fruition, I don't want any more changes, you know? ”

Lu Fei's face suddenly turned a little pale, she looked at me with blurred teary eyes, and said sadly: "Do you love her so much?" What is so good about Tang Xiaoru that it is worthy of your single-mindedness? ”

I said with a straight face: "Tang Xiaoru is good, I can't finish it for three days and three nights." But you definitely won't listen today, and I'll tell you again when your mood is stable in the future. Okay, so be it, I'm gone, and tonight's events will be treated as if nothing happened. Lu Fei, we're still good friends, okay? ”

Lu Fei seemed to be a little desperate, looked at me and muttered, "Still a good friend?" Dai Yong, you can bear it, let me be friends with you for the rest of my life, and miss you every day and night? ”

I have nothing to say to her. Can it still be said that since you can't be lovers, you won't even be friends and never see each other?

Since I have nothing to answer, I will not answer. In this situation, it's better to leave her and let her calm down. I hope she can figure it out for herself in the future, and she won't have to hang herself from my tree. There are so many excellent men in the world, there will always be someone worthy of her love, right?

So, I sighed and said, "Besides, who knows what will happen in the future?" I'm leaving, and if you feel better in a few days, call me, huh? ”

With that, I stopped being nostalgic, turned around and strode downstairs. This time, Lu Fei didn't say anything, and let me walk down the stairs into the vast night.

In the blink of an eye, I had already walked out of Lu Fei's community and came to the street outside. Suddenly, I thought about my lover. Immediately took out my mobile phone, and I dialed Tang Xiaoru's number.

"Why? I'm busy right now. ”

"Aren't you done yet?"

"It's coming, half an hour at most. Say, what's the matter with calling me? Is your date over in the evening? ”

"Half an hour? Shall I come and pick you up? ”

"No, you don't have a car, don't you have to let me take you home in the end?"

"Xiaoru, tonight, I want to be with you, okay?"

“……”

"Xiaoru?"

"Oh, it's really a defeat for you, can't you endure it all night?"

"Don't get me wrong, I don't want to do anything with you, I just want to hold you until dawn."

"Humph! It sounds good, but in the end, you can't help it? ”

I sighed and said, "Can't you?" Forget it, let's go back early when it's over early, huh? Everything else is fine, that's ......"

"Hey, wait a minute! I...... I didn't say no. Really, come on, come on, at most I'll work hard. ”

I immediately rejoiced, "Really? Then I'll pick you up! ”

"Okay, if you want to pick it up, you can come. But don't go into the office, we'll meet downstairs in half an hour. ”

"Okay, see you in half an hour!"

Putting down the phone, my heart suddenly cheered, and the depressed mood just now had been swept away. And I'm a little glad that I finally resisted Lu Fei's temptation. If I really make a mistake, with my surname, I am afraid that I will feel guilty in my heart and will never dare to face my lover again.

An hour later, Tang Xiaoru and I were already lying in bed together. But this time, I was really honest, just hugged her and talked, without even a little intimate gesture.

Tang Xiaoru was ready to be eaten by me several times in the evening, but I was so honest, which made her strange. After a long time, she seemed to think of something, and suddenly smiled: "You are not normal, honestly and frankly, what happened tonight?" Did you and your confidante have a little bit of hyper-friendship? ”

(To be continued)