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At this moment, my heart is in turmoil. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info logically speaking, Felena had to choose to leave me in order to protect me. Not only did she not feel sorry for me in the slightest, but it showed that her love for me was so sincere and touching. But how can a man with a conscience be indifferent and not cherish it?

However, I am now a man with a wife. My wife, she is not at fault either. And my relationship with her is also real. If I want to be worthy of my conscience, I must cherish Ferena's feelings. But what about my wife? Can I still do the thing of abandoning my wife and being unlucky?

Just thinking about this question, I feel extremely difficult. I love Tang Xiaoru so much, I have a deep relationship with her husband and wife, how can I be separated?

I had a terrible headache, and it was a real problem that I couldn't solve. If I want to be worthy of Ferena, I must be sorry for my wife. And if I am responsible for my wife, it will be tantamount to revenge, and it will completely break Ferena's heart. I will inevitably carry a heavy sense of guilt in my life, and I will never be happy.

Ferena, still crying on top of me at the moment. My hands were open, and I didn't know if I should take her into my arms. I was very touched by her love for me. But I have not forgotten that I also have a wife that I need to protect and cherish.

In this way, my mind was chaotic and my heart was extremely conflicted. And Felena cried and cried, and gradually lost her voice.

After a while, Felena seemed to have cried enough, or maybe she saw that I was not responding, so she left my body slightly, and looked at my expression with red and swollen eyes. Suddenly, as if she realized something, her face immediately turned a little pale, and she suddenly stood up and took a step back, and asked me in a trembling voice, "Are you really ...... Don't love me anymore, do you? ”

I moved my mouth, only to realize that I couldn't answer her question.

Felena stared at my face, looked at me silently for a long, long time, and saw that I still didn't answer, finally nodded slightly, stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and said, "I understand, in the end...... It's still too late! ”

I couldn't help but say, "Ferena, why didn't you tell me these things earlier?" In the past four years, no matter how strict your mother is in controlling you, you can't even have a chance to call me or write a letter, right? If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have ...... now."

Felena slowly sat back on the bed, smiled miserably with a pale face, and said, "Do you think I didn't want to tell you sooner?" But how shrewd and capable is my mother? If I am not careful, all my sacrifices and efforts will be in vain. In the past four years, I have not had a day but walk on thin ice with caution. I have to convince her that I have forgotten about you and no longer have any feelings for you. Even on the day you got married, I was so sad that I was dripping blood, but I still had to show an indifferent expression that had nothing to do with me. Otherwise, where would I have the opportunity to sit here today and tell you the truth without any worries? ”

Hearing Ferena's words, I felt that the truth of this matter did not seem to be finished. Ferena and her mother must have had an untold struggle. I muttered, "What happened after you left?" Fuck her...... Why do this to you? You're her own daughter! ”

Felena smiled bitterly and said, "It's because she's her own daughter, that's why she can't tolerate disobedience so much, right?" My mother is actually a very selfish woman, in her heart, I was born to her, and she has the right to decide everything about me. Including my marriage and love. ”

Actually, Ferena doesn't say that, and I also know what kind of mother Wei Binglan is. From the first day I met Ferena, I have been constantly feeling that she takes strict care of her daughter, to an incredible extent. Growing up, Felena almost never had true freedom and autonomy. With such a mother, although Ferena grew up in a wealthy family, it has to be said that it is an extremely sad thing.

Because I understood, I nodded and said, "Tell me everything." What happened between you and your mother? ”

Ferena snorted, and said with a faint expression: "Although...... It probably doesn't make sense to tell you now. But if I don't say it, I won't be able to explain my own persistence for so many years. Well, since you want to know, then I'll tell you. Since my mom found out about me and you, she has used a lot of tricks to try to persuade me to separate from you. However, at that time, I had made up my mind and refused to compromise with her in the slightest. You may not know it, but it was the first time in my life that I had confronted my mom in person, defying her will. So, my mom was shocked and angry, and felt that she couldn't accept it. I'm her daughter, and she can't really do anything to me, so when she can't help it, she decides to use you to force me to submit. That's why you were beaten by the people sent by Grandpa Lu Fei that day, and I had no choice but to give in. Before I went to the U.S., I made a deal with my mom. I promise to do my best to forget about you and never have any contact with you again. She promises never to hurt you or embarrass you. Speaking of which, today you and Tang Xiaoru's company have been able to develop smoothly to this point, and I really want to thank me and my mother for this agreement. Tang Xiaoru touched your light, if it weren't for your participation, how could my mother sit and watch her rise without using any brains? ”

Hearing this, I said a little suddenly: "I wonder how your mother hates my wife so much, how can she watch me and her company grow stronger and not want to do anything to destroy it, it turns out that ......."

