Chapter 304: What if you still love me?
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Ferena's sudden kiss immediately shocked me! But what shocked me even more was that she just said that she had never forgotten me for more than three years!
My heart was in turmoil all at once. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoWhat's going on? What's going on? Is Ferena crazy? Since she broke up with me, she has never had any contact with me again. After so many years, don't talk about her, even I have forgotten the previous relationship. Why is it that now when she sees that I am getting married, she actually tells me that she has never forgotten me?
Ferena's mouth was still as sweet as it was more than three years ago, but at this moment I was in the mood to taste it again, so I hurriedly reached out and pushed her away, and shouted, "Ferena, what are you doing?" ”
Ferena's eyes were full of fanaticism at the moment. It seemed that the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly exploded, and she also shouted: "What am I doing? Don't you understand? I still love you! A sucker! ”
I opened my mouth wide and couldn't say anything. My mind was a mess, and I didn't know how to react.
After Felena shouted this, suddenly tears rolled down her eyes again. Whimpering, he looked at me stupidly and said, "I have never forgotten you, and in the past three years, I have not thought about you for a day." Dai Yong, Dai Yong, how can you fall in love with another woman? You said that you should love me for the rest of your life and never change. Have you forgotten all these words? ”
I...... I'm really messed up, so messed up that my brain can't think about problems. Subconsciously, I pushed Felena away from me and stood up abruptly. But when I stood up, I didn't know what I was going to do or what I was going to say. I had no choice but to walk around in this small private room.
Felena seemed to be extremely sad, crying and wiping her tears. I pulled out my cigarette, lit one and inhaled.
Perhaps, cigarettes do have a calming effect. As I swallowed a few large puffs of smoke, my chaotic mind began to calm down, and my mind began to clear up a little.
So, I sensed something was wrong. Since Felena keeps saying that she still loves me, she has never forgotten me all these years. Then why didn't she hear from me after she left? Whether it's a phone call or a letter to me, it will make me understand her heart and reassure me to wait for her to come back. Didn't she think that after such a long time, no matter how hot the relationship was, it would cool down. And I'm going to come out of that relationship and start another relationship?
Also, since Ferena's return, it's not like I haven't seen her before. Since she hasn't forgotten about me, why didn't she say it when she met me for the first time? Now that I see that Tang Xiaoru and I are getting married, I told me surprisingly that she still loves me? I remember the time I saw her in the coffee shop, Ferena's behavior was very cold. At that time, in order to test whether she still had feelings for me, Lu Fei did not hesitate to make a gesture to pursue me to show her. But Felena was always indifferent, and even encouraged Lu Fei to work hard.
Why? Why was she acting like that then, and now, she's coming to tell me that she still loves me?
Suspicious, I turned around and looked at Felena who was still wiping her tears. After taking another puff of cigarette, I walked back and sat down, and began to calmly say to her, "Ferena, sit down, can I ask you a few questions?" ”
By this time, Felena had probably cried enough. When she heard that I wanted her to sit down, she let out a soft oh, and as soon as she turned around, she actually wanted to sit next to me.
I hurriedly stretched out my hand to block it, and then said very seriously: "It's not me here, it's sitting in your original position." ”
Ferena's mouth curled up and she made a resentful look at me. I was unmoved, but still stretched out her hand and pointed to the position opposite me, signaling her not to come with me and sit down on the opposite side obediently.
At this time, Ferena had no choice but to transfer her little buttocks, which had already been moved, to the seat opposite. I snuffed out half of my cigarette in the ashtray, then picked up my can of beer, raised my head and took two large sips.
With a long breath, I started to say, "Okay, you said you still love me, then I'm going to ask." Have you never thought to contact me in the United States all these years? Even though it would be expensive to make an international call, it wouldn't be that difficult to write a letter, right? If I haven't heard from you for so long, and don't tell me what you think, you're not afraid, I'll forget about you completely? ”
Ferena's expression suddenly darkened, she lowered her head, and seemed to hesitate for a moment before she whispered: "The reason is very complicated, first, when I first came to the United States, my mother was very tight. She sent someone to follow me at night, just because she was afraid that I wouldn't forget you, and she tried every possible way to get in touch with you. Second, at that time, I also felt that I didn't have the face to call you, after all, it was I who proposed to break up......"
I sighed, didn't bother to talk to her, and then asked, "Even if you didn't have a chance to contact me in the United States, why didn't you tell me what we just said the last time we met in the coffee shop?" ”
Answering this question, Felena did not hesitate, she raised her head and looked me in the eyes, and said to me very seriously: "At that time, the time has not yet come, I have just taken over the family's business, and I have not really grasped the power. Originally, according to my intentions, once I was in control of everything, I could get rid of my mother's shackles and do what I wanted to do. In fact, I planned it all. When I was full-fledged, I arranged for my parents to go abroad to care for the elderly. As soon as they leave, everything here is up to me, and no one can go against my will. Then I will be able to pursue you openly and make up for what I owe you. ”
I was stunned for a long time before I said funny: "You mean, when you have power, you can not listen to your mother?" ”
Felena bit her lip and said, "At least, I will have the ability to protect our love from any factors!" ”
I could only shake my head helplessly, feeling that I couldn't understand Ferena's thoughts. In my mind, no matter how much power a person has, his parents are still his parents. On the issue of love marriage, as long as your parents do not agree, can you still use the power in your hands to force them to agree?
Besides, it occurred to me that there was no point in figuring out this. What if Ferena still loves me? I already have a lover and I'm about to get married. I can't give up my current happiness and have some illusory love affair with Ferena.
Thinking of my current lover, my mind gradually cleared. Yes, I have found my happiness, and there is no need to dwell on the past. Whether Felena loves me or not, I can't be with her anymore. If that's the case, then why should I ask her so much?
So, I shook my head with a smile and said, "Ferena, no matter what you say, there is one fact that cannot be changed. That is, I'm getting married soon. Forget all about the past. In the future, we can still be friends, okay? ”
Ferena suddenly exclaimed, "Of course it's not good! I have no opinion on whom you marry, but who makes me owe you? But Tang Xiaoru can't do it, I feel ashamed to ask me to compete with her for men! (To be continued)