Ferena smiled faintly and said, "You can't imagine how terrible and huge the wealth and power in my mother's hands are. Later, I gradually understood that she let me watch you being beaten that day, but she really wouldn't take your last name. If she really wants you to die, she will do it seamlessly, it looks like it was just an accident, no matter how you check, it has nothing to do with her. Do you know? If it weren't for my father's stern warning to my mother, Tang Xiaoru would have died 800 years earlier. Where can I still live until now, and be married home by you as a wife? ”

I was stunned, no matter how powerful Wei Binglan was, she was just a woman. Why does Ferena look like an underworld boss who can control the life and death of others?

Felena added: "Don't you think it's strange that no matter how ruthless my mother is, she is just a rich wife. How can it be said that if you kill someone, you will kill people, without any scruples? ”

I said, "yes, why?" ”

Felena snorted and said, "This is the old tradition of their Wei family. Before the liberation, the Wei family was ostensibly the big local capitalists, but in fact, secretly, they were the biggest behind-the-scenes force controlling the local underworld. After liberation, I saw that the situation was not right. The Wei family immediately broke away from the underworld and turned into a patriotic businessman. After many years of dormancy, after the reopening of our country, the already extinct underworld forces began to stir again. Lu Fei's grandfather was a big hooligan in the underworld before liberation. And it is inextricably linked with their Wei family. After liberation, he sat in prison for a while, and after he came out, he had nothing to do at home all day. So, he colluded with the Wei family again. With the support of my grandfather, a strong underworld force soon developed. Since it's an underworld, of course they won't do anything good. Bullying and dominating the market, extortion, collusion with the government, and doing all kinds of evil. What's so great about killing someone? In the beginning, these black forces were controlled by my grandfather behind his back. Then my grandfather died. My eldest uncle and aunt are bent on being officials, and it is not good to take over these dirty things directly. My second uncle was a scholar and settled abroad early to study his academic profession. Therefore, this disgraceful family business was inherited by my mother in the end. And after my father married my mother, the Feiteng Group he ran also relied on the power of the Wei family in black and white to develop and grow to this day. Don't look at my dad as the chairman outside, it seems that the scenery is infinite. In fact, when I got home, he was still very afraid of my mother. ”

I was a little stupid when I heard this. I really didn't expect that Ferena's mother, who looked like a weak woman, turned out to be the biggest local underworld leader!

Felena continued: "So, I'm scared, you know? Ever since I saw that you were beaten up by my mother, I was afraid that if I really angered my mother, I was determined to get rid of you, and with her ability and power, then I don't know how you really died! Just in case, and so that I can be with you at the end. I thought about it for a long time and decided to pretend to be a real compromise and no longer have any contact with you. After I went to the United States, for the first year, of course, my mother was not at ease with me, and sent people to keep an eye on me all the time, for fear that I would disobey the yang and yin, and secretly contact you. The following year, the people who were following me were withdrawn, and it seemed as if they had relaxed their guard against me. But I knew it was intentional, and if I made the slightest move, my mom would find out right away. In the third year, my mom finally relaxed on me and stopped keeping an eye on me as much as she used to. If I want to contact you, it's not like I'm out of the question. But at that time, I had already decided to implement my plan, and I didn't dare to be negligent enough to fail and give up halfway! ”

When I heard Felena mention her plan again, I couldn't help but interject, "Ferena, what's the use of your plan?" Is your mom going to agree to me being with you now? ”

Felena sneered, her eyes suddenly cold, and said to me word by word: "Of course she won't agree, but now, I can't help her." You know, she's settled in the U.S. with my dad now. All around her are my people. Those she thought were loyal to her had already sworn allegiance to me. The wealth, power, and influence of the entire Merriam-Webster family are now firmly in my hands. Is it useful for her to object? What can I do if I don't listen to her? ”

Looking at Ferena, who suddenly had a surge in momentum and looked extremely majestic, I was stunned on the spot. Listening to the tone of her words, I couldn't connect her with the innocent, innocent and lovely girl she had been four years ago. What exactly did Felena do? How did she end up like this? For the past four years, she has been fighting with her mother like this, which is why she has become so cold and terrible?

Felena sneered again and said, "Actually, the Wei family's power is not as good as before. More than three years ago, I almost implicated my mother in the black storm. If it weren't for my uncle's full protection, whether my mother would be able to settle abroad safely now is a matter of two words. However, even so, it will be a breeze for her to deal with you. So, when I come back, I still don't dare to have too much contact with you. At that time, I had to convince my mom that I didn't love you anymore. And you, who fell in love with someone else and got married, finally really made my mother completely relieved. I thought ...... All my efforts and forbearance have been worth it. When I have the ability to protect you, and my mother can no longer hurt you, I can proudly tell you all this, I am victorious, I am back, I still love you, and we can be together happily ever after......"

Speaking of this, two lines of tears rolled down Ferena's face again. She muttered, "But...... I didn't think that everything I did turned out to be useless. I still love you, but you don't love me anymore. I have suffered for four years, looked forward to it, worked hard for four years, and suffered for four years. In the end, it's all a waste...... An empty ......

(To be continued)